A Little Something About Me...
I DID IT- RECIEVED A BS IN METEOROLOGY FROM PLYMOUTH STATE UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!Scratch that, I need 9 more credits which I need to take. I've completed 6 during the winter semester and am currently taking my last course, wish me luck.
I was born and lived in North Andover, MA for 17 years. After which I moved to Hudson, NH. And now my home has moved again, my family has moved up to Hart's Location, NH where my mom and stepfather have now been living for almost 3 years. I lived there over the past summer with no cell phones or internet and worked at the local campground, last summer I lived with my fiance in North Fayston, VT. The distance during the 2 years of her not being there with me at school took its toll, but we both vowed to work on ourselves and lift the relationship back to where it was...or so I thought. Time and again she questioned our relationship and everytime we came to the same answer, we would continue to be together and that despite the challenges we still wanted to get married someday. Two weeks after Thanksgiving when she again told me that "she still wanted to marry me someday" (her exact words) she broke up with me. But not just that, she broke up with me over a voicemail. I dug my own grave by wanting her to be happy to such a point that I allowed her to have a relationship with someone else that apparently was better than me. I did it to myself but I believe that at least some part of this is due to the fact that he was living with her and I was not. She claims to still care about me but I don't believe her anymore. I never want to see or hear from her again unless once again decides that she cares for me.
I want her to be happy, but I can't lie to myself and say that I am happy why. I still love her and would take her back in a heartbeat.
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And yay! I'm already back to being a girl!
Squee! I can't afford an angelic pendant, but the marital pendant works well. How do I look? 3nodding