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Self-Description: Just another b*****d on the internet with nothing better to do than waste time doing amusing things. I currently live out of a trailer parked in a s**t-hole part of Texas, which I share with 3 other people. Since recently losing my seasonal temp job, I've been put back on the hunt for employment. I want to have my own car someday to reach toward independence, but not my own home. Living entirely alone would destroy me. I've been told I'm compassionate, caring, loving, sweet, level-headed, wise, strong, independent, goofy, but mature when the time calls for it. I've been known to dish out tough love as well as tenderness when it was really needed. I've been the pillar of strength for a few close friends, as well as someone to seek advice from. I value honesty, and wouldn't break the confidentiality between friends unless it was a matter of life and death. I'm likely to hurt myself as I avoid hurting someone else, as the emotions of loved ones are analyzed carefully to keep them happy. I don't take others' disappointment in me very well, and would no sooner fall to pieces if I couldn't please someone I cared a lot for. I tend to face the world with a hard shell between me and the general public, though I know I can be a soft, gentle creature when I learn to trust someone. Earning my trust takes a bit more effort than it has in the past. Having been lied to by friends and loved ones has made me cautious of others' intentions with my emotions, and suspicious behavior is observed carefully for self-protection. I'm likely to become more at-ease and possibly flirty if I get to trusting someone, but it's in my nature to be affectionate to those I like. Sometimes it can be difficult to discern whether I'm being vicious or affectionate when I use coarse language, vulgar behavior and straightforward commands for attention, but if I'm asking someone to get closer or be comfortable, then it's because I like them. Since I have a slight social ineptitude from a sheltered childhood, sometimes it's hard for me to pick up on hints others throw at me. I may miss an emotion entirely, or not even pick up on what's being said to me.

Activities: Most anything to do with robots, sci-fi or spaceships fascinate me. Time not spent looking for a job or sleeping, is spent on SecondLife. It amuses me greatly. If I'm not being a nuisance to the general public, I'm socializing with some of my favorite people. Most everything I do in SL, of course, is to make others and myself laugh. Listening to varied genres of music while drawing or diddling about SL comes and goes, but I rarely ever get wrapped up in listening to the point the world is drowned out. I also enjoy voice-chat sessions with friends to goof off and have a little fun at life's expense; hearing someone laugh for real is a personal delight. I've never been keen on keeping that many hobbies outside of drawing, but I will crotchet and read from time to time to break the monotony. That is, to say, I don't really attach myself to any fandom outside of being a furry. I'd also like to get out into nature sometime to go hiking as a pass time, and try camping and fishing. I love the feel of Earth beneath my bare feet, the sensation of wind through my hair, and the gentle patter of rain on my skin. I used to love collecting rocks, exploring trees, or just walking through leaf litter. No one in my current household really shares that desire with me, so I'm confined indoors to a virtual world instead. I've played quite a few MMOs in the past, including World of Warcraft and City of Heroes/Villains, but don't actively play or pay for any at the moment. However, Tetris, Perfect Dark and Road Rash 64 happen to be some of my favorite console/hand-held games.

Additional: I feel society is in a downward spiral, and that there are only a slim few who can see outside of the media brainwashing, to the really important things in life. To me, most would rather live a shallow, pointless existence in actively shaming themselves or never learning from their mistakes, casually blowing through life by media's definition of what is good and bad. Selfish, materialistic people with plastic smiles and no substance sicken me; artificial respect and lack of honesty more so. People who can't think, feel, act or see things for themselves are adamantly avoided, as they're no more than hollow human shells to me. I don't believe in having crutches to get by in life, so those that abuse alcohol and drugs are some of the lowest forms of life in my opinion; walk on your own steam or get out of the way. Religion is seen as a means of human behavioral control, so I sit comfortably on being an atheist with no intent of "discovering god". Equality between people is highly valued, so gender, race, age or social standing are discarded to analyze a person on their face value, not their social labels.

People who have given me s**t.
Aski Noverte - Black Gloves
Renegae(RJ)Howe - Eye Patch
Burande - White Hot Top
[Monkey-Chan] - 1,000g
Snuggle Bunny Rin - 1,100g
wakusei - 4th Anniversary Red Roman Candle
Aqua Drageen - 1,000g
HauntingEchoes - Labu Neckace, THE MASQUE, Heart shaped box of sweets, Nurses Hat, 100g.
Akasha_Shinigami - April Donation Letter.
T-Rexed - 1000g
lynnember - 5000g

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