About

There is one thing I want you to do before you judge me: get to know me. I've had people look at me and say I look like trouble, that I use people, or that I go around sleeping with every girl I see and think looks good. When it comes down to it all, that's not true.
I do everything I can to stay out of trouble, but still have a lot of fun. A lot of the time this simply means that I do something that I shouldn't and just don't get caught. At other times it means that I don't do something, so there isn't a chance for me to get caught.
I believe that words are power. If you use them correctly, you can get anything you want from anybody. I use to use words this way, but realized that even though I was getting a lot that most guys beg for, it wasn't what I wanted. Did I enjoy it at the time? Yeah. I won't lie. Did it bring me real happiness? No. It brought me a feeling of emptiness. Words should be used to help others. That's what I do. I will use every word I can to help if. My advice is horrible, but I'll still offer it if you want it. No matter what, I always have an ear open if you need somebody to talk to. I see people for who they can be, not who they are. That's what I ask of you. That you see me for who I can be. I'm not perfect. In fact I'm far from it.
As for those few who somehow got the impression that I go around having sex with every pretty girl I see: I'm a virgin. It doesn't bother me. I will talk about sex and thanks to my friend Caitlin I've got a pretty dirty mind. That's all I have to say for those of you who hold this opinion of me.
I've been in one relationship. I wanted it to work out more than anything but it didn't. Since then I've done a lot of stupid things that I doubt I'll ever be forgiven for but there is nothing I can do to alter the past. I can simply let go and focus on the here and now.
I don't want a pointless relationship. I wan't someone that I can share everything with. Someone that I can have a family with in the future and provide for them everything that they need. I want to be committed to someone. I'll keep looking until I find her.

There are a few things I refrain from doing as matter of principle and belief. I will not do drugs, drink, smoke, or have sex before I'm married.

The things I do and love: I draw, I write poetry, I work with technology, I read, I play a few sports, I rock climb. I do a lot of things. Feel free to add things to this list. I'm always open to new things; but you will not take things off this list, because they make me who I am, and that you will not change.
I am in one place only as long as it is required. I want to find somewhere that I can relax and be a peace... away from all the troubles of modern life. People don't get answers from talk show hosts or magazines, they get answers by knowing themselves and examining their life. With the overclocked pace of people today, very few can handle problems on their own.