About

I'm a freshman , going to be a Sophmore, I mean if i make it, I love to travel, take rides with my brother. He is going to be senior next year. Life is soooo boring because i really don't have anything to do. I have homework there, school, friends, I can't handle them in one day. I rather not tell you my name because some of my friends will know this is my page. I wrote a poem enjoy, tell me what you think.

I can't say what I hold in my heart

I met you a year ago
you were new
i became your friend

I thought you would never find out
what was hidden beneath me
it was a secret that I couldn't say
Every time I thought of it
it brought tears to my eyes

What was i suppose to say?
Would you still like me the same?
But I feel as our friendship is parting
from each other anyway andI really
don't want to lie to you for the rest of my life
cause of this secret that I have been hiding
Ican't say what I have hidden from you.
Not like you are my best friend

Cause if I remember all the times
You weren't there when I cried,
You weren't there when I had melancholy,
You weren't there when I needed a friend,
You weren't even there when I needed you the most.
So I feel like I'm losing this friend

I'm afraid you would really hate me
if you even knew,
this secret that I hold in my heart
I might look normal
but inside I'm not
I might be losing you
but would your heart turn to black if you knew?
Would you be my worst enemy?
Cause of this secret that I can't say