About

I'm Bryan Michael King. Im still just a really big kid. Haha. I love It. Probably wont ever really grow up. Anyways Im in Iraq currently. Not very fun over here. I use myspace a lot. Usually just because im always bored. Its pretty much all i do when i get back from my missions. I mean its not like i can go "clubbing" or bar hopping over here. I dont even get to do any recreational things except maybe read or the once in a while poker game that me and the boys do (which never happens). Not to say i dont have an exciting life though. I still got all the drama, something of an adventure to look forward to when i go out, and like every other job out there, i have all the stupid bullshit and assholes to deal with. Other than that i am usually busy getting my squads vehicles ready and prepped for missions. Making sure that everything is working right. I spend lots of time cleaning my main operating weapons, which consist of the M249 SAW and the .50 CAL Machine gun. Then on my time off, when im not bringing the good news to the bad guys, im working out (swimming running or at the gym. Usually all in the same work out) or returning emails to you all out there in the real world. Sometimes when we are driving i like to tell stories about back home. Everyone does. We also play games on the road like 20 questions and stuff like that. Or we compare hot celebrities like Christina Agulera to Briteny Spears, Jessica Alba to Jessica Biel. I like to through some curve balls, like using cartoons, Jessica Rabbit or Betty Boop, The little mermaid or Jasmin off aladin. But all the things we do are just a result of our bordom. Even right now im up at 2 in the morining writing and i got to leave in about 2 hours. Ive got nothing better to do. Sad i know. I cant sleep so i might as well do something to pass the time. Sleeping has become a difficult objective for me to reach. I can hardly sleep at all now a days. listening to music or watching a movie used to put me to sleep like a baby listening to its mothers lullaby. Now the it takes at least an hour to get me to fall asleep. The slightest sound will wake me up too. Then i have to wait another hour of staring at the ceiling till i slip into my temporary coma that only last for maybe 6 hours if im lucky. Psh... I wish i could actually slip into a real coma and not wake up till my ETS date. Even though sleep rarely, i have dreams every time i do. Every single person i know has been in one of my dreams. So ask me sometime about the dream i had with you in it. I know i can tell you, cuz lately i been keeping track of them in a really cool journal that i keep. I write them all down; who was in it, where it took place, what happend. Weird i know. But its kinda cool to be able to look back at dreams you've had. I like to look at them and see if i can find any type of symbolism that relates to my life or the people that were in the dream. Over here you have a lot of time to think about things. Some things are really stupid, other open you up to a new epiphany of how you want to live your life. Like how you would want to raise your kids and how you would like them to grow up. I tend to think good thoughts about home. They usually get me by, but they can sometimes make you home sick like a mother ********. Other times it can be bad things. Like for me, i keep going back to the relationship i had before i left to iraq. She found somebody else to love. I figured "oh well" right. Nothing i can do. I dont hold any grudges. Even though i think it was jacked up. Its not like couldve been there to defend whats mine. Maybe it was my fault in the first place. I mean how stupid could i have been to think that a relationshit like ours could last. s**t. Its not like i can be there when she needs me, like a good boyfriend should. So im single now. Anyways its not something i should think about. Really, who likes to think of bad times like that. I mean it is no good feeling you get when you think of someone else having a good time with the person you love when you want to be, but hey, eventually you get over it. Yeah, believe it or not. Life doesnt end. You get over it. Haha. I have learned that love is not something that comes very easily. Its gonna take time. Your gonna hate it for a while but nobody can live dwelling in the past forever. Unless your some demented freak who needs to go get laid. Unfortunatly for people serving the military in iraq, thats not gonna happen (seriously you wouldnt believe some guys that cant get over the fact that while they are gone there girls go find someone else. Its actually kind of embarrasing i would think)You'll meet alot of people you think you love. One of those people will work out with you. Anyways the only real way to stay positive out here is to think of everything that you got coming to you when you go home. It may not but much but its friggin paradise to this place. I personally want to learn how to surf, snow board, wake board, anything extream. Even though i already get to jump out of planes (which really isnt all that fun) im still looking for anyways to get that high goin for me. I like road tripping too. That stuff is always fun. I like to think about the old days back in high school. Like Dj and me having people over then trying as fast as we can to clean up before my mommy got home. Skipping out on class to chill with Jason Samweise, and Shaylee. Going out on luch in Reamons car. Skip runnung the mile and going to Scotts house to swim with the Slaboughs.Playin games at gibsons. Hanging out with Nilla and alex. Jumping off clifts at the lake. Buggin the s**t out of Mommy Meghan for no reason. Hitting up Westwood parties with Turtle and Cody Lee. Playing Teken at Mr Deeds house with Ferguson. Trying to get Adri, Trianna and Camber to smoke weed with us. Driving crazy with Brockman. Doin Keg stands at Kristi's with Wipple and Brittny. Watching Kayla and Jacki shroom around my house, and stealing cute girls phones at dairy queen with jacki. Even working for Amy's dad and sneaking off to get stoned. Hitting the gym with Mike, Blake, and Mr Leckey then eating tuna sandwhiches at his house while playing halo with Nick, Ross, and Elliot. That one time i carried Alyssa across the wet, irragated lawn. The list goes on and on... hanging in topes parents suburban or the hanging with the crew at anten or aarons house. Like the time we got antens mom to do a beer bong or rushin aarons mom with a 2 30 packs. Good times man. While im on cool parents i like to give thanks to my own mother along with chases parents, and tell my dad i love him, and wanna chill with him cuz its been way too long. But yeah, i like getting hammered in new places and doin crazy stuff with crazy people you never met before.... Damn i didnt even realize how much i had been rambling. Some of my battle buddies think im a little senile because i do things that are really out there and dont even realize it. For example; i like to play my music really loud. My neighbor and good friend, Snyder doesnt like that. He will pound on the wall trying to give me the notion he wants me to turn it down. I like to mess with his head though. So i just shout back "go around". And when he finally does come around he starts yellin at me. I still cant hear him because my music is turned up way too loud so i yell "i cant hear you maybe i should turn it down a little". So i do and he's like WTF man and im like what do you want me to do. I dont know if he has like a door or something on his side but over hear it is just flat. So i just tell him to go around to the front door, cuz i can actually answer that one. He just stares at me like im retarded, and i laugh. Another time i took my truck in for maintenance and i needed a tire change on account of the tire being too worn down. The Mechanic looks at me and says it was fine and could still hold air. I did some complaining that i could see the tire bar and our next mission stop was 200 miles away. He said "you got a spare" so i just pulled out my knife, stuck it into the tire. I didnt even break eye contact. Completely calm. Like it was normal for me to do something like that. Then i said "Ok, ill put the spare on now, but i need a new tire to replace the spare". He just shook his head and asked when my leave was. I told him April. He just replied with i need to go home. I totally agree with him. But since im here; make the best of it right. I mean its not like i can go AWOL and walk off... The nearest safe place is in syria, god knows how far. So ii can just make the best of it right? Just keep riding it out and do whatever it is to keep my mind from going insane. Because no matter how much you piss and moan the world keeps turning. And that world i guess will keep on turning even if im not there. All that i can really do is give a little bit of a shout out and let you know whats up; Those who love me, i love you. Those who miss me, know that i will be back. Those i call my brothers and sisters, know that my family is everything to me, and nothing stands between you and I. Chase, brother; i miss you man. Can't wait to kick back a few with you bro. Love you man... Ah this is kinda cool. No stupid myspace survey can do this for you. Reall you should try it. Its YOURspace right? Do what you want with it. If youre bored do something like this or send out a bullitin (but i never get those cause im usually on mission and i tend to miss them) I think its kinda fun. Even though im missing out on some good sleep. It doesnt exactly give me the high a good cliff jump would but its still something. Oh well right. Even though im still just a really big kid i still fallow certain rules. I find that every good person can be able to fallow these rules no matter what you believe.
1. Love Life
2. Take Nothing For Granted
3. Act On How You Feel
4. Be Skeptic But Maintain An Open Mind
5. Think Of The Solution Not The Problem
6. Stand Up For What You Believe In, Even If You Stand Alone
7. Do The Right Thing For The Right Reasons
8. Evil Unchallenged Is Evil Sanctioned
9. Be Healthy In Body And Mind
10. Don't Let Stupid s**t Get To You
11. The Absence Of Evidence Is Not The Evidence Of Absence
12. Deserve Victory! Damn if you read all that you have less of a life than i do. Well at least people who like me will read it, and if you dont like me and your reading this ; youre a moron. Tell your parents im sorry their child grew up to be and idiot. Yeah people who dont like me; they suck. But if you are reading this go do something. Turn off your computer and go outside. s**t, go for a walk. You will find somethin cool out there. Go find your best friend, give em a hug and let em know you love them. Have a moment. Cuz thats all life is; a series of moments. Good times and great oldies. So go head, get yours, carpe diem eh. One thing though... Please write me. Im so bored... Isnt it obvious. Bryan Michael King, not sayin goodnight, just sayin................................................