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So My Name Is Jen. I Am An Emo TomBoy Wanna Be Goth Asian Umm Filipino If You Must Know. I'm Also Known As "The Devils Daughter" or Dude (Lol) So I'mma Like Go But Comment My I'd Really Like It!

Every time he talk to me... I leaves with either a smile, tears, or an excuse. Of course, it's OK. It's not like he cares. I'm just his best friend. Lately he feels like no one's there for him anymore... His friends are, but they can't be there for every little thing. But with me... I'm always there. Every bad situation he's in, he always feel like I'm standing right next to him, saying 'You can do this. I know it.' Lately, I've been leaving him little by little. He know now that I'm there, I'm just not... There...."

Ok So I Like Totally Found This Poem And I'm All Like "OMG!! This Is Like My Life Story!" So Like Totally Read It:

She had always liked him But never truly knew why He never talk to her His friends made her cry She smiled at him in the hall He just turned his head He did not care about her Is what he always said But she kept her chin up And she loved him still Because she knew what was inside A hole that she could fill His friends soon caught word Of her feeling toward him They found it hysterical But her love did not dim She knew that she was better Then what they thought she was But still her heart was his For reasons she knew not of She slowly became more forlorn Slipping deep into a hole He was still ignoring her Breaking her delicate soul But her love did not falter She always thought of him But all the rumors about her Put her closer to the brim On the final day His friends played a trick Told her that he loved her Just to see her tick Sadly she believed them And she was overjoyed Little did she know That it was all a ploy She went up to him To make sure that he knew That she knew how he felt And that she loved him too He did not understand So all he did was stare Telling her repeatedly That he really did not care She was finally over the edge She knew it could not be true I thought they said he loved her But deep inside she knew She could not comprehend How to go on living her life So she went in to the kitchen Pulled out the sharpest knife She screamed into the air This is not how this should be She screamed all the things That she wished that he could see She spoke of her love She cried of her pain She whispered of what happen How it could never be the same And with her last strength she scribbled her final note She explained everything And this is what she wrote: Take the shining knight and cut open my wrists Watch the blood flow out It could have ended with a kiss Take the bloody knife and write words in my skin and tell me you hate me Make the pain begin Take the knife and hold it up So that everyone can see That this is the pain you were always causing me She watched the blood flow out Collapsing on the floor Little did she know that he was at the door He did not get an answer As he screamed her name he told her that he was sorry What he said was really lame He didn t want to give up He wanted her to know that he really did like her but he just didn t want to let it show He did not care about his friends They were not his anymore So just please please open the god damn door He walked to the window Saw her lying there He pounded on the glass Crying in despair he shattered the glass and knelt down on the floor Looking at the girl he had always adored Desperately calling for help She was still alive He tried to bandage her wounds Please God let her survive He held her close as the ambulance drew near I really do love you he whispered in her ear Please don t give up I ll try to help you through We will make it work You know I love you too~

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Ayumu Kind

Report | 08/05/2008 6:04 pm

Ayumu Kind

Hi how are you doing? =^^=
Yuhi-92

Report | 07/29/2008 11:48 pm

Yuhi-92

ummm...who's this...???just wondering???hehe
CatThumbs

Report | 07/27/2008 12:59 pm

CatThumbs

^_^ i'm back
DarkenDemiWolf

Report | 07/26/2008 5:15 pm

DarkenDemiWolf

bk! User Image umm i send me a pm ill tell u on pm.
DarkenDemiWolf

Report | 07/26/2008 3:15 pm

DarkenDemiWolf

long story! tell u later, i hafta go now for my dad User Image
DarkenDemiWolf

Report | 07/26/2008 3:14 pm

DarkenDemiWolf

haha, seriously tho today has been weird for me User Image
CatThumbs

Report | 07/26/2008 3:12 pm

CatThumbs

maybe ^_~ but if i did i wouldn't go too far XP ^_~
DarkenDemiWolf

Report | 07/26/2008 3:02 pm

DarkenDemiWolf

haha yea, well i dunno its weird for me! i get really awkward if i am gonna ask a girl out but if im not i can talk just fine, even if i really like them.
DarkenDemiWolf

Report | 07/26/2008 2:57 pm

DarkenDemiWolf

o, that sucks. i usually am too shy to ask a girl out, but i can talk to them just fine. its kinda weird for me i dunno y. im afraid of rejection too much and i know its dumb. but my friend said "why not just do it, you have nothing to lose. rejection is just that they dont like you, and besides the person you like hasta like you back if you want it to last." or something like that >_>
CatThumbs

Report | 07/26/2008 2:54 pm

CatThumbs

i will! *wink wink* lol i'm kidding! we're not like that

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