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well lets see write about me this is kinda weird... well i love cameras i like to film and shoot. i have an absolute passion for it and its like my favirot thing to do. i had a boyfriend for a year and a half and he broke my heart to what i thought at the time was beyond repair, then my new boyfriend came and made it better than before, but he didnt stop there he finds a way to make me feel as if im really desired and like i have a place in the world one thing that i didnt have before. i want to learn how to play the gutair but dont have one to learn on i want to have kids because i love them i have a passion for taking care of people,and i think it comes form never being properly taken care of my self. you see my parent are both achoholics and my mother who i live with thinks of no one but her self ever, oh ya and did i mention that my dad is a child molester. my sister is the most wonderful person in the world and i couldnt live with out her. im very suicidal i wake up in the morning and wish that i could just have the strength enough to just slit my wrist and be done with it i cry in the middle of the night and wish that i had a new life, but then i relize that what i want is not a new life but to end this one no matter what happens after death. i get in to trouble because i speak my mind to often even if i know i should keep my mouth shut, i hate to think that id ever be to weak to voice my opinion. and also i hate dedpending on anyone for any thing it makes me feel weak i like to be or at least act strong im not popular but not at the bottom of the food chain i give respect to those who show it to me and i hate it when people try to belittle some one just to make them look better becuse all that dose is make you look very ugly. i have a couple of close friends who i will be there if they ever need anything at the drop of a hat all they have to do is call my name and they know it. i hate my family but i have family that i love that is of no relation to me and if you dont understand this then oh well because i know that blood relitives arnt wroth s**t and friends can easily take the place of your family. i know that there are people who have it worse off than me but i also know that there are people who have it better than me so i try not to judge and hope that no others pass their judgement on me because unless you know me as through and thorugh as i know me and have been through as much s**t as i have and have the same desieses that i do than you have no buisness in judgeing me. and if youve read this all the way through then i thank you very much for your time. this is it and i have no more to write.

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Rally-heartless and light

Report | 07/07/2006 3:31 pm

Rally-heartless and light

wazup
Hexe-Kind

Report | 06/22/2006 8:44 pm

Hexe-Kind

Just in case we never wake up, I want you to know, I love you.^_^
Akumu Sky

Report | 06/10/2006 1:54 pm

Akumu Sky

I love you Trina. Don't ever leave me.

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why dose my heart ach for
the one i cant have