Yeah.. I'm trying but I just.. can't get down the whole colouring part. Shading really. =/ I just don't get it. lol.
Anyways, yeah.. with little motivation I have anyways. lol no one supports me anymore in my arts and I feel like it's a lost cause.. that I'm not good at anything anymore. =/
Yeah. I figured that it was pointless to continue because I knew it wouldn't do me any good. All fields are competitive and it's hard to get anything nowadays without connections. So I'm just trying to put any little time I have into my artwork. I am improving but just won't be were I need to be. =/
I shouldn't even be paying these loans. It's my mother's fault for not letting me stop. She's the jerk that made me do it. I was fine with not going to college. I'm glad I dropped out. I just can't manage it. Work makes it hard for a design student. You know. xD
Ugh. It just sucks when I have no money because it keeps going to loans. My NJ class one is just $115. However, Sallie Mae is going to be $200 a month. And I can't swing that. Hopefully they can keep me on deferment as long as possible. =/
Yeah.. I need it because of all the damn loans from college that I never finished. ugh. Anyways, I'll be customer service, just like how I am at Ac Moore. lol.
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