e.o
Boi.
I will CUT you.
I love you the way you are.
If you are going to do ANYTHING, do it for yourself, kay?
Not for me.
Not for anyone.
For yourself.
Period.
What does love mean to you, Calisto?
I love you.
Which means, to me, that I am yours, whether you want me or not.
Where...seeing eachother...feeling eachother physically would make things more "real" in some aspects, I don't need a touch to be able to feel in my heart what is true.
I've NEVER been able to say "I love you" to ANYONE and actually mean it MORE THAN A FRIEND.
Trust me, I've tried.
Several times.
For the longest time, I couldn't even tell my friends I loved them.
Nor my family.
Because LOVE meant something to me.
A STRONG something.
For me to say it to you?
For me to say... "I love you Calisto".
It feels...right.
Natural.
I know that I don't know you...
I...I know that...it will probably take a while for me to know you FULLY.
But...I don't need that time to know that you are the man of my dreams.
As cheesy as that sounds.
>//////////<
At this point I don't know what to say.
I feel like I have done some...irresponsable sin.
D8
And you don't have to worry about sharing me.
EVER.
You have my heart.
My mind.
My soul.
And one day my body.
I have nothing left to give anyone.
There is only you.
e.o;
Ah..
I...I'm sorry..
I really am not the brightest crayon in the box...
Honestly I thought that my constant thought of you would be annoying.
u/////////u
I'm sorry for not noticing before...
Ahg...
My words aren't coming out right.
e.o
I'll become better!
D':<
Please don't be too upset with me for failing to notice all this.
>////////<
Don't hold ANY of your feelings back.
If you don't like people calling me sweetie then let me know.
I like that sort of thing, the protectiveness.
...Which should have given me the clue that you might of as well.
>///////////<;
I'll become better...
More observant.
D'<
lhdlksdhdjkhsakjdh!
GR!
I don't want to tell you how much I need you because you might find me a FREAKY; CLINGY b***h!
I don't want you to run away from me by my telling you that I think about you ALL THE TIME.
You are the FIRST thing I think about when I wake up and when you are not the LAST I have EXTREMELY BAD night and mornings.
I NEED you, but I didn't want you to KNOW.
It isn't your DUTY to be mine. If you ever want to leave then I want it to be your CHOICE. I don't want you to stay because of "obligation".
D':<
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