I'm sorry...
That I don't have complete and utter faith.
That I let my worries and my doubts take over.
That I am so ******** weak hearted.
I love you.
More than life itself, I know I do.
I know you are real...I know you are...
Last night...I think I just lost it. The day was rough and I wanted you there. With me. To help me through it. Selfish, yes. Sigh. Sorry I took so long to reply. I kinda just...K.O.'d. Dx
Oh, and I'm running out of cloth ideas.
I'll throw on a last minute something before I go.
I don't have enough time to wait on your reply, so I'll answer it around this time tomorrow. It's got a test on Wed & Fri, so I really need my rest tomorrow.
What's more is that I might not even come on this upcoming week, so yeah. ):
Wellllll, if you insist on that, Lemmie. o;
But I'm not letting you slink away being modest, am I?
Nuu, I'm gunna be WATCHING every single word you type out and make sure I can slip in help wherever I can!
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By the way, Lemmie, need to half-dress my avatartar up. :'3
Hold up. ;D
...I...am just not sure anymore... I don't know what to believe anymore. When I believe in you I am the happiest girl in the world. When I believe in the other my heart rips. I am so tired...I don't know anymore...right now...I don't know...
...I want to say yes, but I couldn't say that honestly. I've never really lost a friend before. This one has been there for me for years. This one is being logical. Where I could erase that part of my friend...where I could forget that I'd ever asked her of the topic...I...don't think I could do it. If you asked me of it...I would try. But it would not come without much...bad stuff.
I would give ANYTHING just to truely be with you. I would sacrifice ANYTHING. Time. Purpose. Friends. Family. Just to see you. I would give up my whole existence--just to hold you.
...I've been talking today.
With a friend of mine.
I've been talking. About us.
My friend told me all sorts of things...bad things. Such as, there is a thick chance that we will never meet. Such as even if we do meet, who is to say that we won't dislike eachother? Such as...you are my imaginary friend. My escape from the world. I am the only one who thinks you are real.
...I need to know...
Are...you real? Or...is this just for fun?
I believe you are real...but...I...I...want to make sure...
I want to know that I am not fighting for nothing.
That the tears I cry aren't empty.
Please. Respond ASAP.
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