Hold on. For one sec. I'll make this brutally quick.
Suicide is not the way to go.
I have no advice to give, because I haven't had any experience with it.
But! There is help out there. If you're feeling alone, there are hotlines!
Committing suicide will not only end your life, but harm others. Death, especially suicide, brings pain, regret, and even potential breakdowns in a variety of ways.
I hope you realize that.
From what I've heard, what ever pain you're feeling; your friends, family, and community will feel it 100 times worse.
Please don't.
I don't know you, and I don't know what you're feeling. But I know this:
If I find out you went out and killed yourself, I would feel horribly, tremendously, terribly -there's not enough words to describe how- disappointed in myself I will be.
For not being able to help.
However, you asked for a reason. And I have one.
I have been on Gaia for almost 4 years. I have met a ton of generous people.
In doing so, I have assimilated in to donating myself.
I have donated over 3 million in gold in items. As of last year. Which is alot presently.
The items you have are very expensive. I am positive that with them, I will be able to get a devil's tail.
Otherwise, I don't see how I will ever.
I believe in Karma. And I feel that it is time for a reciprocal donation to occur.
I would appreciate your donation, but I don't want this at all to mean you're going out to kill yourself. Because, like you said, they are just pixels right?
I hope you have taken the time to read this. I have put a lot of meaning and effort into my words, because I care about you. No matter how little I know you.
Please, feel free to PM me, or contact me in any way.
I will post this in your thread and in your comments. Because I really hope you read this. I want to hear from you.
I just came from the thread and heard that you're commiting suicide! Please don't do this! If you do a ton of people are going to miss you, your family and friends. I can relate I had depression for several months and I got out of the rut. If you get help now you won't regret living so just please do it for yourself and don't commit suicide!
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