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Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
I walk as far as they need to recover
For how long?

I want to carry a piece of who I was before
So when I hit the wall, I really hit the wall
I want to tear away the death again
A whiter shade of f***ing meth again
I want to stick to clues, I want to come unglued
I want to shape the world to fit the way you move
Oh, should I listen for a dress size?

I owned up, I've grown up, do you remember me?
I showed up and so what if I'm the used to be
I'm here to tell you that I'm sorry I was sorry
But I'm happy that you're happy
This is no longer about me

Trade rules, switch sides for your beautiful eyes
Let him be you through your beautiful cries
Let him hold you up so you can touch affordable skies
Live your life just like a dream
Without the pain of goodbyes
Goodbye!

I been a drunk disrespectful little street punk
Unlock the back of my trunk
You see, you take this bat
And bash my head into the street again
No-ones around so I keep beating it

Pull my hair back, look me in the eye
There's a self-destructive meaning in the bleeding of a guy
It's the guilt of what reality has given me
Making sense of all mistakes and my stupidity
And when you're sick you seem to think
You've failed eternally

And that the people you let in are only crumbling
When you're sick of thinking life in this recovery
When my decision paved the road
That lies in front of me

So to my friends that even call but I don't call back
I want you deep inside my heart upon a hill
It seems to hide sometimes and run away and wonder
I'm really sick of saying sorry but I will

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
I walk as far as they need to recover
For how long?

But are we scared to take the ride?
Or dare to look inside?
I'm floating far away

I want to learn to walk with others as an equal
I want to treat the ones who love me with respect
I want to tell the world I'll give them all a piggyback
And try to take away my negative effect
I want to kiss the girl, I know I'll never lie again
I want to call my dad and tell him that I care
I want to let my brother know
He saved my life a thousand times
Throughout the years he's been my friend
Who's always there

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?

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Yukiitaa

Report | 02/19/2009 1:13 pm

Yukiitaa

Thanks for buying the Cuttlefish!
Twlightparasite

Report | 02/13/2009 4:00 pm

Twlightparasite

Thnx for buying an Aquarium Cuttlefish from my shop!

Nice page and avi btw. User Image
ii_tOiLeT

Report | 09/17/2008 12:46 pm

ii_tOiLeT

ill trade u blu scoin premiums for ur black soin premiums

plz
ImperialHuntsmen

Report | 05/31/2008 11:25 am

ImperialHuntsmen

happy belated b-day
Keiyra

Report | 05/31/2008 8:22 am

Keiyra

happy birthday :3
sky_dweller_marie

Report | 05/26/2008 7:48 am

sky_dweller_marie

Where have you been dear??????
Blaphemous Rumours

Report | 04/07/2008 3:50 pm

Blaphemous Rumours

Hmm... kinda funny profile!
StarlightMuse

Report | 04/06/2008 1:59 pm

StarlightMuse

nice profile, btw.
StarlightMuse

Report | 04/06/2008 1:58 pm

StarlightMuse

hello! how hv u been?
stevenths

Report | 03/16/2008 7:28 pm

stevenths

nice profile