In these past two weeks my life has taken a very big change!! I've grown up I've solved the source of all my problems. I used to angst it out I used to hate life I used to wanna die I used want the worst all because of soemthing that happend a year ago in no less than a few weeks the anniversary will be here of that horrible day. I'd usually celebrate it with razor blades and ammonia but now thats over and is pointless. But now I dont I look at like that it was a traumatizing time that happend. It changed me it made me evil it made me hurt the ones I loved and cared for because I was hurt. I would always wonder why my life was hell why things wouldnt go my way. And one talk with the creators of my exsistence changed that and inturn they helped me realize the world doesnt revolve around my a** they expressed to me that even though bad thigns happen its up to you to choose to keep it close and use it against yourself or remeber never forget but always use it to reference why youre still changing for the better and hwy youre still standing and strong from it. The more I realized that no one was agianst me I changed I became the person I should have been a long time ago. I repsect my issues my self inflicted pain after the pain that wasnt purposly done by me was inflicted. I m happy I live each day one step at time I Love life I live to fight for greater dayz and I enjoy knowing that each day I wake I can make it into an adventure or a journey!! I owe all my creativity to friends loved ones and family even my most dispicable enimies. All in all I take my life more seriously and each day one step at a time. Thank you guys and I love each and everyone of you.
Realize what you've done wrong and try to make it right, You dont have to change who you are but to improve for the better is sensible!!!
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