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When I was little, I knew I was different almost immediately. I am someone that is completely unique and original, i guarantee you wont find anyone like me. I love the fact that i am simply unique. You'd be suprised at who i really am. && Im not proud of my scars, but i'm definately not ashamed of them. I'm not the same anymore. I'll admit it, alotta sh_t got to me. I literally live by quotes that explain exactly what im going through.

"Maybe our favorite quotations say more about us than about the stories and the people we're quoting." -John Green.

I blow out the candles on July 9th. Don't pay attention to my birthday thing that's not right my friend put that in I don't know why. My favorite colors are blood red, black, white, and navy blue. I'm Mexican & I'm lovin' every part of it. I taste like beans .:[(.insider.)]:. my besties mean the world to me. i wouldnt be here if it werent for them. I write poetry and I love it. I'd die without music. You can't overdose on Music. I hate how my mirror and my camera have two completely different ideas of what I look like. I overanalyze situations because I'm scared of what will happen if I'm not prepared for it. I constantly overthink. I am very stubborn person. I tend to lose my temper. I'm random. I enjoy making people mad. I'm a very jealous person when it comes to chicks flirting with my boyfriend. *Reminder* hatin on me wont make yuh any better. . . soo stop.

Im learning to let go of things that I can't change. Life is better when you learn to not give a flying f_ck. I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so you learn to let go, you believe lies so you learn to eventually trust no one but yourself, and I believe good things fall apart so even greater things can fall together. I've been disappointed so many times, not giving a f_ck is almost a f_cking reflex. You want crappy things to stop happening to you? Then stop accepting crap and demand something more. I have problems trusting people because I have been screwed over so many times. I don't see what's so wrong about wanting my life to go back to normal. Whatever normal is nowadays, that is. Remember when you were 5, and the world wasn't a bad place? I want that feeling back. I fantasize about not telling anyone and going off to a random place. I'd just disappear and they'd never see me again.

And you know what else I've learned? Its funny, really. I've grown close to people I thought I'd never talk to. But, I've drifted away from people who I thought would be by my side forever. But when people walk away from you, let them go. Your future is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn't mean they're a bad person, it just means that their part in your story is over.

I'm tired of people telling me what to do and trying to live up to everyones unrealistic expectations of me. F*CK OFF! This is MY life. Not yours. Don't worry about what I do. And the problem with everyone is that they still see me for who I was, not for who I am now.

Dont judge me. You dont have the right to. you dont know what I have been through. you dont know what ive felt or what i feel right now. so find something better to do with your time than judge someone you know nothing about. All i have to say is unless you've lived my life, dont judge me, because you dont know, never hav, and never will know every little thing and detail about my life. I usually never think before i say things so sometimes i say things that i dont actually mean. I'm an extremely complicated person. You have not lived my life, suffered my pain, enjoyed my happiness, walked in my path, seen what ive seen. and yet you still look at me and judge? If it's something they can't change, it's kinda fckd up to judge them on it. I dont know what's more pathetic, people who gossip or people who listen to it. Always put yourself in the other persons shoes, if you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person too.

I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons and maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to change where we came from, we can still choose where we go from there. In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think of you. And there are some that you wish you never had to think about again, but you do.

"You know life sucks, and im tired of people telling me to deal with it. walk a mile in my shoes, then lets talk."
"When nothing is going right, go left."
"There's no use in stressing over something in the past, because there's not a damm thing you can do to change it."
"If you're trying to bring me down, that simply means that I'm above you."

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Current Status: t.a.k.e.n.;<3 here comes a feelinq I thouqht I’d forqotten(: its amazinqq how lonq we have stayed by eachothers side. Even after all this time, with our ups and downs, our on and off relationship is on.(: some feelinqs just don’t go away . <3
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~I am who I am. && sweetie, your approval isn’t needed;;
no matter how much you think it is.
~ yur opinion is neither desired nor required. ~

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I've adopted a Neko.!