i dont think i ever can cus of the trama
im serious cus the stress i have is all from you
i thought u were gona beat me tonight because i wanted to end it
im ******** up cus of you so dont put this on me alot of this is on you
i did love you
but you became something i hated you were never like that
i know thatfr a fact ....
right now im so offended and hurt i dont know what to think about you
layla understands me to the fullest did u read the book?
every time and every single time weve had sex
i was scared of what was next
i was scared im gona lose you
u never really listen to me like the rock and
the window and the phone conversation at church
im not gona make you change
i love u for who u were then U turnned ON ME
u said that u were tired of being the good
guy
well i love that good guy
not this person u suddenly came to
then today when sheldon told me that u cant be alone
in a room of mormans
but u can be alone with a christian
and u can go to church every thursday???
no its not okay
u know the stress level from u has done to me its created an air pocket in mt stomach
by my rib cage and guess!!!
its called gastritis and its from stress worry sadness depression i cant take it and i dont know how long ill last before i reach the point of an ulser
im fully commited to
i really amm but i love you enough to go behind my sisters back risk everything for you
but how can u say you love me if all you do is get into troubble???!!!
T.T
i love you but if u really loved me you would have listend from the start...
wghen i beged you to not do anything stupid and look now im out 500$$$ because u broke the window i cut ur name in my leg and i dont regret it
i just wish u were here to see me cry everynight i really wanted to wait till i saw u st say everything but its just the worlds bigest piss off to me when u do that then if u were really nev er will change your feelings for me????? im rally wondering what to do cut my losses
save myself from an ulser take a break???
keep going on with you have nothing change and still riping out my hair cus ur doing this to me??
btw im scared of ling ling now cus we actuly had a normal conversation with the new group im hanging out with and she actuly talked to me asked how we met and i told her cus of u
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im serious cus the stress i have is all from you
i thought u were gona beat me tonight because i wanted to end it
im ******** up cus of you so dont put this on me alot of this is on you
i did love you
but you became something i hated you were never like that
i know thatfr a fact ....
and my family are all fighting over the laptop
ur mom is so old school lol
did u like me texting u today?
just try because if u dont i wont try to be with you
ill give up like how ur giving up
its not over exadrating either
its almost fair game cus when u give
up on ur issues and ur life
ur giving up me and trust me i dont want to let u go
babe i love u to mmuch for that
i dunno when ill be on again but ill let you know somehow...
i love you
rawr!!!!