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Report | 01/26/2014 2:04 pm

Electric Sunshine

Internet is majorly playing up and an engineer can't get here till the 6th of February. Few things to say, which I'll put in the PM if I have internet tomorrow, going to be quite the inconvenience as I have a few things to do this week that are all online.

Report | 06/07/2013 7:32 am

XxGraclieGoddessxX

cool avi

Report | 05/18/2013 6:01 am

Electric Sunshine

God dammit the internet has been playing up all this week, and I think it's not just my computer this time. Have also been various kinds of 'ill' over the past 10 days or so which has been really fun and I now seem to of caught a cough/really sore throat from somewhere. On the upside, I actually made it to London during the week, though I do suspect that that is where I likely caught this cough from. And there is a very real possibility that I may end up paying the £300 vet bill as the insurance are refusing to pay for it. Some other stuff also happened so I shall try and reply to the previous PM soon.

Report | 04/21/2013 10:35 am

Electric Sunshine

Sas really? Is the full album on Youtube? I saw people commenting saying the album had leaked, but I never went looking for it.

You back at uni now?

I've actually been kinda busy lately, and out a lot. Some job stuff as well. Will try and write a PM sometime this week.

Report | 04/13/2013 4:33 pm

Escandaloso

Thanks for buying! 3nodding

Report | 01/26/2013 2:22 pm

Electric Sunshine

No idea what it is, all I know is I've never been a size 6 in trousers so. So you're a size 4-6 now? Though can't say I was ever in the habit of measuring my waist and whatever else, I just went on what size clothes I bought from shops.

Yeah, it's been raining here too.

Some of the things on your wishlist are like 20k though? You could buy those? Sas, I guess it just surprised me a little as wasn't it not so long ago that you asked me if your avi looked butch or something like that? I like the eyes though, which item is that?

But where have you seen the latest two episodes? Were they on TV? I know that if it is back on itv2, then not at it's previous timeslot of 9pm Mondays as they've got 2 new half hour programmes on in it's place- Ben & Kate, which seems decent enough, though I just read online that it's been cancelled, and then Up All Night, which is also quite good. Or have you watched them online somewhere? I see it's back on in America according to Wikipedia. Do you watch Suits? That's back on now, though dad's friend from work downloaded most of season 2 for me, what he could get anyway as America took a long break and it's only just come back on, only one of the episodes wouldn't play, so I need to get that, and then the next new one that should be online somewhere save waiting 3 months to see it here. I love Suits, it's probably my new favourite show. Have also seen the new series of Dexter as I have no idea when that was going to be on here, and then next I'll ask for the last 3 seasons of Private Practice since Sky does not seem to be picking it up and the official broadcast status for that is 'unconfirmed'.

Sas.

Yeah, I've been telling her for weeks to ask for a refund, I asked her about it earlier and she says she's going there tomorrow, but to say that she'll have the eye test and the new lenses and if that doesn't work then she wants a refund. the thing is though is that I have no idea how you even stand with custom made stuff like hat, though as she has varifocals, they have a thing on the wall which says they have a 90 day satisfaction guarantee whereas for normal glasses it says you get a 30 day exchange guarantee, implying that for regular glasses they wouldn't give you your money back.

Report | 01/26/2013 12:11 pm

Electric Sunshine

I actually don't remember what the point of me giving you the link was to be honest, though it could of been something along the lines of it was unrealistic and I was curious to get your opinion. Each to their own on that then I guess, but still, I know even at my lowest weight, my waist was still bigger than hers is now, so I would consider it tiny.

Yeah, and stupid place. Though there's a possibility Nicola will be coming with me to stupid place as that's the only day she can go into town. No idea how they will react to that having taken the thing about being allowed to bring somebody with you out of the letters they send out, but whatever. Oh okay. Aww, at least with the snow gone it wont be as cold out though?

Oh okay, that's good then.

Sas, what items do you like the look of but not enough to buy? And that reminds me that i still need to buy a dark omen or two. Yeah, it's not the best, but then it's not the worst hair ever. I haven't bothered to change it because I have a lot of wigs which I use or the whole angry eyebrow thing puts me off of buying a new one from the salon. But speaking of avis, what is going on with yours right now? It looks very manly... Unless that was the look you were going for?

It doesn't seem to be back on itv2 though? It says on there the last episode was shown on the 17th of December? You watch it on some random website online?

You remember what it was?

And you know how I said the dumb b***h has had all these problems with her new glasses? And then how they wanted her to go back to have her eyes tested again to check the prescription before they ordered in yet another set of lenses, but then she cancelled her appointment, saying she wasn't well but really it was because of the snow? Well today dad said that she's on about asking for a refund tomorrow, but knowing her she'll probably decide she can't be bothered to go there again.

Report | 01/21/2013 12:08 pm

Electric Sunshine

Okay. Sas. Yes, but the point is, even if someone was that level of skinny, their legs would still have more shape than the ones in that picture as people tend to have knees and calf muscles. Really? Each to their own I guess. Her waist is tiny though.

Sas. Oh okay. sas.

Yeah, I know, especially since I have no idea when I'm going to be able to get out to see if I can return it. Indeed. We ended up going to the 24 hour Tescos again. Blah.

There's loads of snow now, it was either yesterday or the day before that it snowed all day. Though it looked as though it was beginning to melt today, but then the weather said there could be more on the way. Joy. All I know is it better be clear by next Tuesday and Wednesday when i have to go out. And it turns out there's a problem with the heating- a blockage somewhere and it's going to cost about £800 to fix it, so of course dad is pleased. But yeah, you mentioned the heater before, why what's it done now?

Oh okay. Has it happened since?

Having not been able to go out much and spend real money I've been on a bit of a spending spree on here, bought a bunch of things including dainty porridge, tofu the turkey, fall bride, astra jelly bubblepop and tutu the cat and some cheaper stuff. Debating on whether or not to starter a quest for cream the kitten, but I have nowhere near about 14 million gold and I doubt I have the patience to get that much, if it doesn't double in price.

It's not back on yet is it? So no, haven't seen it yet. Where did you watch it?

And I'm still ill. Getting pretty fed up of coughing all the time and typically it gets worse when I try and sleep.

Report | 01/18/2013 12:43 pm

Electric Sunshine

He was wearing it, then he and dad got into a fight, he thought dad ripped it when he didn't, but he kept saying he did, and then ripped it on purpose taking it off. Totally. Yeah, probably not.

You've done it again! First you say you like it, and then say that without the trousers it's probably horrible and boney and that you personally don't like that. Gah. But it's literally impossible for a person to be that skinny. Hell, a flamingo has fatter legs than that. Actually, looking at the picture again, I wonder if that whole image is purely computer generated as the hands look off as well. You hate muscles? I get hating body builder type muscles as it looks awful, but otherwise I think it's worse for a guy to be really skinny. Sas, really? What about in this picture? http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/woman/4742435/kelly-osbourne-diet-tips.html I think her arms look big there, but otherwise you can see she's tiny. Though it could just be her bone structure and so she'll never be stick thin no matter what dress size she is.

Yup. Oh okay.

Oh I see. Sas, no idea, seems kind of a waste really. You mean of the salted caramel lattes or coffee in general? You think you'll try another kind of coffee?

The dumb b***h was in a mad rush to be home well before sack of crap was due home :/ And it was her who found me the top that needs to go back, and she basically convinced me to buy it after I said a couple of times that it might not fit, and it ended up only being £5 instead of the £10 it had been reduced to, but still. After looking at the receipt it seems the cashier forgot to scan it, so yay free skirt. You know what wetsuits are made out of? That stuff. And now it looks as though we might not be going out tomorrow because of the snow :/ Blah. Though at some point we will have to go food shopping, and she already made a huge song and dance about this last week as she feared snow which then never happened, but we still ended up going to the 24 hour Tescos which I hate. I hope she doesn't plan on going there again this week, though that's where we would have gone if dad had agreed to go tonight like she wanted to. I really don't get the mad panic as even if we don't go shopping there is plenty of stuff in the cupboards and a small Tescos less than a 5 minute walk away which sells enough for us to get by rolleyes

I want it gone and fast, though dad reckons it could be here for 2 weeks. the house is still absolutely freezing even though the heating has been on for hours. I can't feel my fingers or toes.

That's weird, is it still doing it? And is it just on certain things like your internet browser or on everything?

And forgot to say, how pretty is the new dark omen MC? Though again the wig gives your avi angry eyebrows which makes me sad. It's like when they update the salon and there are so many really nice hairstyles completely spoilt by the eyebrows.

Report | 01/18/2013 8:33 am

Electric Sunshine

Deliberately. Well of course the dumb b***h makes a huge deal out of it and how if she has a day off then she either can't go out or has to be back literally hours before he's due to be in. Tell me about it, but again the reason he's angry is everyone else's fault. I'd love to know, I really would, she's way more than a sandwich short of a picnic that's for sure. Actually yeah, he said he'd break a window, and i think when I was on holiday he apparently had a ladder at the back of the house and was trying to get in through an upstairs window. Absolutely, it's rather sad.

Seriously? I think it's a bit too skinny, some people would probably class it as 'scary skinny'. See, now there's a contradiction, you say there's nothing wrong with it, but that if the model wasn't wearing trousers then it would be that 'horrible' pure bone look? Heh, I wish I could eat whatever and not gain weight. Well yeah obviously. Apparently Kelly Osbourne is now a UK size 4-6, but she doesn't look really thin.

Indeed. He's been to the pub loads lately, and I think he got his haircut yet again today- I swear he gets it cut like every 2 weeks and as I know mum drew money out yesterday it makes me wonder. Oh okay, when do you have to start the placement by?

Yeah, maybe.

Sas. But how was it? Did it taste too much like actual coffee or could you taste the salted caramel more?

But I finally went into town the other day, bought some stuff in H&M, though one top doesn't fit and I don't like it on anyway, only it was in the sale, so I'm hoping they'll at least exchange it. But somehow I ended up getting a free skirt, it was only £2 to begin with in the sale, but still free stuff is free stuff. Also got this really cool clutch bag from there made out of neoprene. Never went into Boots, and typically it was the day their 75% off sale started, not that I needed anything, but I probably would of picked up a few giftsets and such. In theory I'll be going out tomorrow as the dumb b***h has to go back to get her eyes checked as she's still having problems with her glasses, but I bet Boots wont have anything left.

Is it snowing where you are? It's getting pretty bad here. I hate snow. And typically the rest of them are all ill, and so now I've been infected. I resent it, I really do because if it wasn't for them I wouldn't be ill. And surely as they actually leave the house most days they should have some immunity, or far less chance of getting ill than I do, but obviously not.

Report | 01/15/2013 9:26 am

Electric Sunshine

Heh you'd be surprised at the amount of crap he does that the dumb b***h just lets him get away with and so he thinks its acceptable. He's been playing up generally though, pissing dad off, and he ripped a t-shirt right down the middle and then expected the dumb b***h to buy him another one even though she bought it in the first place. He reckons dad ripped it a bit first, which he didn't. I reckon she will go buy a new one though, and again reinforcing the fact that he can do whatever he wants. then yesterday he did the usual thing of continuing to ring the bell until I opened the door (I tell you dad took the keys off him before Christmas?), then he put his disgusting wet jacket on my DRY washing even though I've told him plenty of times that there are 2 other clothes horses just sitting there and others upstairs, but no, he's just too damn lazy, and then he throws Charlie's scratch post across the room, sending the toys that were on it everywhere and breaking his wind up mouse beyond repair that dad paid for (not the first time he's broken Charlie's stuff either). Then the Sky wouldn't work and he went into one thinking dad had taken the viewing card out of it, when it only needed to be unplugged, but in doing so he ripped the power cord out of the back of the TV and then assumed that wouldn't work either. I told the dumb b***h about all of this when she got it, and she just turned around and blamed me for 'not opening the door quick enough', I mean what the hell? None of that had anything to do with me opening the door. Apparently she just expects me to be 'available' for when he gets home. I said that unlike her my life doesn't revolve around him, and I will not be literally pacing the hallway in anticipation like she seems to expect. Not my fault or my problem dad took his keys. Was supposed to be going London this week, but of course Nicola is now saying next week, but really it would have been funny this week as dad is on lates and so the sack of crap wouldn't be able to get in. However, I kind of think that if I did that the the dumb b***h would use that as 'reasoning' for him to have the keys back. Oh, and on Saturday when he caused a bunch of trouble, he then went out and didn't get in till 4am, so the dumb b***h had to sit up till then, and being the utter moron she is, she was more than happy to do so. Her life really does revolve around him and nothing else.

Okay. Okay, so going on that, you'd consider looking like this to be ideal? http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2260691/Worlds-worst-Photoshop-fail-Store-posts-images-model-impossibly-skinny-legs-FLOOR-suffered-airbrush-treatment.html Even though it's literally impossible. What made you decide that even being on the smaller size of a size 8 was chubby?

Oh okay. God knows, but it's obvious dad wants the money at some point, and he also reckons that he's not paying for sack of crap to go on holidays any more, somehow I don't see him sticking to that. I know, apparently he wasted £150 last week- as in that was what he then threw up in the bin. Yeah, but a placement doing what exactly? Oh okay.

I know, freezing it would not have occurred to me at all to me honest. Yeah, maybe, though the woman at customer service said they might send money off vouchers, but that it could take 4 weeks. But I guess it's weirder as we didn't have the actual pie, but maybe she meant 4 weeks for testing or something. Dunno yet.

Sas aww.

I am really bored, though there's not much I actually want to do in terms of actually going to places, but still. Have to go to the job centre tomorrow, though the dumb b***h is home, so I bet she'll make me walk and then use it as an opportunity to actually go into town without me. Cow.

Report | 01/11/2013 12:55 pm

Electric Sunshine

Gah, this is so annoying.

And another thing that happened- last week we got a chicken pie from Tescos as they didn't have the steak one. We stopped getting the chicken pie as they started putting all the icky bits of chicken in it, but now all of their food like that (ready meals etc) all say 20% more actual meat and stuff, so we decided to try the chicken one again. Turns out it still had all the horrible chicken in, or lack of actual chicken, and I could barely eat any of it, though the dumb b***h thought her piece was absolutely fine. I said we should take it back, but she was saying how she felt embarrassed. So I had to say that we wanted to return it as what was in the pie wasn't actually chicken, and so they refunded it, and also said that we should have frozen the actual pie so they could of sent if off for testing, but they filled out a form anyway. Today we get a generic apology letter with a £10 giftcard. I told the dumb b***h that really the giftcard is mine as we never would of got it if I hadn't of wanted to return it, and they already gave her the money for the pie back anyway. And after her whole thing about me paying for my haircut and the argument, there's no way I'm giving her the giftcard.

Report | 01/11/2013 12:53 pm

Electric Sunshine

I know, it's ridiculous.  I'm pretty sure that the dumb b***h has drawn money out so that sack of crap can pay someone, even though on Wednesday (when he gets paid) he seemed to have loads of money to go down the pub drinking double JD and coke and order pizza, and then threw it all up in his bin which he then handed to the dumb b***h in the morning to clean up.  And he was asking when she got paid so that he knew when his shopping trip was happening.  





Well on some level you do as in your previous comments you said that they're all over weight and so it's not hard for you to be the smallest one of the group.  Okay.  Well if I'd of asked you if you considered a size 10 person to be really overweight then you probably would have said no and if I'd of said how about a size 20 person you would of said yes, so I thought I'd ask how you'd consider a size 14 person.  Why did you think I was talking about myself?  Which I'm not if you must know.  But you still didn't answer the question, and clearly you do have an opinion of what is fat and what isn't as you implied that your opinions of this may of offended the group.





Sas, some of them pay different amounts per kg and some take different things like curtains and bed sheets and stuff.  Oh okay.  You get a loan to help you with costs and stuff for this course or no?  heh, the haircut caused an huge argument just now, and apparently dad wants me to pay in £50 a week from Monday, but I said that I'm not going to seeing as though sack of crap was supposed to be out before Christmas and yet he's still here and so dad said that he didn't want him here and that if he didn't pay him the £48 what he ran up in premium rate phone calls then he'd be out, and so i said how he wouldn't be as the dumb b***h still wants him here.  And they also said how I don't do anything etc/how I don't have a job, and I actually had a list of unpleasant stuff I've had to clean up this week, or the past 2 days alone, all things they were unaware of of course, but I actually don't think they care to be honest, though as i told them they'd be surprised what i actually do around here that they don't even notice, though of course they still think I do absolutely nothing.  Never went into town, the dumb b***h is still determined to avoid it, unless dad wants to go and then she can't wait to tag along and free load off of him, it's really quite pathetic when she does this- last time she conned him for 2 birthday cards for her brother in Australia which she'll never send, and it's not like they bother to send her a card, and this plastic food container- not much I know, but it was the way she did it, just picking stuff up and hoping he wouldn't notice till it actually came to paying for it, and yet she sees no problem with it, and yet has a right go at me when she thinks that I'm free loading, heh, I wouldn't mind if I was given half a chance to actually do so.  And the pair of them think I'm tight and wont pay for anything, and yet they don't seem to get it when I say well why should I when I see sack of crap literally being given thousands and then not having to pay that back and still living here?  the dumb b***h is still paying out for that gym membership he hasn't used since maybe the middle of last year- probably last July, and up to now that's cost her £550, but she doesn't seem to mind, yet I absolutely must hand over £10 for my haircut as she 'needs' this money to buy her train ticket, even though it costs more than double that, and so who's pocket is that money actually going to end up in?  What's the placement for?  Wow, that's a crazy amount of time.  They say why it hasn't healed yet?





I'd hope so.  No idea, but probably.





And another thing that happened- last week we got a chicken pie from Tescos as they didn't have the steak one.  We stopped getting the chicken pie as they started putting all the icky bits of chicken in it, but now all of their food like that (ready meals etc) all say 20% mor

Report | 01/11/2013 8:14 am

Electric Sunshine

I never went centre in the end but it was okay as sack of crap never got anything. Though I think something still may be going on though as mum has been acting a bit weird and sack of crap has been on about t-shirts or something stare Quite possibly, a lot of things taste weird to me lately. We have ingredients to make Rice Krispie cakes, but I've been too lazy to do it, though last time mum put way too many Rice Krispies in and there wasn't enough chocolate, still that didn't stop them from being eaten pretty quick. Better with cornflakes though.

What do you mean by that exactly? You discuss weight stuff with them or what? What sort of comments cause them offence? No, I didn't mean you should take what she said like you need to put on weight, rather take it as you look skinny, which is a good thing. I doubt that would be the case, but going on that logic, to you, does someone who is say a size 14 fall into what you personally would consider horribly overweight?

Really? There's always leaflets about those clothes places. What do you mean by 'no money' exactly? You have money to buy food and stuff right? Or by no money do you mean that you have money for food, but not money to go out to places and buy stuff kind of thing? Not really when you can see the horrible state of the ends. But the hairdresser was here earlier in the week and so it's been cut now, and even more reason for me to be suspicious as there was no argument whatsoever about mum paying for my haircut, and she's only mentioned once about me having to give her the money, so that just adds to my thinking that she's off to buy sack of crap more stuff. You don't have to need to go anywhere to go to places. And I definitely know I haven't gone anywhere for ages as I got a bank statement in today, and it seems that I have more than I ever have, and I only spent a grand total of £44 last month, and half of that was on those shoes that I never took back to Debenhams. I guess that's a good thing, though the boredom is really starting to get to me. For a job or volunteering? You sort out your doctors appointment? Your leg still not healed then?

I think it's supposed to be 2 years, and going by that my time there would be up in June/July, though I have no idea if that could have changed and I just have to keep going there till I find a job.

Oh okay.

Report | 01/07/2013 11:25 am

Electric Sunshine

No idea to be honest, haven't looked on that website since before Christmas. But I've now found out that the appointment is for 7:30pm, and I've said that I want to go, only sack of crap isn't too happy, and obviously I have a pretty good idea why. Well, they taste kind of like caramel to me, I didn't mean it was actual caramel. Oh okay. I hate glass/ceramic baking stuff as it's super heavy and I worry about dropping it. Yeah, but I never bother to change the measurements.

No, but still. So you're saying that you don't like being much smaller than they are? Have to say I wouldn't of seen her comment as a negative like you seen to have done, or that's the impression i got from what you said. Like anything there's always going to be someone who is thinner, prettier, more successful or indeed the opposite than you are -shrugs-

I know, but it's just that from past experience, I know going in there and trying to get 'help' for that sort of stuff doesn't go particularly well. I honestly have no idea. I know, and as i'm constantly reminded of, yet for some reason it's not my decision as to whether we put him in a cattery. Oh yeah, we've been taking our unwanted stuff to those cash for clothes places for a few months now, it's not much, but better than the nothing we would have got from taking it to a charity shop, and i think we've donated more than our fair share to charity in the past, and obviously anything other than clothes/shoes has to go to the charity shop anyway. Yeah, the one we go to has some eastern European woman, and I think dad asked one time and they send stuff to Romania. Aww, that was nice of him. Oh okay, can't say i heard of that brand, but then there are so many. No, I didn't have it cut last time which is why it now looks terrible. Yeah, but I'd rather it be shorter and look better. Heh, likely. So now I'm confused, you do want to go somewhere or you don't?

Heh, yes, yes they are and yet they seem to be the only ones unaware of this fact, and don't like being told so either.

Gah, well I hope it doesn't turn out to be too serious and can be fixed easily.

Report | 01/06/2013 11:04 am

Electric Sunshine

I'm going to try, no idea what time it is, other than that it's in the evening, though I'm hoping it's before the dumb b***h will be in from work as that lessens the chance of it actually being a shopping trip. Shall have to try and ask dad what's going on, and then make up some story about how there's jobs to apply for there and so I need to go with them. Cool. Don't think I saw any of the blue Lindor around anywhere, though finally had the red ones. Forgot the middle was caramel flavour, not that that's a bad thing. You ever had the black ones, or i think it's a black box, and then there was some brown box which I think had different things in, but it looked to be mostly white chocolate, so i didn't get those. Sas, so did I at first, but I like it now, probably because it comes in a whole range of 'happy'/obnoxiously bright colours. Though I worry about putting a very liquid mixture into one that's roasting tin size or something, may not be very safe actually getting it in to the oven without putting it on a tray, which kind of defeats the purpose really. Oh okay, fair enough. True, though sometimes when you cook stuff in the wrong tins, it doesn't come out quite as it should as has happened to me a few times.

Aww, though surely in a way that's kind of a compliment as you look skinny? But yeah, probably, though I'm sure you're probably happy about being the smallest person in said group? Oh, so quite soon then.

Maybe, but then i don't want to appear as though I'm wasting their time or anything. Heh, I wish, they're all still so against the cattery idea, even though I keep saying that people do it all the time, although i read something on i think Sky News about how a cattery caught fire and cats died or went missing into the woods. That's good. Heh, that bag, want to see what a perfume smells like as there's no place in town to do so, and then just a general browse around as I haven't been anywhere for a while. Yeah, that sounds like a plan. Aww, which brand did you buy? My hair is in desperate need of a cut, no idea when the hairdresser is coming next, and my hair is also a dry frizzy mess, and no amount of hair oil seems to make a difference. Both I guess, like I do want to go out, but then I don't -technically- need anything as such, though not that it's stopped me before. Why, any place you want to go?

Pretty much. Well when i saw this grumpy old woman she just asked if I was going down there and so i said that i do go when I'm asked, which I do, though that it hadn't been for a while as last time my adviser was off sick, which he was, and was supposed to contact me about going there, and then never did, and now I have a new adviser.

Gah, that's awful. So that's a bad thing that your dad wants the neighbour to look at it?

Have a feeling there could me more than a few typos in there, but I'm being yelled at, more than once for dinner that I don't even particularly want. Blah.

Report | 01/06/2013 10:06 am

Electric Sunshine

Aww. Heh, don't suppose it could hurt.

I have no idea, though the trip to the Apple shop has been re-arranged yet again and is now happening on Tuesday, and again I suspect a shopping trip is also on the cards as mum was awfully keen to take back all her credit cards the other day. b***h. What did you get from your dad for Christmas? Aww. Being allergic aside, I remember that the scent of the aloe vera one is pretty horrible. The baking case thing sounds pretty cool, I've now got quite the collection of silicone bakeware, hardly use any of it, but I just like having it. Why don't you want baking stuff now? Don't know if they still have them, but ages ago we got a loaf tin in the 99p shop, it's pretty decent for the price anyway, and we've used it a few times no problem. Though I also have a silicone one and another one that mum got from work.

Heh, welcome to my world. Aww, when do you have to go back to uni?

Pssh, way more than a pause button, definitely needs a 'delete' button as well at the very least. Indeed. Yeah, i could, but again, I don't like my chances. Indeed, still feeling a bit blah, better, but not quite 'normal'. No idea, nothing has been booked yet, though I'd bet they'll go to Dubai just to spite me. I kind of do want out of the house, I'm so bored. Dumb b***h has been avoiding going anywhere due to 'not having any money'- heh all lies when it comes to sack of crap though obviously, and so apart from Tescos I've gone nowhere for weeks. I kind of want to go to London, few things I want to go look at, though not sure I'll actually buy any of it, but still. Though even looking at the sales online and the new stuff there's nothing that I absolutely must have, but I am pretty sick of all of my clothes at the moment and want to chuck loads more out, no idea what I want to buy clothes wise, but meh. And the few things I do want I can get in town, but I'm waiting till they're on offer. Why the hell does Boots not have a 3 for 2 when you want it? But yeah, in general I would like to go just somewhere.

Oh and stupid place have finally caught up with me. Seems I now have another new adviser with a name that I have no idea how to pronounce. Have to say they seem to have a pretty high staff turn over down there, assuming my last adviser has left like all the other people did. Have to go down there at the end of the month, which will make it 5 months since I last went there, and that's gone really fast.

Report | 01/03/2013 9:16 am

Electric Sunshine

Not necessarily. Pretty sure you say something like that at the start of every year, and yet somehow things only get worse, well from my perspective anyway, though not that I should expect things to miraculously improve just because I'd like them to. Not saying you jinx it or anything.

Nope. But the shower of gifts has already started for sack of crap and it looks as though this is going to continue, yet the dumb b***h seems utterly clueless as to why this pisses me off. So obviously the sack of crap is still here and definitely isn't going anywhere, and it seems he's even bestest buddies with dad again now. You get anything for Christmas? Heh, and on a side note that bag I want is now £100 more expensive, damn yearly price increases, though my pink bag did this around this time last year and then went back down again when I actually got it, but still, kind of kicking myself for not just going out and buying the bloody thing rather than trying to get it out of dad for the next year at least.

Mm, I'm kind of bored too. Never play towns so wouldn't know about that.

We hadn't arranged anything had we? Yeah, saw something about that.

Yes, very much unoriginal/nothing that hasn't been done before.

But when you were at uni you couldn't wait to be home? What changed?

On an unrelated note, kind of anyway, I really have had a very 'blah' couple of weeks and just can't be bothered in general. It's pretty much a every single thing is my fault sort of deal, and the dumb b***h really is a vile, angry, bitter little woman and it surprises me that it's possible for me to despise her even more than I do. Also pretty sure I have some version of this: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2255011/Do-worry-worrying-If-Generalised-Anxiety-Disorder-And-heart-attack-WORST-thing-fret-.html It would seem that feeling as though I could have some kind of heart issues in relation to stress etc aren't all in my head. Though I'm pretty sure actually getting a doctor to diagnose this is nowhere near as easy as that article would have you believe, or I know any doctor I'm likely to talk to is not going to take me seriously. There was a whole lot more I was going to write here, but decided that it was more than I care to admit to to anyone and so that's that. Though I wish they had some sort of holiday planned so I could have the house to myself for a few days, have a mini meltdown and then get back to my version of 'normal' but no such luck. And from tomorrow I've got to put up with the dumb b***h for 3-4 days, and then the rest of them will likely be around as well. I'm officially in hell.

Report | 12/25/2012 3:14 am

Electric Sunshine

Merry Christmas

Report | 12/19/2012 6:29 am

Electric Sunshine

Gah... Here's the end of that.

I know I've done nothing, not only in the past year, but in the past 6 and obviously I can't get that time back, but whatever, and it's not like I expected I'd end up here.

Yeah, I guess that is kind of weird. Sas. Klaus yes, Stefan no, that would just be wrong. sas, have to agree with you there. Looks like the end got cut off there? But heh, notice that the vampire diaries is taking the obligatory Christmas break, and so if everything else I like to watch. Blah.

More to say, though may be better in a PM.

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