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hey im steph. Im an emoth. Thats somewhere in between an emo and a goth. Im mostly a goth. 20% emo 40% goth. Yes i cut. yes i smoke. yes i drink. Im a Marilyn Manson fan.
To my parents im their child from hell. Speaking of my parents, they think my life is theres. I wear all black and chains and make-up and s**t like that, but anyways they INSIST that i wear dresses with flowers. yeah. Im a loner these days all my friends have either moved, went to highschool, died, or have been expelled. So im pretty much on my own. I have 3 tortoises, i use to have 4 but i lost my beloved Lily to this wicked ******** world. I have one california desert tortoise and 2 russian tortoise. I love animals they show me some light. Its good to get away from my dark ways for awhile. I am killing myself in every way possible. I use to listen to H.I.M but he's a little to emo for me. My parents love to shove anti depressents down my wind pipe. I guess they think it'll change me or somthing. I am SO ******** TIRED OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS TELLING ME " OH WHERE DID MY LITTLE STEPHI GO?" She ******** DIED MORRONS!! and if your reading this *cough* LORI stop telling my dad s**t about me b***h!! My life is ******** screwed up enough! Get a LIFE! Last i heard you werent my parol officer! When i feel pissed or totally dead ill sit in my dark closet and wright poems. Or if i feel i need to lighten up ill spend some time with my tortoises. Oh and i dont know about you other people, but i am so tired of being told i need to wear some color...Last time i heard black was still considerd a color! I like to find all the outcast at school and turn them into misfits. That means i find nerdy, geeky people that are always being teased,picked on, and beat up and start big misfit (not the band) clans. Most of the time they end up dressing goth or emo like me. Maybe someday we'll get our revenge on all those kids who've scared us.I like it when people get revenge. Just if any of you didnt know im a druggie. I wont tell you what im on because myspace is full of people who LOVE to ******** with my life. Its been the first week of school and i've already been in trouble. Like i got in trouble because i was gonna beat up this girl named Gracie who cussed me out on the phone but shes to much of a ******** coward to stand up to me in person an cuss me out right there, so anyways she was so scared she wouldnt even look at me! When my friend walked down the hall she asked her if she was afraid and she was ******** NO!" Hahahahahahaha GRACIE YOUR ******** STUPID!! WHEN YOU TELL THE OFFICE YOUR AFRAID ILL BEAT YOU UP THEY'LL TELL ME YOUR AFRAID!! So yeah you ******** lieing coward! So anyways the office of course called me in to tell me she was afraid and to leave her alone. I was freaking out when i was going to the office because one of my friends who is a teacher knows i do drugs and somtimes bring them to school so she said she might have to ask them to search me and of course i had things i wasnt suppose to bring and yeah.... Im trying to make this long on purpose. Well its 10:00 PM right now and i have to wake up at 6:30 tomorrow so i have to get off. Leave me a mesage/comment/pic comment whatever just dont leave me the impression that your a boring ********.

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