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mrgreen twisted COME IN AND SIN twisted mrgreen


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I wont tell you my real name; because, I have real life friends on gaia and I don't want them to start p*ssing me off about everything Im feeling. I go by Riot here.

Im straight forward, ask me a question, and I ll give you the truest to me answer.

Im basically freekin sick and tiered of having to put a mask up; so I made a gaia account.

I hate life, it sucks *ss.

Everyday I just seem to naturally pretend I'm happy so that people don't blow my sadness out of proportion.

My family can go suck a d*ck and the judge-mental might as well figure out right now that I dont give two-sh*ts about what you think of me.
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Other then that, Im a pretty easy person to get along with and people usually just seem to want to tell me their problems.
So I listen, maybe comment, but never tell others their secrets.

I dont say anything that usually isn't worth saying.

And the only time I make a 'bad' (if you wish to label it) decision, is when it is intentional.

I'm that person sitting in the back row of the class, drawing on the last page of her text book, and rocking out to hidden headphones.
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Suprisingly I'm really smart. -shrugs- Who knew.



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. I'm bi, I think
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You see I have been brought up with the following: being gay in any way is a sin and that I should be open minded. These two things have clashed over the last two years. For a while I have had gay, bi, and lesbian friends (-shrugs- whatever floats their boat is how I see it, I’m not going to tell them how to live their life). I have dated men for years but two years ago ( I remember every bit of the day) one of my enemies became my friend quickly, and I started thinking things of her that I shouldn’t have thought. I think of woman just as I always have of men, and because of how I’ve been brought up I feel tainted and torn and it’s killing me T.T. The pathetic thing is I know it and I have never found my non-straight friends disgusting or anything of the sort, so why should I think it of me.
I’m just so confused :’(
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.im not ok

.at one point in time I had a crush on my best friends girlfriend and it almost threw me insane

. I feel nothing almost all the time, and that worries me when I do feel

.i fear one thing, and that is having kids that are like me

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AsicklyPup

Report | 07/21/2008 1:32 pm

AsicklyPup

where ya been?
LittleXJohnnyXToxic

Report | 05/03/2008 1:30 pm

LittleXJohnnyXToxic

ifoundakittyifoundakittyifoundakitty!!!!!!!!!!!!
LittleXJohnnyXToxic

Report | 04/29/2008 7:35 pm

LittleXJohnnyXToxic

Allright, lol, you win.
LittleXJohnnyXToxic

Report | 04/26/2008 10:23 pm

LittleXJohnnyXToxic

to be or not to be
that
is the question

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