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I was just an ordinary girl with an ordinary life. I liked music and drawing, an ordinary practice. I was just like any other ordinary teenager. I have only one thing that makes me abnormal...I see into the future.
These visions aren't definite, by any means. The swirling images in my head often times will spiral me through episodes I can't control. I've seen my own death more times than I can count. How I survived, I will never know for sure. There are so many scars that should have resulted in my certain demise, but here I am.
Don't ask me why, don't ask me how. I don't know. These things don't have rhyme or reason. They just are.
That being said, my life is at a crossroads. My visions are impaired by bias and poor judgement. I don't know which visions are real or false. I see so many crazy things, most of them don't make any sense. My mind must be clear and numb to fully comprehend my gift. That hasn't been easy.
My future has more than 100 destinations, and finding the right one is more difficult than finding a piece of hay in a needle stack. I open the wrong door, and I fall into oblivion. My voice doesn't work the way I want it to hardly ever.
I've successfully ruined every good thing I've ever had. Because of that, I have little confidence my path leads somewhere I'd be content with living, or not living. The future is uncertain, even for those with advance notice. Variables are a b***h.
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~Ashley Marie Byrd
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