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I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel
I'm 18 and I play soccer, but it is becoming questionable. I have great friends! all of them are totally awsome!
dont ask me what my real name is cause I wount tell you and dont ask for gold, I will just ignore you. stare
I do get lonely easly, but never shows it really. I really try not to bug anyone. I can be shy but all my friends think I can be annoying and hyper, well i think they think that. lol I love them all though! ^^ I just hope we all stay friends till the end!
as you can probobly tell, I love and refure to my friends alot. everyone needs someone to help out and to be there for them. I just hope I have that. lol sad note there. XD
well I hope you comment or you can pm me, I love those! enjoy the rest of my profile! heart
oh yes, i love Full metal!!
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I dont like being ******** with or mad fun of so dont you dare mess with me or my friends and I will have to say something.
Hi all who read this. I have decided, from the good nice of my heart, to let you know what are the things I like. Isnt that nice! sorry, little hyper now. Anyway, I love Scrubs, Fullmetal Alchamist, Iron Chef American, Good eats, Deadlist Chatch and probobly more, but I cant remember right now. >.< As you can probobly tell, I like Dr.cox and J.D. (John C. Mcginley and Zach Braff) I also like House (Hugh Laurie)I love talking about scrubs and House. I also love the book The Dresden files. My favorite things are Stephen Colbert, Scrubs, The Dresden Files and M*A*S*H. Feel free to Pm me to talk about those stuff or to RP
Like I sadi before, I play soccer. I'm on the traveling team. I play gaolie, Mid and Defence, but I like playing Goalie and Defence the most. I have alot of soccer frineds. we've been through alot of things togeather. I really dont apprecate people saying soccer sucks. yeah, you have your oppenion and I have mine. I dont like baceball that much, but dont se me telling that to someone over and over, so please dont do that to me. Anyway.This year (2007) our tetam hasn't been doing to good, but we have been playing better though. I like my team. we always have fun togeather. Yes we do fight, but I try to stop it, usually doesnt work, so I move away and let them or the coach work it out. I have gotten injured before, but it hasnt bee too bad. My first year being goalie, I got kicked in the mouth and had my frount teeth chiped, it hurt ALOT! I have jamed my middle finger three times, the third wasnt too bad though. kind of a funny injure, huh? anyway. this year (2007) I have hurt me knee. it swelled up and was sore, after it healed and I went back into goal, someone kicked it again and it swelled up again, but not as big as last time. Then after that game, I hurt my other knee. lol I must sound like someone who likes getting hurt. kinda, I do like the attetion though, lol. Really the only real/bad injure was the one to my mouth. it really sucks. I hate the girl who kicked me. after the game she didnt even say sorry. Oh well, I have to let things go. ^^
I also like fishing, golf, kick ball, sorta baseball/softball. I'm not a big baseball fan. I do like the Yankees though. ^^ My geography teacher and I made a bet, if the Twins win, I cant wear my yankee hat and if the Yankees win, he gives me a Twins hat, cause I dont have one. ^^ I won, I was happy. He's a REALLY nice teacher. its too bad I wount have hi any more, but he will have my brother so I can still go visit him! ^^ I fish with my brother. I havent really fished outside of my pond, I would like too though. I usually catch more then him, its pretty awsome. We have caught Sunies, Bullheads, Bass. I HATE Bullheads, we have to kill them cause they take over the pond so we put them in a hole. I know you would say that thats mean, but we dont want to kill the other fish too! just get over it really, sorry that was mean >.< anyway, I golf with my dad and sometimes with his friends. I had gone out for the golf team in middle school, but it was too boring for me.
I like making movies. I'm making one now for my reletives. they live in a diffrent state, so we barly see them. when I'm older, I want to see them every summer. they are important to me. Yes they can be annoying sometimes, but I love them anyway.
I am a nerd about computers. I know pretty much anything! I LOVE making movies, so far I have made one and is now working on another right now. have a question? pm me and I might be able to help, I can usually help. I am best with Apples.
Hi-ya right now I'm on the search for these items for the avi below. hope you throw a few change or maybe donate an item or two. Thanks a bunch!! heart 4laugh
Item List:
#FFFFFF Complex Shirt
Ghost Cape
Furugasa
Blue Heartbreaker Jacket
I aboslutly LOVE to RP pm me cause I'm always bored and willing to RP. I will do any RP I could care less about language and all that stuff.
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A deeper insight into who I am
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I'll often get lost in my thoughts and books.
I'm reticent to ask others for help. I would rather work independently, but can work in groups. I have a small, close set of friends with whom I share good laughs with. In the comfort of those close relationships, I can relax and am often quite entertaining, since I see the world in a different and special way. My sense of humor is readily apparent. However, unless I find an appreciation for my uniqueness and personal values, I may feel like the odd person out.
I dream to work in the movie indrestry, as making movies, writing or editing. Just as long as I get to work with a camera and computer I'll be happy. I'm already having some difficulty finding the ideal career. I want to find the right person how will make me laugh and be there for me. I have a vision in mind of what I want, yet reality isn't following suit. I'm sure I'm going to make several starts and stops in my career until I find a comfortable place for myself. I also need a purpose beyond the paycheck I can not work at a job that is repetitive. I just can not stand doing the same thing over and over again. I want to try new and diffrent things, because life is short and I need to make the most of it before it ends. I want time for a variety of activities, including travel!
Like I said before, my job must be fun, though not redundent, and it must be meaningful and creative work envirment to me. I like being indoors rather the out when at work. But if I do have to be outside, it better be cold or cool. I can not stand to heat.
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I have a need for perfection when it comes to school, making plans. I get bothered by people who dont plan ahead and do not stay on task and follows through a project. I can be motivaded at first, but as I get fusterated I tend to give up on things. I learn best in flexible situations where I know the teacher takes a personal interest in me! I like to be able to interact with my peers and teachers. I want to feel free to dig into subjects that are of interest to me. Having both flexibility and creativity with prase and reward is encouraging to me and pushes me to work harder. While I may not enjoy deadlines, I will meet those deadlines. Deadlines force me to decide if my work is 'good enough' and 'How can I make my work stand out without getting off the path'.
Subjects that hold a great deal of interest for me modivate me to do great things and ask tons of questions. I will often do extra work in my attempt to learn as much as possible about something of interest. Thus it may appear that I did not pay careful attention to the details of the assignment in my work, for I may take on more then I caould do. Oops. So it is best if I have teachers who appreciate my unique approach and who are willing to work with me and help figure out ways I could improve, so I can move forward in life and my education.
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I like to work with cooperative people with the same work ethics as I do. I can become bothered when people work on the project and not give me enough to do and when they could careless. I do not like competition against friends when working on school projects. I need to consentrate on the project rather then having a better project then them. I'd say people like working with me, even though they may not know me well. Cuz I'm just cool like that.I try to be as organized as much as I can, but not overly organized. I have trouble finishing what I start too, because of my perfectionistic nature and fustration level. When I do finish a project, I may not consider it not very well done. Projects can always be improved upon, revised, and reworked, and therefore I tend to take on more then I can, because I am able to visualize the finished product long before it is done, but the end product isnt satisfiying.
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Myleadership skills are quiet, shy and has a low talerance for the incompitent. I guess I not really a leader at all, homework and project wise. When it comes being a rolemodel I try my best to be mucure without being stiff. I have coached 1st grade soccer and found it very rewarding. I am not very fond of little childeren, but I can now tolerate them and I enjoy playing with them deppending on the child's personality. (no one's perfect.)
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I seldom confront situations directly, in part because I do not like conflict. Whenever possible, I would rather wait for a situation to work itself out, since I trust that people will work things through. I do not like following all the rules and regulations, but I am not overtly rebellious. I just seek to get things done in my own style.
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Leisure activities are very important to me! Because I'm a lazy a**!
Many of my leisure activities are done alone --- reading, listening to music, making movies and cooking are some activities that appeal to me. Though RolePlaying, and playing other video games [on and off the computer] is what I'm usually doing. I read in constently. I always have at lest two-three books in hand! I often enjoy leisure pursuits with loved ones as well, though not often. When I want to be sociable, I can be exceedingly charming and outgoing, though not always.
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For the me, love is a very deep commitment, and one that is not easily attained, unfortunately. I have ideals, and therefore reality is carefully scrutinized.
I may have difficulty trusting my partner when it comes to dedication to our relashinship and myself. I dont have a big issure with sharing my feelings about others, I use usually tell only my best friend since PK. I keep so many of those feelings inside that, though it's kind of hard, I may forget to tell my partner how much I am hurting. And I'm also gonna need reminders of my partner's love and loylty. When things go wrong in a relationship, I take it to heart but I don't readily discuss it with others. I may not be willing to communicate to let others know how I am feeling. And when scorned, I'm very hurt and may overreact.
If you read all that, then, ILU!
"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me....Unless you throw a dicsonary at me."
~Stephen Colbert. heart
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Dresden Files
I have no emotions, I'm dead inside so deal with it!
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