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theres all lot of things about me youll just never know what those things are thats all. the wonders of what you can find on the internet will never cease to amaze me
*as i fall into the dark abyss closing around me, that grows each and every day as i sleep another sleepless night with my head and thoughts cluttered with worrys and the same sadding image that is constantly surrounding my thoughts and makes every moment a sad one, no matter what i'm doing or who i'm with, only questions fill my mind, " what am i doing, am i doing something wrong, why does this image keep coming back?" nothing is alright anymore, nothing is good anymore, everyone is sad, everyone has their own problems, no one is doing good, sad gloomy looks as i pass by them in what feels like a big empty hall, in the deserted building called school, my mind is ever restless, constantly thinking, wondering, guessing, hoping, wishing, for that better tomorrow that never seems come and brighten my sad a gloomy life, " is this what the rest of my life is going to be?, why continue, what hope do i have, what keeps my from taking that big jump into total dark abyss, what makes me move?, whats my motivation?, why live each day sad and gloomy for, when i could just end it and never deal with it again?,. . . . . . to be there for the ones that care for you, to wake up even though your day is a monotonous task to deal with, just to make the ones that care about you's day a little better by showing them a smile to make them forget and feel happiness for once, to show them through all your problems, and that your life sucks, you still care about them to make their day better happy, just to see them smile makes you forget what your problem's is, to help someone cheer up from their sad and lonely state makes you feel better*
*as i lay upon my bed, i look at my ceiling, and think of red. red for the harm i inflicted, red for the blood in my veins, and red as my eyes for the over extended lost of water pouring from my eyes. i wander if what i did is right, i wander if what i did is wrong, i wander if this feeling will go away, the only thing i know is . . . i have to live with the consequences.*
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Item List:
Baby Chicky
Black High School Long Coat
Castaway Black Shirt
Celestial Wrap
Chubbi Chicky
Cutie Chicky
Gold Mountain Tie (black Heart)
Jack'd Shoes 2k6
Lunar Scythe
Mokona Hat
Romani Glasses
Shadow Spirit
Snowbored Pants Red
Estimated Total: 48,058 Gold, 1,000 Tickets
(Estimated with known item values on 13 May 2007)
Journal
another chapter in a boy's long story, called life
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