There's a mix in who I've always been along with some judgment in the gay culture that have made me feel self-conscious a lot, but I've been working on doing things for me, and not for what I think others want me to be. I still find myself struggling with positive self image from time to time, but I am a LOT better now than I ever was during my time in middle/high school.
I am still an artsy person. I went to school essentially for fashion, and I loved every moment of it. I sewed a lot for classes, but I also do a lot for fun, because I think designing things to be worn is great! That by no means makes me want my own line though. I think that idea is too overwhelming! I also got involved in our school's hip hop team, and I hope to get back into dancing whenever I do finally make it to the West Coast. I like having a creative mind, and it's fun being around others who have their own kind of creativity.
Well I tend to look down on myself a lot.
It doesn't do too much to build my self-esteem.
I hate looking at myself in pictures, yet I love taking pictues of myself.
I am a very flirty person in real life and maybe to some of you on here XD.
I can be a bit artsy at times but again I put everything I do down.
I am a perfectionist when I do projects and so group projects with the wrong people just set me off.
Especially when they make my minor OCD start acting up.
Apparently I am well known at school, but I think of myself as a face in the crowd.
I pretty much hate people who pretend to be one person, and then change their minds and tell you who they supposedly really are.
I have a MySpace.
www.myspace.com/jjmistaken
You will have to be lucky for me to add you.
I hate people who are annoying and persistant, so if you constantly do something, and I try to clue to you that it bugs me, don't do it anymore or I will totally go out on you.
I have my moments where I wanna break down and cry so if you hate people like that, either don't talk to me on those days, or don't talk to me period.
I love this thread. <3

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It's an early performance so we haven't finished learning our field show completely.. xp
And for what school?.. 3nodding