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the final thoughts......she sits in her locked room hoovering over her small mirror tainted with cocaine, she sucks the white powder up her nose and lays on her bed......with the coke covered razor she eyes her wrists thinking only of him she closes her eyes grits her teeth and plunges it deep not for just looks this time for good....eyes closed this is what runs through her mind......
"i lay here in my bed before the last taste of breath reachs my lips i think only of wonderful thoughts of u and me......the first time i set my eyes upon u, the first taste of ur sweet lips, every i love u.....it all slips away and i feel the last and only bad thought of us, the day u said i care for u no more.....the knife stabs into the deepest part of my heart and i slip further away why cant the last thought be of ur smiling face, of ur tender touch, of ur deep eyes......no not for me i must spend eternety in pain good bye world good bye my love im sorry it all stopped just know that i will alwa........"
the only reminder people will ever have r the blood stained sheets.....choose ur words carefully they mayb the last u get......post ur comments and let me know what u think please......
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I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all i want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is i that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tommorrow
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah in ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you help me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that i won't touch again
In a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So i'll drive so ******** far away that i'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tommorrow
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
And with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the streey for every mistake that i have made
And like a baby boy i never was a man
Until i saw your blue eyes cry and i held your face in my hand
And them i fell down yelling make it go away,
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tommorrow
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
I LOVE THIS FREAKING SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE NEEDS TO LISTEN TO BLUE OCTOBER HEE HEE
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MY NEW FAV HEHEHE
is it still me that makes you sweat?
am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
then think of what you did.
and how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as you're fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch...a better ********
than any boy you'll ever meet
sweetie you had me.
Girl I was it look past the sweat
a better love deserving of
exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
no no no
you know it will always just be..me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster faster!
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus!
In case I lost my train of thought
where was it that we last left off ?
lets pick up pick up
and now I do recall, we were just getting to the part...
where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick
I hope you didn't expect
to get all of the attention
Let's not get selfish
did you really think I'd let you kill this chorus?
Let's get those teen hearts beating. Faster faster!
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
dance to this beat
dance to this beat
dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. faster faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch...a better ********
than any boy you'll ever meet
sweetie you had me.
Girl, I was it look past the sweat
a better love deserving of
exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
no no no
you know it will always just be..me
Let's get those teen hearts beating. faster faster!
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
(dance to this beat)
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
(dance to this beat)
Let's get these teen hearts beating. faster faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. faster
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