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Hi, the name's Vou.
Once a long time ago, I joined Gaia~



~ 1 9 ~ f e M a l e ~ U S A ~



This is my reality and it's just the raver's fantasy.
Cause I know if you're in love with me tonight,
we're ravin' through the night.

The world is a blasphemous and disgusting place - we all know this for as soon as we take our first breathe of air, we are inhaling pollutants which destroy our brain cells and make us even more messed up. And it takes a lot to want to pull ourselves out of the mass of humanity to make a name. Society looks at obscenities with noses held high, but they just don't want to accept that there are some real people out there who AREN'T normal. No one's normal. Get it? Good.

My complex is quite interesting. I like to believe I'm different and original, but I'm not. I accept this and so therefore, I'm already setting myself apart from everyone else. I share my experiences and ideas with those willing to listen, and someone ends up eavesdropping. I catch them out of the corner of my eye. The expression on their face is actually priceless, usually causing chuckles to escape me throat.

So, now I will be blunt - my life is a random adventure; one right after another. I live off of spontaneity, and many individuals can't seem to understand and accept this about me. I am me; nothing more, nothing less. I may not think myself inferior, but I do have those moments where I find myself thinking superior to others in my achievements. But dun let this keep you from not messaging me to get to know me. Struggling to survive in this chaotic world for nearly 19 years has to have some reward to it. I am ever struggling with the challenges of being a teenager still - social acceptance, weight-fluctuation, relationship drama, going to school. I did get my high school diploma - graduated at # 3 in my class from HSA. That group I spent three years with made school a fun experience, and I can't wait for our first reunion.

At the moment, I am in the social work field, being a Direct Caregiver/Aide for the MR/DD. I work with my mother and others for Spires Residential - and it's already going on four months. I am a college dropout and will probably remain to be so for now since I am going through the enrollment process of going to TONI&GUY Hairdressing Academy. If all goes as planned, I will be starting an 11-month course at the end of the summer.

M u s i c - the one thing that can keep a person sane. What is said in this next paragraph is not a lie, I assure you. The sounds of the vocal chords is rather empowering. I get shivers when I hear a tonsil-ripping scream; and at the sounds of a guttural mumble, I can't help but close my eyes and imagine something dark and corrupted. And it is this type of music that draws me; the language does not matter. Ever since I was twelve, I have listened to Japanese rock, but have recently gotten back into American and European based music due to attending Industrial Goth Underground Night and iNation whenever I am able to. I listen to the fast-paced techno when dancing, and have come to fall in love with even more controversial musicians and artists.




Just remember that I am considered normal by my friends' standards.

XOXOXO;



My heart is taken by Xero-kun.<3





[Bands];;
All-American Rejects
The Alumni Club
Antic Cafe
Aqua
ATC
Avril Lavigne
Blood on the Dance Floor
Cascada
Dir en Grey
Disturbed
DJ Sammy
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
First Kiss Denial
Flyleaf
The Fray
Framing Hanley
Gackt
Gary Jules
Girugamesh
Hinder
Insignificant Self
Jeffree Star
Katy Perry
Kinya Kotani
Lacuna Coil
Linkin Park
LM.C
Malice Mizer
Mandy Moore
Mindless Self Indulgence
Miyavi
Nickelback
Phantasmagoria
Pink
Plain White T's
Porcelain and the Tramps
Rammstein
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Rob Zombie
Skillet
System of a Down
t.A.T.u.
Taylor Swift
Within Temptation

[Anime/Manga];;

A

Absolute Boyfriend
Afro Samurai
After School Nightmare
Ai no Kusabi
Ai Yori Aioshi
AIR
Air Gear
Air Master
AIR TV
Alice 19th
Alichino
Angel Sanctuary
Angelic Layer
Aquarion
Astro Boy
Ayashi No Ceres
Azumanga Daioh

B

Bakugan Battle Brawlers
Beauty Pop
Beyblade
Big O
Black Sun, Silver Moon
Bleach
Blood
Blue Dragon
Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo
Boogiepop Phantom
Boy Princess
Bukiyou na Silent
Burst Angel

C

Candy Boy
Candy Candy
Cardcaptor Sakura
Castle in the Sky
Catgirl Nuku Nuki
Cat Returns
Cat's Eye
Chobits
Chrno Crusade
Code Greass
Count Cain/Godchild
Cowboy Bepop
Crescent Moon
Cyborn 009

D

DNAngel
D. Gray Man
Death Note
Demon Diary
Demon Ororon
Di Gi Charat
Digimon
Dinosuar King
Dogs
Dragon Ball
Dragon Ball GT
Dragon Ball Z
Dragon Knights
Dramacon
Duel Masters

E

Eerie Queerie
Elfen Lied
Eternal Sabbath
Eureka Seven
Evangelion
Excel Saga

F

FAKE
Familiar of Zero
Final Fantasy: Unlimited
Flame of Recca
From Eroica with Love
Fruits Basket
Fujoshi Rumi: Mousou Shoujo Otaku Kei
Full Metal Panic
Full Moon wo Sagashite
Fellmetal Alchemist
Fushigi Yugi: Genbu Kaiden
Fushigi Yuugi
Future Diary

G

G-Gundam
Gakuen Alice
Gakuen Angel
Galaxy Angel
Gankutsuou: Count of Monte Cristo
Gao Gai Gar
Get Backers
Ghost Hound
Ghost Slayers Ayashi
Godchild
Grave of the Fireflies
Gravitation
GTO
Gundam 00
Gundam Seed
Gundam UC
Gundam Wing/AC
Gunslinger Girl
Guru Guru Poni-chan

H

.hack//SIGN
Hamtaro
Hana-kimi
Hands-off!
He is My Master
Hellsing
Her Majesty's Dog
Here is Greenwood
Hikaru no Go
Hot Gimmick
Howl's Moving Castle

I

I.N.V.U.
Immortal Rain
InuYasha

J

Junjo Romantica
Juvenile Orion
Jyu Oh Sei

K

Kaleido Star
Kannazuki no Miko
Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Kiddy Grade
Kikaider
Kiki's Delivery Service
Kill Me Kiss Me
King of Bandit Jing
Kino's Journey
Kyou Kara Maou

L

Le Chevalier D'eon
Legal Drug
Little Norse Prince
Love Hina
Loveless

M

Magical DoReMi
Mahoromatic
MAR
Marmalade Boys
Mars
Matantei Loki Ragnarok
Megatokyo
Meru Puri
Mezzo
Midori Days
MiyukiChan in Wonderland
Mononoke
Monster
Monster Rancher
Moon Phase

N

Nadia - Secret of Blue Water
NANA
Naruto
Naruto Shippuudden
Nausaicaa of the Valley of the Wind
Nightwalker
Noir

O

Oh My Goddess!
One Piece
Othello
Ouran High School Host Club
Outlaw Star

P

Pani Poni Dash!
Papa to Kiss in the Dark
Paradise Kiss
Paranoia Agent
Peacemaker Kurogane
Peach Girl
Petshop of Horrors
Pita Ten
Please Save my Earth
Pretear
Prince of Tennis
Princess Ai
Princess Mononoke
Princess Tutu
Psychic Academy

R

Ragnarok
RahXephon
Ranma 1/2
Rave Master
Rayearth
Record of a Fallen Vampire
Romeo x Juliet
Rosario Vampire
Rose of Versailles
Rurouni Kenshin

S

Saikano
Sailor Moon
Saiyuki
Samurai 7
Samurai Champloo
Samurai Deeper Kyo
Samurai X
Scryed
Shakugan no Shana
Shaman King
Shonen Onmyouji
Shutterbox
Skip Beat!
Slam Dunk
Slayers
Speed Racer
Spiral
Spirited Away
Spriggan
Strawberry Panic!
Sukisho

T

Tail of the Moon
Tenchi Muyo
Tenchi Muyo GPX
This Ugly Yet Beautiful World
Tokyo Babylon
Tokyo Mew Mew
Tonari no Totoro
Trigun
Trinity Blood
Tsubasa Chronicles
Tuxedo Gin
Twelve Kingdoms

V

Vampire Hunter D
Vampire Knight
Vampire Princess Miyu
Voices of a Distant Star

W

W Juliet
Wallflower
Wedding Peach
Wish
Witch Hunter Robin
Wolf's Rain

X

xxxHOLiC

Y

Yami no Matsuei
Yu Yu Hakusho
Yu-Gi-Oh!
Yu-Gi-Oh! GX
Yu-Gi-Oh! 5D's

Z

Zatch Bell
Zodiac P.I.
Zoids

[Movies];;
V for Vendetta
Counte of Monte Cristo
Lion King
Sweeny Todd
Edward Scissorhands
Queen of the Damned
Interview with a Vampire
Up
Eragon
Twilight
Harry Potter
Lord of the Rings
Death Note
InuYasha
Narnia



Miss me. Love me. Loathe me.
& all will be well.
<3