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Hey Gaia, long time no talk. : (
I am getting ready to QUIT.
With school and my crazy/busy life I don't have time anymore for this site. ;-;
Maybe in the future I can return, doubtful.



"Be yourself because the people who mind don't matter and the people who matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss
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Likes:

- TOKI DOKI <3
- Anime
- Reading
- Food
- Holding hands
- Boys
- Girls
- Sex
- Kisses
- Hugs
- Beauty
- Eyeliner
- Thrashing
- Movies
- Music
- Colors
- Shiny things
- Pretty things
- DDR
- Badminton
- Animals
- Sleeping
- Dreaming
- Drawing
- Video games
- RPing
- ETC.

Dislikes:
- A lot of things.


"You either die a Hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become the Villain."

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LeonSilvis

Report | 02/18/2010 5:38 pm

LeonSilvis

my mom is overly depressed over us. Us being failures, my dad, and her work. She almost OD herself, and she cut her self many times, not like with a razor, just with a knife shen shes cooking. It's just been really stressful for me kenji...

oh and that guy O-o" uh.. we broke up lol... I just couldnt really handle it... to tell you the truth, i'm still deeply in love with you. Its like, ever since we broke up, my whole life went downhill. I wont blame you or the breakup, but it just happened. When i talk to friends, i mainly talk about you and all those stuffs. Its really... hurtful when i cant even talk to you when i want to talk to you most... i know your busy, and i dont want to pester you with it... I'm sure you have found someone else already ^_^" but iono. Yes some of my depression is due to my family, but... i just cant take my mind off of you for some reason. a few days ago, i cried myself to sleep, begging you to be there with me; imagining that you were holding my hand and that just made me calm down a bit. I'm sorry that i couldnt keep my promise that i shouldnt let you be the reason of my whole life... i'm a bad kitty/person... I just lost... the meaning of happiness pretty much. I smile every now and then, but... when i come to, i just feel nothing. i laugh, but feel nothing. I smile but feel nothing. It sucks you know? being unable to move on. I just want to grow wings and fly away, far away and not deal with anything... To tell you the truth, i just want to be there with you. *sigh* i'm just being obsesive again... Kenji doesnt want that from me... v_v"
LeonSilvis

Report | 02/13/2010 1:24 pm

LeonSilvis

Hi Kenji. I hope you are doing well. as for me... life isnt treating me well at all... *sigh* i hate family issues, but my mother GOD, she's pissing me off. I mean yes i only have 1 mother, but still. i just wish she can take care of herself more
it just sucks wehn i dont have ANYONE to talk to when i have issues. All i can do is supress it within my heart. I'm sorry for being so depressing, but thats what's happening right now neutral " well for the past few months. I'm just starting to question my own existance ._.'
LeonSilvis

Report | 01/04/2010 11:02 pm

LeonSilvis

hey... i hope o talk to you again soon... ^_^"
LeonSilvis

Report | 10/18/2009 3:13 pm

LeonSilvis

kenji-sama.. please come back ;~;
DevilsWithinMe

Report | 09/06/2009 3:15 pm

DevilsWithinMe

Oh okeh

no prob we all have lives

lol
LeonSilvis

Report | 08/17/2009 12:25 pm

LeonSilvis

kenji-kunnn i misses you <3 Mew o3o
DevilsWithinMe

Report | 08/11/2009 9:43 pm

DevilsWithinMe

I forget what you look like =P
so I can't say lmao

masturbation?!
No it'd be cybering I guess

or rape if I wasn't willing =P

I so don't remember making a sign for you!
DevilsWithinMe

Report | 08/10/2009 7:13 pm

DevilsWithinMe

I hi!

Ur boi friend told me I look like u P=
LeonSilvis

Report | 06/10/2009 8:11 pm

LeonSilvis

mew mai kenji :3!
Channeled Energy

Report | 05/11/2009 9:53 pm

Channeled Energy

*noms* Your comment box is so small...*squints*

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