The NotSoAmazing PieRayt
Above is a picture of me and one of muh best friends X3!
For my certain someone...
This made me think of
you
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why. I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
Hello Gaia. I'm going to try to make this as short and sweet as possible, because I don't really feel like typing a whole lot. My name is Clarence Ray Dillon. I live in Putnam County, West Virginia. I am a little over weight, have hazel eyes, red hair, and I'm a little over six feet tall. For as long as I can remember I have been into writing and music. I think my love for writing started when I was made to do poetry, and before that I had to write this short story that I won an award for. Of course I lost the award eventually, but all that matters is that I had one at some point. Music is because my mother used to be a singer, no one big unless you lived around here.
Onto the more depressing part of all this though. I'm an anti social person when it comes to go out in public. I can't stand people giving me looks, people who discipline their children for no reason, and people who are into looks. Everywhere I go around here I find those types of people, or racists/sexists. West Virginia truly seems to be the gate to hell, in my mind at least. I'm also not really good with relationships. All of the ones I have been in except two now have been pretty quick, pointless, and in the end total lies. Girls seem to use me and then leave me right off, or just get tired with me because I won't change in every little way that they want.
I am not happy with who I am, though many people think I am a really great guy. I do know I'm a pretty good person, but great? I don't think so. I'm the type of person who believes that no one is great until they do something that changes someone's life, or helps those in need. Something like that. I can't help thinking like that because it's just who I am. People might see that as good, but you try to live my life. I deal with so many people who were beaten, raped, abused, and sometimes much worse. All the people I seem to meet are broken in some way, and because of me feeling like I need to help them, I usually end up getting stabbed in the back and blamed for their problems.
Right now I am in love with a certain woman, who may or may not truly realize how I feel. I am not a person who is good at acting, or speaking how I feel to any real degree. People who have known me for a while might disagree with this, but I know just how screwed up I am. I think they just try to make me feel better. Anyway, I love anime and role playing. I'll do almost anything, except something to do with cybering, vampires, or yaoi. I cannot play girls, and in most cases I'm beginning to think I'm not that good to begin with. My favorite animes as of right now are only three. Love Hina, Love Hina Again, and Bleach.
I'm into Japanese music for the most part, but I'm getting into Korean thanks to certain people I know. That's all I'm really going to say about myself, because I feel like I'm complaining for some reason. This is a shout out to the woman I love. I know I did not speak about you much in here, or put your name, but I don't feel that I need to advertise who you are. I mean..I'm not the type of man to say the same thing to but one woman. I may have been when I was younger, but unlike most guys I actually grew out of it and changed. I just hope you realize how important you are to me, and that I'm writing this for you. I hope to truly be with you someday. Maybe then I can actually do something to give you proof of how I feel..lol.
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