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I suppose this is where people would look to get a good feel for what type of person I am, and what I'm interested in. Let's start off with something basic: a name. My name is Raegan. Why is it that a simple name can hold so much power. Why is it that a name like George W. Bush or Britney Spears can capture someone's attention, while a simple name, an 'average' name, such as Raegan, gathers no interest whatsoever? More importantly, who even cares? Think about it: how many people on your Friends List do you actually take the time to read their entire 'About Me'? Do you even spare a minute or two to skim through it at all? Are any of you actually sitting and reading this nonsensical blabbering right now? Maybe so, maybe not.
Anyways, I'm just a fifteen year old girl that's scared to 'grow up' and be all alone. Not sure if I'd be considered 'normal' these days or not though. Everyone says they're non-conformists that do not care to be labled or stereotyped, but couldn't we just put them into that group? Prep, Goth, Scene, Emo, Hippie, Non-Conformists, etc? I really don't know much about who or what I really am right now, but the things I do know about myself can be set in stone.
I never claim to be perfect, I think that's the most degrading thing a person can do to themselves: try to acheive perfection, that is. I'm learning to deal with my flaws now, instead of starving myself and useless things of that sort. No matter what you do, when you've got something like an eating disorder, perfect will never seem 'perfect' enough. Everyone out there has wished that something in there life was perfect at one point or another, but would that really be the way to go? Think about it: if everything in your life was perfect, what would you hope and wish for? Don't wish for anything to be 'perfect', only better. Because you might as well just wish to become a Barbie doll instead. It'll spare you a brain, as well.
Like I stated earlier, I'm afraid to grow old. If it was up to me, I'd stay a teenager forever and never have to concern myself with the things my parents deal with on a daily basis. Now, am I really being immature for this fear? Why yes, yes I am. . . .
This boy right here is the love of my life, and I would go to the ends of the Earth and back for him. He has made me happier than anyone else ever has. Things have been a little messed up in the past, but I wouldn't change a single thing that has ever happened between us. You are my love, my life, my everything. We will make it through, I swear.
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~Usagi-chan~
WRRYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!