It's been a year and past, and every day gets a little easier. But the cloud lost it's silver lining. Whenever I see your picture, it twists me up inside more and more; But then again, who ever said that coping was easy? You were one of my best friends, and always will be. I'll miss you until the day I die. Requiescat en pace, Benjamin.
Ben.
You b*****d. You big, lovable b*****d. Its not easy to live every day without you. you were a constant. You were always there. You were my best friend. It's hard without you. We all miss you.
The red room is gone, mostly moved into noahs new apartment. He's in college now, and your house is up for bid. Your room is still there, though. nobody goes into it any more. Your computer was taken by your mom. Bill died not too long after you. Cheryl was distraught.
The memories we had I will cherish as long as I retain them, no matter how much they hurt. No matter how much I laugh, live, and love, you're always there. So much I wanted to say, so much that didnt get done.
I miss you, big guy. Every day.
saw the worst movie since fri-aug. 10th 07 but it me and kristen made it fuuuun. he's all, laugh laugh you're going to get us kicked out smile. did i mention his eyeeeees? they're adorable.
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