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--abOUT me AnD mY PErsOnaLity

== I'm not shy but I won't go out of my way to talk to you.

I don't pick unnecessary fights. ==


== My SISTER is my most important person.

== Her room is next to mine; if you make her miserable it will affect my sleep. ==
== Her issue is my issue. ==


I'm around 17. ==
Born MAY 30 ==


== I like to read.
== I like to play basketball.
== I am interested in photography

I work as a waiter in a mall restaurant. ==
I HATE to be mistaken for a girl. ==
I am not gay.==

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Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 01/13/2026 8:08 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

hey, bud! i hope you're staying safe right now, considering that america is currently run by fascists and they're murdering people in the streets!
it's really scary out there, and i just hope you and rena are okay. i hope you're both building community for yourselves and keeping the people around you safe. i don't pray, but. y'know. i'll do something similar. let's all stay alive and try to make it through this, okay?
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 07/03/2025 7:05 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

dude you're never gonna believe it, lmao, after nearly 15 years since any driving incidents, a lady ran a red light and slammed into me a little while ago. it was crazy. i'm fine, for the record! i was just a bit bruised and sore, but nothing long-lasting thankfully. my doctor took a look at a picture of the impact site and was like, "you are so lucky you got off with at little as you did" LMAO. i'm already feeling a lot better, anyway.

aside from that, my nephew turned 8 last month!! he's already getting soooo big, and he's recently discovered texting and video calling, so he loves doing both of those. he woke me up before work last week just to call me for a few minutes and then say "okay, bye!" kids are so funny. i don't remember how you feel about them, but i'm a doting aunt so i will just gush about him if given the chance. hehe.

my new job is also going pretty well, i think! my team leader seems to like me and all my coworkers are so nice and i feel great that i've gotten to a point where i can assist everyone and answer questions already. i feel a lot more confident in my role and my mental health is genuinely so much better just because i start work at 11 now instead of 8. i'm doing so much better with this schedule, it's kind of surreal how much a 3 hour shift has helped my sleep and my energy and everything else. the work itself can be stressful and frustrating, but i honestly don't mind it and i like my workplace. i hope you've gotten to experience something like this, too! capitalism sucks, but truly, i hope we can all at least find contentment.

therapy has been awesome for that, btw. i'm glad i finally started doing it in a really serious capacity, and it's been a couple years, and i barely even recognise the way i used to be. i feel so much more stable and in touch with myself. i've got adhd and ocd, but i feel like i have a handle on both of those things. and i used to have complex ptsd, but i was doing intense therapy for that, and i've gotten over a lot of that!! not all of it, but i just feel so much freer. i'd probably recommend therapy to everyone, tbh, if it's accessible. when you find the right therapist, it's really life-changing.

if i keep going, i'm just going to ramble about nothing, so i'm going to stop here!! i hope you're doing well, shugo, and that rena is also. (: sending love and rad vibes!! see you whenever i'm back here again.
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 05/31/2025 8:33 am

Platinum Alice _ xx

hey! so, your birthday was recently! happy birthday! it's crazy being in our 30s now, huh? i'm 31, which feels surreal.

anyway, i lost my last job after 4 years, but i'm already working somewhere else where i'm a loooooot happier, so i guess everything happens for a reason? hopefully? i hope this works out for me, honestly. i feel like i remember you wanted to do something in the medical field??? idk why that's my instinct, but it is, so. i hope you've managed to go down that route, dr. shugo lol

other than that, any life updates are kind of a bummer. most things are fine! but anything major happening right now involves a custody battle my sister is dealing with, so... too heavy for gaia comment section, haha.

i hope you and Rena both had wonderful birthdays! i'm sending y'all love and good vibes, and now i'm going to go be a gamer gremlin (:
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 02/07/2025 8:56 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

i hope you're doing well. pretty soon i'll have been a homeowner for two years, which is crazy. and i'll be turning 31 before that. pretty wild stuff!

anyway. i don't have much to say today. i'm pretty tired. it's incredible to me how easily i used to stay up until 2 or 3 am, and how many times i could pull near all-nighters... now i get sleepy around 10pm. (not that i go to bed much earlier, despite that...)

this old man(nongendered) is headed off to bed now, though. at least to lie down. cheers, brother *raises my baja blast*
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 12/25/2024 5:38 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

i am genuinely so very, very sorry if you have issues with drug use, omg. but i am laughing at how insane i was. T__T what on earth was she writing! girlie was on to nothing!

anyway, i hope you're doing well, i hope you had a wonderful holidays, and i hope you are happy and healthy and living the kind of life you wanted. you deserve all the best, and i say that with genuine love in my heart. it's gotten a lot harder for me to express emotion and love over the years, but i still feel like you're a safe enough person to be this vulnerable with. i remember you so fondly, as such a wonderful person, and there's still a huge part of me, even now, that believes in how kind and warm and generous you were. i don't know what made you so important in my memories, but i do love you, and i miss you. thank you for always being there for this annoying brat. (:

if you ever want to say hi, i will always be here.
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 05/31/2024 5:23 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

okay bye for real now i'm sorry for randomly being a ******** looney tune in your comments; i truly was writing that first comment and my edible hit and things just got out of control. i am genuinely doing very well mentally and am incredibly happy and content with where i am in my life, surrounded by safe and wonderful people who love me and support me. i hope none of this worries you, i really just find brain stuff interesting lololol.

i hope you're in the same circumstances, my friend.
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 05/31/2024 5:21 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

AND IF YOU'RE NOT OKAY WITH DRUG USE I AM GENUINELY SO SO SORRY
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 05/31/2024 5:19 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

NOT THE WAY THAT COMMENT CUT OFF LMAOOOOOO BYE i can't stand high me i am so ******** sorry but you barely missed anything bye
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 05/31/2024 5:18 pm

Platinum Alice _ xx

[size=11]i can't believe i've actually been active on gaia for a year lmao. that's kinda crazy. but it's nice to have one place where i don't have to talk to anyone or interact and can just sort of putz around. making avatars is more fun than it should be.





anyway, i'm officially 30. and if the birthday gaia has for you is accurate, yours was yesterday! okay, gemini! i actually don't know how old you'd be. hm. you were older than me, right? maybe around 31 or 32? that feels like it might be right, but i've never really been any good at guessing people's ages www.





speaking of gemini, i just realised in these sporadic comments, i'd never actually mentioned i'm an aunt! have been for a while, actually. my nephew is turning 7 in... a little over two weeks. he's such a little punk, but he's definitely one of my favourite people. he's so smart and sassy, it's great. and being an aunt is sooooo nice... i love hanging out and playing with him and then being able to give him back after a few hours LMAO. i can't have kids anymore, but he's definitely taught me that i was right about not wanting to be a parent.





(also by "i can't have kids anymore" i don't mean anything sad, i got a hysterectomy and it's the best thing that's ever happened to me HAHA)





sorry if any of that is oversharing or something. i am absolutely high right now and it's hard enough trying to make sure my sentences make sense www. my bad, it kicked in while i was writing.





anyway x2, i hope you're doing well. if it really was your birthday yesterday, i hope you did something nice and had a comfortable day, however you wanted to spend it. i'm definitely going to want to be left alone to chill in my room, but..... i'm not sure if you'd prefer that or going out to do something. if you ever see this, there's something that we can use to start a conversation. ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ̀ˋ





you know, i still think of you almost every week, whoever you are now and whoever you were then, and feel glad for all the time i got to spend being your friend, no matter your identity. i never felt lied to, and i hope you know that one of these days. i still care about you and wish you well, even knowing nothing will ever go back to how it was before. yes we're both grown, but that doesn't mean there's no way we could build something new, if we wanted. and if you don't want to... well, that's okay. again, we have both changed in these almost 15 years. for the better, i'm positive. and as long as gaia is still here, i will be, too. and maybe one day, you'll think about this place and decide to check in. stranger things have happened. 





actually, sorry to get personal again, but the idea of missing people is something i've been thinking about lately. i felt guilty because i couldn't understand missing the people i love when i [i]knew[/i] they were coming back. and my therapist asked me, well, what does [i]missing someone[/i] mean? what is that feeling? i couldn't answer her then, but thinking about it now, perhaps it's the way i feel about this one-sided relationship we have right now, of my own doing. maybe that sounds really sad! but i don't actually feel as sad about it as i thought i would. i kind of feel at peace, knowing that this is what it can feel like. it doesn't really make any sense. and i'm not sure why you're the person who sparks it. maybe you're the perfect lenore. i never have to be afraid of you coming back. it's safe to think that i might have loved you because you'll never be real again. 





i feel like that sounds kind of ******** up. i'm sorry. weed does something weird to my brain. anyway x3. uhh... i don't feel like i just admitted something huge, but maybe i did? not sure. i feel like it must have been obvious i had a crush on you and just didn't realise it way back then LOL. maybe that's why you were so uncomfortable? i'm SO SORRY if that's true!!! i'm pretty sure i didn't know because i still struggle to admit it now lolololol. *smacks head* this t
Platinum Alice _ xx

Report | 04/23/2023 10:52 am

Platinum Alice _ xx

yo! so, i had my birthday at the beginning of last month and i am now 29, if you can believe that. that's wild to me, personally. i can't remember how old i was when we all met, but it was definitely over 10 years ago, right? it's so weird to think about.

in other absolutely wild news, i am now... a homeowner! i've been moving over to my house with my roommate these last two weeks, and it just feels so surreal. it's a really cute house near a really queer friendly area, which is super exciting.

also, yeah, i'm queer! i can't remember if that was something i ever got to tell y'all? i think i only realised it after we'd all kinda lost touch. i'm also realising idk how y'all feel about that kinda stuff, but... i feel like you'd be chill with it? maybe? i hope? but that might just be wishful thinking. i'll just try to have faith in y'all lol

i know i keep saying "y'all", but it's because i'm assuming... i dunno. if one of you sees it, it'll be rena. and that's if y'all are different people. if you aren't, i'd be fine with that, y'know. you wouldn't be the first person to keep secret from me who you actually were - tamaki/roy did the same thing, and i still dated him for a little while. which maybe goes to show that i'm way too forgiving, but i'm alright with that. it's good to be kind, i think.

i know i haven't gotten a reply or heard from y'all since... 2014, wow, almost ten years ago. but i still think of you guys often, and no matter what happened back then, or has happened since, i'd always be happy to hear from either of you. or just. you. if there Was only ever one of you. either way. there's nothing in this ol' brain of mine but love and fondness, even still. i'll only ever wish you guys well. and even if i never hear from you again, i'll keep popping in here every so often, just to ramble. it's weirdly therapeutic for me. sorry if you ever log back in and find 200 comments, haha.

well, i'll be back! next time i comment, i'll be living in my house! heart
(that's such a strange thing to say to someone i met when i was still in middle school lol)

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