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It makes you sad doesnt it to hear this story... i havnt told it but im about to. so go ahead and comment after your done because i need to know someone is out there. because theres nobody left for me and this is why... When i first got on gaia i created a character but it was a whole different account i made friends but it got hacked so i made a new one as i made a new one i met people and they all are some good goddamn friends lol well i didnt kno what i was doin so like as i made friends i asked out a bunch of girls... thought it was 7 girls i was dating and 2 of em met i was pretty embarrassed but my friend said its ok mistakes happen well this mistake changed me and gaia forever... i posted this on a wenesday here in 2013 in november and im happy to come back for now but i shouldnyt have after what happened see as my friend said mistakes happen i let it go i dumped the girls and left a few until i met...Cutie Domination... i asked her out she said yes i dumped the other girls me and cutie were close but she lived far we met friends hung out had great times that id kill myself to relive again and all my friends the rest of you i love you guys to but not like i love cutie domination shes my gurl and i wont let her slip away but thats where the mistake happened i got into so many fights i ignored her so she stopped getting onine but i didnt recognize because i was to busy with my friens and id kill myself just to have her with me at those times me and cutie had been together for 5 to 4 years and i realized i loved her from the start and as for my friends they always had my back and always remembered special events in my life but not like cutie god was she the best girl you could ask for id slice my throat to see her i had girls obsessed with me... tried to kill me... and all the lady friends i had were always respecting me and my relationship with cutie... and i respected them iv come a long way and i am tired of all the action all the fights all the love because theres only one love i want and its with cutie really one time i wanted to kill myself because she wasntg on just seeing a photo of her made me spring back to life and thinking about her made me want my soul ripped out of my body for not worshipping her because really she was a queen to me and i wanted to give her the bigest throne of all and i just wish its not too late but it is... you ever get that feelin when you think back of an old friend or girlfriend or boyfriend and you realize you would die for those memories to happen again and that they never ended what if i told you those memories cant be anything anymore because their gone now but not forgotten when i die... if its possible that i see all my friends in a way that i want... id have died happily but id die for cutie the most just to see her and well... I see her now
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