About

October,
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

(Apparently, my birthmonth decides my personality)




How come when you first meet someone...the first thing they ask is something like "What are your hobbies?" and I have tro say, there is no way for me to say that without being completely boring. 'Oh.I write and draw...oh! wait! I also drool over anime characters that don't exist!' but a few times, I've challenged the question---well, sorta. But I think I just freak out the person I'm speaking to--when I decide my answers need to get a little more interesting.

SO:
Writing,Drawing, and Anime
BECOMES:
---blackmail,candle-wax collecting,
and wailing on 4-year-olds.

Things said only to induce a more dramatic reaction then 'Oh. thats nice.'
there. You know a little bit about me from tht little confrontation, ne?
But of course, regardless of those occasional outbursts---I'm a pretty normal and boring person.

I could tell you my life sucks. But that said, someone else is always worse off. I mean, its true I torture myself. Making up irrational fears, completely isolating myself because I fear rejection--and its so sad that I can openly admit this now. I can't stand being lonely, it kills me. Bu I make it feel like I have no choice in the matter...

But, then...I have a cool mom who has no trouble trusting me, even if she doesnt understand me. A disgusting, whiny little brother who I undoubtedly love, and then...theres my writing. Not very many people can write, I'm glad I can. I don't know what I'd do without my fanfics or poetry...go mad?

(And the answer is...yes, yes I would.)

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Melancholia

Sometimes the only thing you can do is complain.

Basically, I'm miserable. Get used to it, who isnt? Well, here i'm writing the ugliness full blown...mostly poetry...I don't mind feedback...


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MUSICAL ANIMAL

Report | 03/01/2009 9:18 am

MUSICAL ANIMAL

thanks for the buy ^^
Penline2

Report | 02/28/2009 11:30 pm

Penline2

Thanks for the purchase.
lil_emokid

Report | 02/01/2006 6:35 pm

lil_emokid

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the one who wants to rule the worls and mars
Leiko_Sama

Report | 01/03/2006 4:03 pm

Leiko_Sama

Kawaii page! I love the Fruits Basket theme, and it's much easier on the eyes compared to the basic Gaia background. *nods* Very well done.
Forbiddenone11

Report | 01/03/2006 12:44 am

Forbiddenone11

Of course I remember you Linds! How have you been? :'D

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