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"So run like hell, sleep with one eye open. I can't forgive or forget you." <-- My personal bullshit-talkers policy.
The name's Kendra Caitlin, nice to meet you. Any type of body beautification is my life. So is LOVE, zombies and Aydan Theodore/Theodore Aydan Michael. I'm single but I already found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with - Kevin Skaff from ADTR! lol What, did you think I'd tell you who it was for real? Nah, I don't want you falling in love with that boy too. ; ) You better get me something on December 17th. I'm from Germany and yes, I speak German. I'm gonna be one of the most successful tattoo artists around, you just wait and see. : ) I care a lot about people though I seem to be unappreciative of them; I'm as loyal to my friends as a golden retriever. I find obese people disgusting and you'll often hear me point out other peoples imperfections to distract me from mine. I act conceded but I actually have tremendous self-esteem issues. I say a lot of things that seem mean but they're just my opinions without the sugar-coating. I'm actually really nice, I care too much about what people think of me to be a truly heartless b***h. I fail at hiding my feelings, everyone pretty much knows what's up the minute we speak. I know how to make people feel like they're cared about. I used to be a selfish little ******** but I'm slowly learning to stop taking things for granted and give back. I despise it when people say things they don't mean. I hate it when people talk s**t behind my back, at least give yourself some dignity and say it to my face. I tend to be accused of crap that's not even true... which is why I can't stand close-minded people or people who talk s**t about something that happened MONTHS ago - the drama just ain't worth it, niggaaas. : P I'm big on grammar and spelling. I'll correct you constantly, on ANYTHING, and I don't like admitting when I'm wrong. I miss my long hair. : ( I care a lot about the way I look, a single insult to my appearance can screw me up for a week. I like material things, I could never be one of those people who have tantrums and break things. I like to flirt but I'm more of a talker than a walker. I tend to text a lot and there are only a few people I love talking on the phone with. I love music and art, they help me express what words cannot. I like cats and red ruffed lemurs. : ) I want to drive as soon as possible and I want a '65 Ford Thunderbird... but our truck will do. I want more tattoos and piercings. I finally got the tattoo dedicated to my son, next comes the stars on my foot representing my family and the cat for my great-grandmother (R.I.P). I'd like a tragus, septum or belly button piercing. I gauged my ears to fours. I could never leave the house without eyeliner on and my phone in my pocket, which is now unfortunately broken. :' ( I talk to myself sometimes, it helps me think things over. I despise my back and my tummy. I think my best assets are my eyes, my boobs and the shape of my legs. I like to read, pretty much anything fictional sounds good to me. I draw and I know I'm good at it but I've been having major artist block. My family means so much to me, I regret never showing them how much I really care. I adore my friends, it's been hard for me to make some but I'm glad that the few I did make were the ones that really care. : ) Go ahead and judge me, everybody else seems to enjoy doing it. <3
I'm a proud and loving mother, whether you agree with my decision or not. I decided not to raise him myself since I wouldn't be the mother that amazing little boy deserves. But that doesn't mean I love him less than any other parent. It just means I can reflect on myself, my situation, and give someone I love a better life than I can offer. Don't think I'm all happy about it, not to say that I'm not proud of myself for thinking about my sons needs and future wants, but I still cry almost every night over him. There won't be a day that passes by when I don't think about him and how life would be if I was only older and more responsible. There's no one in existence I could love more than Aydan Theodore, he's my universe and beyond. He's the sun that lightens my rainy day and the only one I can't go on without. He's the reason I take every breath, no matter how painful, because I live for the days when I get to see him. <3
Heidelberg, Germany is the place I will always call Home. No matter where I go, I'll remember that place with a heavy heart. I left a part of me there and I will go back one day, it doesn't matter what my condition is. The best memories of my life so far have all taken place in that beautiful town and area. <3

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cin-istr

Report | 07/17/2012 8:22 am

cin-istr

hey lady! i miss talking to you smile
do you have like a tumblr, twitter, or anything like that?
cin-istr

Report | 06/15/2010 5:22 pm

cin-istr

D;
Does he still live in...um...new york? ithink it was NY.
hahahaa lmao...sorry dude... i was a horndog back then!
i even liked jacob for a while ninja but that ended quickly.
and i had a huuuuuuge crush on alissa, i told some people but they always thought i was joking. -sigh-
i'm kinda having a re-occuring thing for black girls again. there were these two really hawt womens at the gym today, both black beauties 8D bu they were like 30+ ahahaa
cin-istr

Report | 06/15/2010 7:16 am

cin-istr

Oh jeez.
Well, just remember that honesty is the key....you don't wanna live the rest of your life lying, right?
Maybe you two will fall in love with eachother and you can joke about your teen mistakes ;P And he won't care cuz you love him more than anyone!
Good luck though. Love is a sucky thing to feel sometimes.
Aha I remember Jose...Gabi was in love with him too.
I was supposed to not tell you but idc anymore. This happened like two years ago though.

Ahahah that reminds me, I used to like you alot in middle school. I think I've told you this before though?
Then again I liked ALOT of people back then....mostly girls....but a few guys too. gonk
cin-istr

Report | 06/14/2010 8:25 pm

cin-istr

Oh jebus.
I'm surprised you're in a serious relationship with someone that far away xd No offense
I've been in one too....cept we werent THAT serious...
Sometimes I think I'm going to be a future sex addict.
Or maybe I just get horny too much gonk
cin-istr

Report | 06/14/2010 7:22 am

cin-istr

Ah ok I think I know who he is now xD

Hahaha
Alright man
Does this other guy know about macho spaniard man?
cin-istr

Report | 06/13/2010 4:04 pm

cin-istr

Aha, Jeff Kissee...didn't Alissa date him? Or was that another Jeff?

Aw I'm sorry :[ You should send me a pic of him! Is he pretty? Lol
xD I'll delete those comments if you want me to
cin-istr

Report | 06/12/2010 1:53 pm

cin-istr

O_O Dammnnn son.
He was a virgin?!?!
So, it was more like you took HIM instead of him taking you xd
cin-istr

Report | 06/12/2010 5:53 am

cin-istr

OMA!!! Tmiii tmi tmi tmi xDD
Oh jeebus.
Well good to know you at least enjoyed it.
xD
How big is big?
Aha I know I said tmi but i wanna know :3
cin-istr

Report | 06/11/2010 6:59 pm

cin-istr

AYYYYY biggrin
I read your little about me thing, and I can relate to spanish being a turn on x3
Chymro

Report | 12/29/2009 3:30 pm

Chymro

The Samsung comeback, aha.

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