About
My name is neko, i am a bit of a poet at times, have written alot, drawn alot of pictures too, cant really find the time for them.i really miss my friends, not the fake shells, and the plastic dolls i have been use to, but my friends, the people i could talk to no matta what, that always had my back. well what eva part of my back they could cover lol, i really hate fake people, ones that are only friends when they want something, when its convenient for them. "not gonna really call any names" but also i hate friends that when one of them wrongs you, they follow them, even though they were in the wrong....
i love pictures, people, and watching the sky
my grandfather always told me that if i keep my head in the clouds just watch for the airplanes and i should be fine.
i am actually looking for good friends at the moment, only have a couple.
one of them is andy, he is a bit pig headed at times, and an a*****e, but people are who they are, he treats me like a brother and i think the same of him.
next on the list is my sister, *aria* some may have seen her up here, hell, she is my top on any of my friends list. we have been through so much togeather, she may be my sister, but she is the best friend i will ever have, i would gladly give my life for her. next is kat..... well... i guess we have had some problems in the past, but i have always cared for her, *she is an ex of mine* but she is the one who broke it off, and my feelings never whent away, sometimes i wish with my whole of hearts i could get another chance, but i know that is most likely impossible... but one can still wish smile
of course last but not least are my friends kit and trey, they can both be a little hard headed at times but seem always to have good intentions. they have always looked out for me and i guess i can call them my backup buddies
one problem i had with one of my previous girlfriends is that she wants me to chose between friends and her, only if she knew what my friends mean to me she wouldnt be so selfish *and yes i know words can never be taken back* my friends are "mi familia" and thats the best you can get smile oh and people remember, once a bridge is burned down by somone, it usually doesnt come back the same.
*magic hour isnt at sunset, its at 3 am lol*
**update**
after this week, i am officially done with nikki **the ex who wants me to choose between her and my friends** she is calling constantly, and its becoming stalkerish... and what i though was impossible, might have become otherwise, i am talking about my friend, my domme and love, kat
hopefully within a week we will be dating, perhaps in a couple months or less, more
**updated update**
i won the heart of the one i love, i want nothing less than to live the rest of my life with her, she makes me soo happy, and is the only person i have ever meet that could fully balance me, that is still among the living that is.
i cant wait for us to start living togeather, which will happen very shortly i hope, and i also hope to take as good care of her, as she does me. *smiles* i cant wait for everything to finalize, to be with the person i love, day and night. kat, i want to be with you forever
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Don't forget to eat your meals as always even if you are busy at work
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wasn't on for the day...
how are you?
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