*Looks at his hands* are they soiled as Dean says ? *Looks around* I'm not forceing anyone on anyone, never did, never will. Yes i do respect your relationship Dean. And for who ever that was calling me a n00b thats fine. Call me what you wish for opinion matters not to me. If i have forced a false reality upon someone I am sorry, but "makeing" someone fall in love with me is impossible. What ever she feels has not been forced back by me. But as i said in one of my previous posts im happy for the two of you. *looks at his hands again* nah.. your not soiled. *watchs the ff movie again*
Well, you know they always say, the first step to solving a problem is to recognize it. Maybe, one day in the far, far future, you will somehow get over your gayness, and give up your boyfriend Mr. Fluffy the neighbor's dog, and come to truely love Sarah for who she is, and not just go with her as a cover.
*ahem* You are the universal symbol of all that is GAY and WRONG with the world. My new insult, besides "Gragg" is to call someone "Dean." Here is one usage:
"Dude, you got me arrested! You are such a ******** Dean."
..I am sorry.. but.. DAMN. If there was one reason I would drop "yo" sorry a** its for your lame-a** spelling. I know I am bad, sometimes, but.. *ahem* As COPIED AND PASTED...
"where was i am a** too you ?"
"was never a p***k TOO you Steph"
"why cause i baught something on friday"
You sah, are one step above NOOB. No, not newb, NOOB. Please, I beg you, from the deepest recesses of my black little shattered soul, GO AWAY untill you can type out YOU and know the difference between TOO and TO.
Ben, you've sure created one hell of an awkward situation. And honestly, I've been seeing through your facade for a while. I don't think it was right however, to manipulate, even if its for love. You've taken your good intentions, soiled them through your hegemony over people. It would almost be like destroying for love. Perverse intentions never turn back to pure ones. I'm sorry, but I'd have to say I love Sarah. I love her to death, I think about her all the time. I don't need to prove it with an expensive ring. I just do it, by being there for her. Goddamn, I hate these monologues, and worst of all, why create the drama right here? Kind of pathetic. I don't hate you, despise you, or hold a grudge over you. It really isn't worth it at all. Yeah, really. I know that you and Sarah had history, but that's the past, unfortunately, and you should just move on. It's hard to explain, but..I can't have what you and Sarah had, but you can't have what I have with Sarah, either. And I want you to respect that. Respect her wishes. She isn't property, that you've unfortunately decided to manipulate to get her to fall in love with you again. She is a beautiful person, and I don't care how cheesy that is, but...she is someone special to me. She has given me something special. The ability to truly love. Now I know what it means by true love. And I am sorry, but you, sir, are not hers. I ask you to wash those soiled hands, start somewhere else. I do not ask harshly, but as a matter of truth. Do not repute with me, for I have nothing to say to you, ever. Convenji ne Capalah. Forever. I will never take you for granted Sarah. Ever.
Thank you Ben. I don't hate you. I just don't know if I can trust you because you're associated with him and I really don't trust him. You were always kinda nice to me and you helped me alot. I'll never forget that 8 hour convo...it was hilarious. But ya, you'll find a good girl...just like hopefully I'll find a good guy. Don't worry about it. I'm sure there's tons of girls out there dying to go out with you. Try them. I'm sorry that I was harsh on you by the way. I just don't want anything to happen to Dean and Sarah...they're so happy together. I'm glad you won't get in the way of that no more. I appreciate it more then you'll ever know.
Okay Steph .. ill leave them alone .. cause thats how much i love her ... its hard to give up on someone that u love. They are doing great i suppose. And just cause u dont like me Steph doesnt mean u have to rag ... im sorry for any trouble i have caused, and out here ? there is no-one for me ... ive turned down alot for a chnace with Sarah. And as you said ive lost my chance, So i guess to show my love i will back down ...
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