About

(Note: my Gaia adress is 4 Barton 057260)

I'm just your usual depressed reptilian.....oh wait, thats not common. Anyways, I usually hide my depression with fake happiness and glee, but....the pain never leaves. All I do with my life is screw up. I've attempted suicide....twice. My father thought the second time was a cry for attention. Thats a luagh. Speaking of my father, he never really cares about my emotions, and his wife just acts like a tota b***h to me. She only thinks that I'm just some lazy punk who wants to ruin everyone's good time.
"sigh"
Everyday I think of suicide. Everyday I worry about my love. Her life is worse than mine. Her parents fight, her old "
freinds" have tried to kill her and something bad always happens to her. What makes things worse is that she lives in a different state so I can't even help her.....it just really sucks!

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The life of a Dark

A writing on my daily ventures through Gaia, the people I meet, the pathetic scum who beleive thier better than others that is my misfortune to run into, and my learnings from the dark entity Xarxem who manifests inside me....


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Andrea_Sohma

Report | 02/18/2009 4:00 pm

Andrea_Sohma

yep .___.
her usernames Lady_Lovefool incase the link doesnt work
Andrea_Sohma

Report | 01/13/2009 6:51 pm

Andrea_Sohma

holly was hacked

ya, she was hacked and now has a new accounts link
http://avatarsave.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=17013366
ya i know you dont know me but hollys a friend i know in real life and i volunteered to do this. so even though i seem completely random im just trying to help her out
fireygirl101

Report | 12/25/2008 2:56 pm

fireygirl101

thank you very much ^_^
fireygirl101

Report | 12/16/2008 7:35 pm

fireygirl101

yeah..my dad's pissed at me...in which i could care less since im pissed at him....
fireygirl101

Report | 12/16/2008 2:54 pm

fireygirl101

same here...sucks huh?
fireygirl101

Report | 12/15/2008 9:21 pm

fireygirl101

not alot,you?
fireygirl101

Report | 12/09/2008 3:35 pm

fireygirl101

glomp=tackle hug ^^
fireygirl101

Report | 12/09/2008 3:32 pm

fireygirl101

*glomps* >w<
fireygirl101

Report | 12/09/2008 3:14 pm

fireygirl101

random insult time....UR MOM GOES TO COLLEGE!!!
fireygirl101

Report | 12/09/2008 3:11 pm

fireygirl101

yup...

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