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Melissa:
I want you to know that I appreciate how long you put up with me, and that I'm glad you finally found the people that make you happy. You have the potential to be an amazing person with a wonderful life and you're finally grasping it, and I'm really very happy for you. What you did by kicking me out of your life was, no doubt at all, the best thing for you but whether you realize it or not, you also did me the greatest favour I could've ever wished for. You did what no one has ever done and I'm, to this day, so thankful for it - you made me realize what a ******** idiot I was and you know what? I look back on notes we used to write and I kick myself when I read my responses.
"Hey Ash, how are you? n_n"
"Meh."
I don't know what the ******** that s**t was, but my attitude sucked and you changed that, even though you didn't mean to do just that. Since you shut me out and took away everything I had - no, since I made you shut me out and I made myself lose all of that, I have become a much better person and I love it. I finally realized so much that I never did before and I regret all the time the way I treated you, Darryl, Jesse and I can sit here and use the excuse 'oh my family blah blah' but you know what? No one has the right to excuses like that. I am my own person and I make my own decisions, and I made really crappy ones, you made me realize that.
I wasn't jealous of you, I just didn't realize what a great friend I had, it's my own problem and I've already overcome it, I have more friends then I've ever had before, and it's all because you finally taught me my lesson.
I got over my anti-social bullshit "I hate everyone" attitude and I'm comfortable to talk to anyone. I get things done and I'm not depressed anymore, I've never been this happy in my life. I wouldn've ever come this far without what you did. I know you hate me, and I'm glad you do, you have every right and I'm so proud of you for everything you have and everything you did for me. :]
I'm glad you're living life the way you wanted to, have a good one.
- Ashlea.
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