It all depends on when she wants me there. If she wants me there in June...we're more than capable of arranging things.
She tells me that she wants me to come Home. She tells me the sweetest things. She says she misses me.
But deep down..I sure as Hell don't think that's the case. I'm scared, Eeka. I'm so scared. I'm working at a job I already hate for the sole purpose of getting money to move in with her. She isn't even upset by the fact that my hours mean that I'll /never/ talk to her.
I guess I'm supposed to sit here and wait until she takes the initiative to get me there. When I try to make plans she shuts them down.
I give up. I give up. I. Give. Up.
No, it's logical. I can only legally stay there for 6 months without getting deported.
She doesn't want to rush into marriage if she's only known me in person for 6 months.
It just wouldn't be wise, and she doesn't want a failed marriage on our hands.
Oh, it isn't really a new development. She decided this before she broke up with me that last time.
She's not at fault, and I wouldn't dare have anyone take it out on her.
It's my own flaws.
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