About
I am a myriad of things, dynamic. At times, I can be predictable and other times, completely chaotic. I am fluid and yet moments I am rigid. I am constantly balancing a moving set of emotions and thoughts that are unique to me because of my experiences.
My essence is fathoms deep with nooks and crannies that I have yet to explore and this life allows me to learn who I am and why I'm here. Each bubble of emotion that springs forth from my core is the pure uncensored reaction to the current moment. If I seem disjointed, it is only because you do not understand the reason for the behavior.
I entertain questions about my movements in life. I try to be very tactful and blunt about my feelings. No need for harshness. I prize communication highly since it is a form of connecting that can be delivered in a very explicit manner. Not much room for obscurity.
I do my best to have a deep understanding of others. My true playfulness is rarely seen these days because I take on a different verbal playfulness that is accepted by others. I do what I can to adapt to the society I am in, however, I tend to not conform to many group ideas. I value a positive uniqueness that does not harm others.
I am learning to remain responsible for myself, that means I own my feelings. They are my choice to feel. Others may influence, but in the end, I make the decision. I want to be a survivor and not a victim; that is my first goal in life. My next goal is not to just survive but to /live/. My third goal in life is to create positivity around me so I bring positive things back to me. I want to be ready for anything that would take me off guard. I know that is an impossible feat but I'd like to try.
I do not have rational explanations for what I fear but I still fear them. I am picky about choosing my close friends. I put them at a higher standard than I do of those that are merely acquaintances.
I am the most criticizing of myself so at times I need positive feedback from others to affirm that I'm still doing okay. I tend to be open to others since I love to share myself with people. I am careful as best as I can not to let that openness be taken advantage of.
I have a dark side, an evil side, a revenge side, an angry side, a guilt and shame side, a sad side, a saboteur side, a logical practical side, a scout side, and many other parts. I come with a package that I am always trying to unload but it often gets filled back up with each experience I have.
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And um do you still come on Gaia that much?
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
Anyway I made this journal entry and thought you might find the 1st link posted helpful for your posts in guilds or whatnot:
http://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/?mode=view&post_id=31560307
Okay, cheerio!
You're welcome. Play any you like! Just go to the Gaia Aquarium section in the forums and take your pick. Personally I like tanks with dolphins and Water Meats, they pay out quite well.
Well if you do play a few Booty Grabs everyday I honestly think you could make that in 2-3 weeks. 3nodding
Info: https://www.gaiaonlinehelp.com/ics/support/KBAnswer.asp?questionID=17
So how much is it to create a guild?
Just noticed you joined the Avatar Making Guide Guild. Looking forward to reading some of your posts. :3