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You know how when you were a little kid & you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night & close your eyes & you had complete & utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes & the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things & people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes & it will come true
I wanna go back to believing in everything, and knowing nothing at all.
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart
& can sing it back to you when you've forgotten the words.
life isnt about being brave, its about having the courage to continue living
Love is the most beautiful of dreams
and the worst of nightmares
William Shakespeare
She's not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie, & promises can be broken as quick as they are made. She understands that she might never be loved, & too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. She knows that you can't change or help time, so every now & then it will just run out. There isn't a place for everyone in the world, so if you're standing alone for awhile, that's why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that's when it's the best. You can't always expect people to care, & even when your best friends stab you in the front, do not think for one minute that they didn't already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in the end, you're your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can't stop it. You can't change your fate. Some things are meant to be & all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don't know what it is & when it happens it will hit you like a ton of bricks. At some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words 'Life' & 'Risk' won't mean anything to you anymore. But do not try to change that. Stuff like that is meant to happen. Overtime, certain things no longer have an affect on you. & that happens because that’s the way it supposed to be. But you'll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard & happen sooner. I mean, ask her. She knows.
so maybe you don’t know it now, you might not ever know it..
but I still think of you when times get hard cause
you were the only one who knew how to make things better..
Best friends.
Because it's nice to know
someone understands
Friends are the people your reminded of
when you see something they might
like & you know this because you know them so well.
They are the people whose
pictures you have & whose faces are in your head regardless.
They are the people
you see in your mind when you hear a song
on the radio cause they made you
go up to the person they like &
ask them to dance with them, or maybe you
danced with them, maybe they stepped on your toes,
or just put their head on
your shoulder. They are the people you feel safe around
cause you know they care
about you. They call just to see how you’re doing,
because a friend doesn't need an excuse
Lying is bad. Or so we are told constantly from birth; honesty is the best policy, the truth shall set you free, I chopped down the cherry tree, whatever. The fact is, lying is a necessity. We lie to ourselves because the truth, the truth freaking hurts, no matter how hard we try to ignore or deny it, eventually the lies fall away, whether we like it or not. But here's the truth about the truth: it hurts. So we lie.
So she shall sit up another night,
Without sleeping cause he's still online.
&& she doesn't want to miss the chance,
Of him talking to her.
&& I bet that everyone thinks I’m a drama queen
because I’m always upset about something
but if they knew everything and all the secrets and pain that i hide they would see how strong I really am
friendships form & fade, but only those who are there in the end
are the ones who were really there in the first place
You know I used to spend every day thinking about you & dreaming about you, & every time you walked by I lost myself, do you know what that feels like? & you couldn’t possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look I’m sorry if you miss the way I looked at you, but I don’t miss the way you never looked at me
* Dawson's creek *
just once, i want to be hard to
leave. i want someone to stay up
all night thinking about me
I’m always the one standing in the back row hoping no one will see me…
& for once I want to be the one standing on stage diving off into the crowd…
You know that girl that you hug all the time?
You know that girl that you peck on the cheek?
You know that girl that you talk to every day?
You know that girl that you always have by your side?
You know that girl that you show off to all your friends?
You know that girl that you care for with all your heart?
You know that girl that you adore?
Do you know that I wish I was her?
A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told.
My girls have been there for oh so long
Singing & dancing to our favorite song
Checking out the guys in the mall
There the ones who were there through it all
Though the good & the bad
Happy & sad
Not talking for a day or two
Our friendship always comes through
Though thick & thin, big or small
Friends forever & ever after al
And I know she'll always be my best friend
because I could call her at 3 in the morning
crying over a guy.
And she'd be at my house within 5 minutes
a pizza in one hand, and a knife in the other.
Move on. It’s a chapter in the past.
Don't close the book, just turn the page.
Sometimes i wish i could just fast-forward through life
&& see if all of this is worth it...<//3
She says she doesnt care..
but the look in her eyes
& the tone in her voice
tell a different story..
I don't want to be that girl that stares at you while you're not looking...i don't want to be that girl that gets jealous if you talk to anyone else...i don't want to be that girl that cries every night because she wants something she can't have.
people are gonna disappoint you, that much i get
but what happened when you wake up one morning
and realize that - your the disappointment
don’t want to like him anymore & I just can’t, I’m obviously not good enough & I’m not gonna sit around waiting until my chance, until I am good enough for him...so I’m just over him but there’s seriously something about him that makes me like him so much since I met him, there was something about him that makes me go crazy over him
er all the laughing, making jokes, flirting, teasing, staring at each other in the eyes at a game, talking, serious talks, and secrets... of course I still love you. But then… after all the flirting with other girls, ignoring me, not talking to me around other girls, making fun of me, and not saying goodbye… I don't know why but I still love you.
It kills me to know you're online
and you won't talk to me..it's just time
i realize that i don't mean anything to
you.. and never really did..
Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is something you never really had. What could've happened...didn't. That's just the way the cookie crumbles. This is my good-bye to you. I'll never forget the way you made me smile.
Goodbye
is the absolute hardest thing to say..
Because you have to walk away
with nothing but memories..
And memories f a d e....
I never get over the stupid feeling i get everytime you sign on... the one where i think maybe, just maybe you'll talk to me FiRST
i guess wanting to be loved was asking way to much </3
when her away message says not to IM her because shes sad or depressed, the only thing she wants at that moment is for you to IM her
I just can't wait until the day I hear a
happy love song on the radio & don't
wanna smash the dumb thing.
I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make
all the girls jealous. i want someone who would sing to me at
random moments. someone who is more goofy than romantic. a
boy who'd throw stuffed animals at me wen i was actin dumb
someone who`d bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the
old playstation games & then let me win.a quy who`d make fun
of me just to hear my lauqh.he`d play with my hair all the time
& surprise me with 25 cent rings.someone who i could share
lollypops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. we`d
buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of
each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house.but
mostly, someone who would be my bestfriend & would never
break my heart. he would just always make me S M i L E <3
it`s the hardest thing in the world to listen to the guy you love talking about the girl youwant to be
I wish I could go back.
Back to when all we had to think about,
was what we were going to have for lunch.
Back to where boys didn't matter.
Back to when mom was your hero
and dad was the only boy you'd ever love.
Back to when we got over the fights in five minutes,
put make-up on and took pictures of how silly we looked.
Back to when getting high meant swinging at the playground.
Back to when race issues were wo ran the fastest
and war was a card game.
I look back on those memories, and think to myself,
why couldn't we stay that way forever?
It was so perfect back then.
You have no idea how much i miss those late night sleep overs,
laying outside in the grass until midnight,
making up stupid little jokes that made no sense at all and still laughing at them..
Please make those days come back.
my wish is not to mean everything to
everyone but to mean something to someone
I'd rip out my heart if you said it would impress you <//3
*i hate how we don't talk for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to
me again. and&& it is like as if
nothing happened .. && i slowy
start falling for you ... all over again.
everybody wants happiness* && nobody
wants pain -- but you cant have a rainbow
without a little rain </3
eventually you will realize the things that
hurt you will only make you stronger and
the people that hurt you, aren't worth the
pain..
I want to be ::: the smile, the first thought, the long drive or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want.. I want to be your perfection. <33
they say one day your life will flash before your eyes
make it worth watching<3
It`s that kind of love where i just finished putting up
my away message && about to talk out the door;
when he signs on, && suddenly, whatever i was
going to do, doesn`t matter. only talking to him does.
The truth is..
We hide so we can be found.
We walk away to see who will follow.
We cry to see who will wipe away our tears.
And we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them.
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