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Report | 02/20/2010 12:44 am

Sybastien

you're the slut hooch you always were.
But I have a boyfriend so nyah
:p

Report | 08/12/2009 8:41 pm

whitney_kay

Kewl avi

Report | 03/19/2008 6:37 pm

Sybastien

I understand.



And I was ******** up to be so self absorbed.



Just understand how WEIRD it is for me...



Two friends from seperate lives somehow intermingling...



And they're talking about the Link (me)



And how much they love to Dance.



...Could this be jealousy escaping from my lips?







My mom is fine.



I can't say she didn't deserve it.



If I called it Karma, she'd call it Blasphemy.



[i]I was always her greatest sin[/i]



Maybe it was more than that to me.



Maybe I finally realized that People die...



And we all float on again?



How tragically BORING.







In a way, it makes me want to stop living...



Throw my soul in an Altoids tin and keep it safe,



I don't want to waste, want to lose it.



Like she did. Like i AM.







Dishwashing is enough for now.



I don't have a "clean" record.



So, school is more important for me to finish than ever...



a pretty future is always better than an ugly past.



I'm just so lazy.



So tired.



So horny.



So LONELY.







Cian and Johnny ARE my life.



I realized this.



That I never want to leave.



I want to live happily forever



and ever and ever and ever



and ever and ever and ever.



and...ever.



Which I know can't happen.







Again, What's the point of living if everyone's going Die anyways?







I'll be honest.



I didn't want you to visit.



I refuse to let your starry eyes see my revolting figure.



My life is a ********.



Gross and messy. Vicious and crude.



I'd hurt you as much as I hurt myself.



I just want you to LOVE me.



And if you were here, you know I'd want to give you the WORLD.



Not this drama dragged drugged out comatose apartment.







I love you stephen.











Honey you are the rock,



upon which I stand.



And I come here to talk to you,



And I know you'll understand.







Cause I came here with a load,



and it feels so much lighter since I met you.







And honey you should know,



That I could never go on without you.







(I'm a sucker for Coldplay lately)

Report | 03/19/2008 5:53 pm

[ Lucid ]

I don't want an apology.

I just wanted an explanation.

People I care about don't just vanish.

I leave out candles, I visit psychics,

I psychoanalyze with strangers.

Is my behavior so odd?

As far as yer actual circumstances,

aside from your mom, everything has

insane potential to be dealt with.

And as you probably know, the obstacles

you put in yer way are self-imposed.

Finish school, but don't let it cause chaos

in the household, or lead to silly decisions.

Unfortuneately, you have a dedication to

Cian and Johnny, start putting them first.

What they need, what they want. Don't be a sap.

But put their needs on a soapbox.

They matter.

And I don't know why on Earth yer a dishwasher,

but thats okay. Keep paddling.

Oh...and make time for me.

I probably won't visit...Spring Break is next week.

So ... you missed out. But I'll be fine.

My feelings aren't hurt or anything.

...

Report | 03/19/2008 4:40 pm

Sybastien

On that note, you're absolutely correct.

But I'm not asking for forgiveness this time.

I let myself get wrapped up in Neverland,

and Reality sucker punched me in the nuts.

My mom's sick.

Not dying, but sick.

Chromes disease.

intestinal?

********, man.

I don't know.

Do I care?

I don't know.

I NEED to finish school.

I'm almost 19 for ******** SAKE.

I can't even do long division anymore.

I quit my job so I could ******** off s'more.

and now I can't even afford to wipe my own a**.

Johnny and Cian are both sick of it,

and they've told me to readjust or leave.

...Which hurt my feelings, of course.

So I've been an a** to them for the past month.

and the storm keeps brewing, lover.

it's big and dark and scary.

I don't know where I am and I forgot my umbrella.

I'm fighting to get out alive.

I got a part time job as a dishwasher.

which ******** with my nails, and my happiness.

I feel like I'm too good for that.

For all of this.

I feel like the child that was left behind.

Maybe I just didn't want to drag you all down with me.

Report | 03/18/2008 4:44 pm

Autumn Dali

He's supposed to get a hold of me today.

I'll MAKE him come back.

Report | 03/16/2008 4:24 am

Autumn Dali

It's fun that way.

We can skip the drinks and move on to the sex.

Or...something.

No, It's not you at all.

Or me, or really ANYONE.

I've finally realized that this is another phase of his.

I don't want to say he's childish or selfish or anything,

But I think this is about how lost in Love and Life he is.

And always has been. sadly.

He finds it embarassing and degrading.

I dunno.

He makes himself out to be a superhuman,

He carries himself like he's indestructible,

And when something happens to make him feel small and fragile,

He runs away for a while.

I'm surprised he let you become so close.

He hates everyone.

Mostly because he's a wimp and hates confrontations/heartbreak.

At least, that's what he's always told me. haha.

I'm emailing Cian to MAKE him get on msn straightaway.

I love him as much as you do.

I really do.

I just wish he'd quit being such a baby. D:

"waaah rai! my life sucks! -blubber-"

Report | 03/14/2008 11:41 pm

Autumn Dali

And oh my God!

I just realized how terrible our first dance is going to become.

I don't want to b***h about him with you.

He'll come back. He always does.

Anyways.

It's such a pleasure to meet the infamous Lucid.

You are a God.

Report | 03/14/2008 11:36 pm

Autumn Dali

I don't know if you've talked to him lately, but he's pretending that his life is in utter ruin.

He'll barely let me know what the ******** is going on,

and I'm supposed to be his best friend!

He just won't talk to me, and when he does,

he's so vague and says such disturbing things I can't help but worry constantly.

he makes such a big deal of being so mysterious and hard to get a hold of,

which just pisses me off more.

I might've been spiteful in my last comment,

I just feel betrayed.

:/

Report | 03/14/2008 4:57 pm

Autumn Dali

Sybastien's a p***k.

I'm stealing his MSN,

His Gaia,

and the cell phone I was going to buy for him.

If he's gonna play the disappearing game again,

then I'll make it easier for him.

Report | 02/27/2008 1:10 am

The Geek In a Trunk

Hey I like your avvie!

Report | 12/26/2007 1:28 pm

Psychotic Melody

He probably just did that since I said "happy holidays" to him, first. P:

You need to get AIM. User Image

I can't get MSN to work.

Because I'm retarded.

Report | 12/25/2007 10:25 pm

Psychotic Melody

Are you trying to show me up just because I wished you a Merry Christmas, you ho? User Image

Report | 12/25/2007 4:26 pm

Psychotic Melody

Merry Christmas, you sexy beast!

Report | 12/21/2007 12:47 am

Sybastien

at first I was like

"HEY! WTFBITCH!"

and then I went back and looked at the comment,

and...

yeah

That was pretty gay.

But seriously.

I do love you, hoe.

Report | 12/20/2007 5:46 pm

Sybastien

no, you're not.

you're

themostamazingfriendever.

Report | 12/20/2007 2:23 am

Sybastien

Nuh uh!

You haven't been demoted at all!!!

Promise, promise, PROMISE!!!

It's just new art, that's all.

eventually, they all move down a spot, right?

I'll make you an outfit Gucci will never discover.

What colors, ma'am?

p.s. p.s. p.s.-Sorry I never got back on MSN, skye stayed longer than I thought she would.

...and then I went to bed. sorry.

Report | 12/20/2007 1:15 am

Psychotic Melody

B-B-But I would totally lose. User Image

I randomly s**t out good pictures -- it doesn't happen all that often anymore. D: I'll tell you why as soon as I ******** REMEMBER TO GET ON MSN JESUS I'M RETARDED.

Report | 12/17/2007 4:54 pm

Sybastien

DON'T YOU GET IT?!

I need you...

Report | 12/14/2007 6:17 pm

Sybastien

Ugh. your art disgusts me with its perfection. seriously.

How do you make someone disappear?

Tell me, because I have no idea.

AND,

get your a** on MSN so I can tell you my woes.

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