About

I live in Canada. I'm in my first year of high school. It's only been a couple of months there but i love it and want to just forget all the bull s**t that happened last year and before. My Elementray school years where just about the worst of my life. Sure I made some really good friends and had some really great times, but there was just WAY to much drama for my liking. So I'd like to just forget about it. I'll always remember the good times but as for the bad, their locked memories for the days of my ageing soul. All my friends are my heros, I don't know how I could serve my life without them. They help me through just about everything. Their always there for mee when I need them, which is probably more then they ever thought I'd need them. I've always been the 'tough' one outta my friends, but like everyone, I have my soft points. I don't like all this bullshit that girls do, if you have something to say about me, just say it to my face cuz I'm gunna hear about it some time or other. I have ears everywhere, so to speak. XD. Music is my soul, it gets me through the emotions i can't talk about, the things I don't feel like telling anyone. People tell me I have a really good life, but they don't know how ******** up it can get at some points. My rents get pissed off atme for the stupidest reasons, some of my friends don't get why I do what I do, and really, i don't get it half the time either. My family has massive problems, not just the ones i live with, but also my extended family too. Though I love my family to DEATH, I some times just wanna shut them out and not have to deal with them. I'm young and un-experenced I know, but that's why i take changes and play the game of life the way I do. I wouldn't be where I am now if I didn't. Every thing that ever happend to me I don't regret, but somethings I'd just rather not mentrion to people. Everyone in my life has helped me some how. And I love them all. Though I don't know what love really means, I know it's there. I have a boyfriend, and really, I can't say much about him, cuz really, I don't know him that well. All I know is we used to go to school together back in kindergarden till about grade 4 or 5 then he left the school. Have seen him since this year. People like to b***h me out about alot of stuff and I just tend to try to talk to them. People tell me I'm to nice for my own good, and I really do agree with them. If you want to know something about me, I'll most likely tell you with out many questions. I trust to easly and get hurt for it most of the time. Back-stabbers and heart-breaks will one day probably be the death of me. I completely love art and math class. Maths right now my best subject, and for that I've been told I'm a nerd. But I do care about it. Art's fun and keeps my brain working at the speed of light trying to find out new and un-thought of ideas for a piece of art. I'm one of a kind, and wont be changed by anyone. I love the way I am. Though yea, the trust thing I'm working on. I love to talk, so if you're ever bord send a message or leave a commment and I will so talk your ear off!