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Catina,Tina,Argentina,Silverkin,Poppet or Hobocunt.I've come to realize that my whole life's purpose is to solely function as an exceedingly horrid example.
I've always had a repulsive need to be something more than human. I am quiet, but chaotic beneath the surface. Dreamy, but make realistic decisions. Psychotic, but can feign sanity. Usually more prone towards confusing rather than being confused.
I'm somewhere between a romantic, and a realist. I'm fascinated by the idea of prince charming. Yet, I'm logical enough to know he is all too often, few and far between. My mind, beliefs, morals, and ideals are constantly changing and evolving into something beyond what I can hardly depict.
No one has ever had me quite figured out. Those who came close, decided it was too much to handle. So, perhaps it's fortunate that not many people put effort into doing so. I was never the type to go off chasing pipe dreams. I have a down to earth mind set, however it has been out shone by my countless midnight fantasies. I always set standards for myself, higher than I could possibly accomplish. This keeps me improving, and trying.
Nothing in this day and age is new, but I dare strive for originality.
I'm a perfectionist when it comes to something I have created. If it has even one barely noticeable flaw, I will tear it down and start a new. Absolutely regardless, of how much time and effort I put into it.
I don't love people for their potential. Rather, for who they are now. I honestly can't see that far into the future.
I'm a very perceptive, and intuitive girl... consider yourself translucent. I have a very impeccant personality, I look at everything as if it were the first time I have ever seen it. So finding the beauty in nature isn't that far fetched for myself. My humor is sometimes morbid, and of bad taste. If you are easily insulted, I would suggest not striking up a conversation with me.
I'm the type of girl, who sits on the side of highways, and rolls down hills with her best friend. I will never give up on someone I love, only myself. I may not be this marvelous individual too many people build me up to be, but I can assure you my heart is always in the virtuous place. This is only a small portion of who I am.
But none of this means anything, unless you believe my facade.
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