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"the room grew so dark and weary,all she could hear were the footsteps
those boots, she knew those boots the loud
sound they made when he walked back and forth
she knew who was there and she knew this wouldnt
be so easy. she layed back in bed, pulling the
covers over her head, her whole body shaking
the door swung open, there he stood
the image of a man she once knew, and the
gun she had become so fond of."
- i wrote it, its just a paragraph of my book.
Ashley Carly(carly=middle name),Just another girl Possibly.
A consensual hallucination experienced daily by millions of people; a flickering montage of images formed and reformed? better.
happiness is two kinds of ice cream. knowing a secret. climbing a tree. happiness is coming home.
ever scince i was a little girl i have been told to follow your dreams, and you can do whatever you want to. but is that really true? i dont think so. i mean, the average person wishes for wealth, fame, and love. but these are things that you cant just wish yourself to, one out of every four american is very wealthy, and even less are have fame.
fame has turned into something that i personally dislike. most people want fame for having a cute face, great body, or just because you look like everyone else. a long time ago people would want fame for inventing world changing devices, or coming up with cures to deadly diseases. dont get me wrong, some people still do, but most do not care about anything but themselves. i dont deserve fame. i dont want fame.
yes. i like photography, hair, and makeup like all of you but i like law, softball, and writing more. im a very honest person, and i wont tell you one thing if i really feel another way. i am not a liar, and i would prefer if you didnt lie to me. i try to stay away from liars, cheaters, and thiefs. i dont want anything to do with them.
i believe that every thing happens for a reason and by that, i mean everything. things like divorces, abuse, homelessness, happen to make the person stronger and to grow in where they need it most. i have read that each one of us are angels, and before entering the mortal world we pick who we want to be, and what we want to go through, to make us stronger and better as a person. i believe that god is forever helping us.
i tend to find myself thinking of things that i want to do in the future. i have always found that i live for the future, and i dont like to take things day by day. i like to have things planned and organized in advance. right now, im hoping to major in law and become a lawyer and im going to work as hard as i can to acheive that.
im generally a joyfull, easy going person. i wont pressure you to do anything you dont want to do. if your doing something i dont think is right, i wont nag you to stop, but i will pray for you and thats it.
i find myself most days just laughing and having fun with my friends. without friends i dont know where i would be and the ones i have are so amazing, i wouldnt trade them for the world. ofcourse, there will always be drama and im going to have to go though it, but what kind of rode doesnt have a few bumps? theyre are none.
i'd like to meet: someone true to themselves. someone that doesnt try to impress me and just can be who they truly are when they are around me and care.
things i love to do: i love to talk on the phone, i love to be interacting and contacting people. i love to write, and play music. it helps me get out of my feelings in a positive way, and when im really happy i usually end up singing, or dancing. i love learning, even though that might sound corny and cliche, i love it. i love expanding my knowledge and the feeling of acomplishment. i want to go to college as long as i can, and get the highest education i can. i would love to become an outstanding lawyer.
yes, i think eating animals is wrong but i am not going to make a big deal about it, or despise you because you do. i will respect your opinion on things, and i am willing to listen to what you think about things. i dont like arguments but i love debates. many people ask me why i dont eat it, and theres actually many reasons that could not actually be summed up in a little paragraph but if you are really intereted i know of a few amazing sites that will answer pretty much anything you want to know. im also thinking about going vegan but, like i said, im going to think about it before i say that i am deffinitly am going to go for it, i would really like to though.
i would really like to become a better person, i have done so many things in the past that i regret but im working on just thinking about my future, and getting out of my past. i want to re-invent myself, and start over. if im doing something that is bothering you or you feel uncomfortable when i say or do it, please let me know, i will do my best to not do it anymore.
i try to be the sweetest girl i can be. i care so much about other people, and i care abuot them more than myself. i would be happier for my best friend to get something special, than for me to. my best friends come before me and they always will. most people that hate me are the ones that have never met me, and i really dont like when people judge me before they even know me, but judge me upon what they hear. most people say i am extremly nice, which i try to be.
talk to me, get to know me. im actually pretty nice and i will never ever try to do something to hurt you purposfully. i have respect for everyone and i care for everyone.
one of my favorite quotes:
" who are you to judge the life i live? i know im not perfect, and i dont live to be but before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean." - bob marley
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