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"Live your life to the fullest, you never know what tomarrow will bring, live this day like it is your last." We've all heard and think we understand, these sayings. I thought I understood them to, until january 5th 2007. One of my very good friends Mark tried to commit suicide, and this day marked the week long suffering, that was his last days on Earth.
He told me he was going to kill himself, i tried to talk him out of it but he still did it, the last word we spoke were"you're only doing this because it seems right." and "OK but i'll keep the knife by my bed."
He felt the sadness of this world full-force and tried to end his pain friday night. This only brought more pain into Marks world as he spent countless hours in surgery, only to die on the 14th. 9 days of suffering, nine days he should have enjoyed before his time was up, nine days i could have tried harder to save.
Mark's life was short and sad, but it still amazes me how the world is completely unchanged, not even slightly affected.
This has shown me how unfair life realy is. If a million teenagers died, no one would care, but if Brad Pitt quit acting the world would crumble.
Mark, i know you are gone, and i know i couldn't help you, I'm sorry, I know you told me not to blame myself but i cant help it. I'm sorry
R.I.P Marcus Joshua Thomas, 1992-2007
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i'm so jelous!!!!
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