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Pick an empty number, 1-300 and write a secret in that line. Don't tell anyone your number it's a secret. Just repost when done, everyone has a secret1. I definitely have an eating disorder. sometimes it's bulimia, sometimes I don't eat for a few days at a time.
2. I have ruined every relationship I have ever had after my first due to sex. And i feel i may never get back or find an equal love to the one i hurt the most. I am in love with those from my past, but not the person i am with! #133, rot in hell!
3. I am 19 and ready to get married
4. I have never loved a person as much as I love my Fiance. My life is truely complete!!!!!!!
5. sex makes me feel powerful
6. I used to believe John Smith from Disney's Pocahontas was hot.
7. deep down inside, I know when they call me a slut, they're right.
8. I sometimes think I will be single forever...and it makes me depressed.
9. I lie to make myself feel better, so far its not working. & i still love him, i give into any peer presure no matter what it is, I wish i could say its not a problem.
10.I feel like I'm just going through the motions with you...and I've already found and lost the one for me. Also, #133 needs some serious counceling.
11. I hate my brother for being "better" than me no matter what.
12.I've tried to kill myself a bunch of times
13. The biggest mistake of my life has been coming here to go to college, and not going farther away, even though I can't handle being away. And I deleted someone else's secret to put this one up. oops.
14. Sometimes i wonder what i would say if one day you asked for me back, and then i realized how stupid i am for knowing that i would say yes. I love you, yet i hold a huge resentment against you for promising me the world and then throwing it all away. I don't understand why you would do such a thing, why you would wrongfully start a relationship with me, and make me fall in love with you, only to realize that you never stopped loving your ex.
15. I always used to think that the Disney character Aladdin was hot.
16. Im afiad of falling to hard to fast because it might hurt when we arent together. And i dance around in my underwear to bringing sexy back.=] shhh.
17. By the time I was 12 I had had sex with more men than there are senators.
18. I wish guys would look at me as more then just a friend
19. I wish I was more talented
20.i worry i may never feel as in love with my boyfriend as i did with the guy who broke my heart, and its really not fair because he is perfect. But i cant help but compare and wish he did things my ex did. But its not fair, i do love him and i want it to be forever
21. I had a 3 some with one of my guy friends sister and a random guy we met at the bar.
22. first of #133, i hope you burn in hell; i'm in love with 2 people
23. I'm addicted to heroin
23. sometimes I think I'll always be single, by choice.
24. I have a crush on someone other than my boyfriend
25. i would love to get back together with my ex
26. i want to shitkick that mother ******** b***h
27.I though i would never love again the way i loved before... But now i love even more then what i used to... and i didn't think that was possible.... And i don't like to be tickled but my bf does it all the time and i cant tell him not to do it anymore cause i don't want to offend him or make him feel bad
28. im scared hes going to die,
29. Sometimes I worry that I'm not good for you and it freaks me out because I'm scared that you could be just as happy without me
30. I love him so much and im terrified that hell leave me one of these days for something i wish i could do but am afraid to
31. I love her with my everything
32. I am jealous of everyone and everything around me.
33. i like someone but im not sure if he likes me back.. and he lives far away..im tired of being alone... i want a bf that will treat me right and like me for me!
34. when I'm with my boyfriend and he touches, kisses, or holds me I pretend its you so I can get by
35. I know someone whos getting a.... SEX CHANGE! jk
36. You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there
37. i want to be more than a "brother" to you. i want to love you. i want to cuddle with you for hours and watch you fall asleep and wake you up with kisses. i want to walk with you in the pouring rain and kiss you in the middle of the street. you mean so much to me, if something happened to you i'd probably never bounce back. you are my rock, my person. i need you. i want you to need me, and to love me. i love you, why can't you realise that?
38. my parents abused me
39.I feel like im not perfect enough for him. but in the eyes of all these other guys say im gorgeous but they only want sex from me. i smoke to much and drink away everything. i try so hard to impress this one guy who is in love with my friend who doesnt like him. im a conceited b***h in peoples perspectives. and i wish this boy could realize that im alive.
40. i've had cyber sex with a guy, and im a guy.
41. I'm jealous that you have someone treating you so well, and I have nobody.
42. one of my good friends is a back stabbing b***h.
43. Im the happiest i have ever been in my life.
44. I think I'm in love with my best friend...we're both girls.
45. sometimes I wish my girlfriend's best friend would disappear
46.Ive masturbated with girls before.
47. I lie all the time. it's so bad, it's like no one knows the real me. NO ONE
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50. this is his football number. I'll never forget your smile, that night. it was the most perfect thing i've ever seen. I want to see it again, I want to be yours; you don't know it yet.
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52. Im scared to be with him because after its over i dont want to hate him.
53.They all think I 'LIKE' him.. But I think I love him.
54. I smile all the time to make people stop worrying about me
55. Right now im the happiest ive been ever since i can remember,
56. I lost the most important people in my life for the one I think I might love.
57. I dont know why I even like my boyfriend.
59. he's lied to me more than once and it hurts.
60. Sometimes, i was so desperate to hear your voice that i would call you in the middle of the night just to hear you say,'Hello?'. As silly and immature as it was, it was the only way that you would talk to me. Sometimes you'd start conversations with me on the phone, not even knowing that the whole time you were talking to me....and for those few seconds i was happy.
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62.i've thought about suicide
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64. I don't like peanuts
65. I don't either.
66.I secrelty want to have sex with my boyfriend.
67. I'm leading all three of them on and I won't even date any of them.
68.I'm tired of all the things that are happening to me right now. That one special person is gone forever. Sometimes I think that i'm going to be single forever.
69. I am sick of ALWAYS having to be the strong one!!! NO ONE knows how desperately I hurt on the inside, but to tell anyone the truth would make me feel like a failure!!!
70. I'm bisexual.
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73.My house is a mess, not just a little, I mean like I am scared if some one came over they would call cps, but I can't ever seem to find the will to clean it
74. i was depressed, but then i met someone who made me want to live.
75. I wish he would just realize that im for real and that i wont ever hurt him like hes hurt me b4...
76. I have cancer and havent told anybody yet.
77. I wish i would have died in that car accident because then it would have saved me from the heartache you cause me and you would have to live with the guilt and regret everyday of the rest of your life knowing that i called you to bring me to the hospital and you refused because you were too busy working and you thought i was trying to get attention. Instead you left me bleeding on the side of the road. You are the last person i want to see happy on this earth unless its with me. i love you so much its killing me.. literally...
78. I'm not his first.
79. I really screwed you over, and I'm sorry. but now that you're talking s**t about me behind my back, the only thing I want to do is ruin your life.
80. I'm falling for the most amazing guy, he treats me so well, but the distance will make it hard to be together.
81.sometimes i think i am sleeping with guys to make myself feel better, no that is why i do that. i lost the one i truely loved maybe two years ago, and now he is getting married. makes me sad to see him so happy, and i know he still loves me. it kills me to know that. i also slept with an ex not too long ago, to make myself feel love again. then he got back together his is girlfriend he had broken up with the night before we had sex... im never good enough.
82. I wish I never gave him a second chance.
83. I lost my virginity to my exes best friend
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86. Im in love with my best friend but can tell her!!!!
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88. I'm 15 and I've never even held hands with a guy.
89. My husband thinks ive only had sex with 2 people including him. the truth is, its more than 15.
90. If I really wanted to be with you right now, I would be.
91. Your amazing,
92. sometimes I'd rather be single
93. yeah, sometimes I'd rather be too.
94. being with you brightens my day and makes me happy to be alive. i wish you would notice what's right in front of your nose.
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96. I'm a virgin at 25... will sex ever happen?
97. I'm so tired of guys sweet talking me into stuff.
98. i still like him so much, he hurts me so bad thou everytime i let down my guard and i dont know how to forget you.. and i dont know if i want to.
99. I'm afraid I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and never find anyone that is truly a good person.
100.I'm still in love with you and i hate it. You broke my heart when you had no right.
101. I do my makeup, dress nicely and do my hair every morning, forgeting about homework just to make a guy notice me. i know its wrong but he makes me smile, and laugh. And when I talk to him, its like he's the only one that matters at that moment in life. I wish all those moments would last forever, but, all good things come to an end. I always try to see him in-betweeen classes. thats the best part of school, everyday I look forward to that couple classes that i have sitting next to him. I really wish that there was no weekends because thats the only thing that matters right now. i love him so much but im not sure how he feels about me. ¢¾ it also makes me mad my bff l ikes him to.
102. Sometimes his disconnection makes me feel unwanted.
103. I'm just with him to make you jealous....its not working so well is it?
104. I would marry you today, if you asked.
105. I could marry you. I think you're my perfect match.
106. I still think of him and love him, wondering if he still thinks of me and loves me. Even though we always fought, the real conflicts have only just begun within. I feel like I lost a part of myself.
107. i call him ... but he never says anything .. and it pisses me off ... like so bad, i try and i try ... but hes too hard to talk .. and i really like him.
108. I tell my friends i hate him just to have a excuse to say his name
109. I want to get over him I love him to much. Im afraid that if I try dating someone else Ill end up cheating on them, and i dont want to do something like that. Im just so tired of getting my hopes up and thinking this is it this time, then having my heart shoved back in my face...then being stupid and letting it happen again.....will this ever end?
110. I think i love him, but want to wait to see if there is someone better...
111. I have major trust issues, I have been hurt so many times on people that just want to have sex. It hurts it really does. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to find true love.
112. I would move there for you. all you'd have to do is ask.
113. I love you. But I want out.
114. My mom hits me.
115.i like you.
116. I'd kill her if I had the chance. just for taking you away from me. b***h.
117. sometimes i think of any excuse to call him...even if i crashed my car into a ditch and was dieing..i would call him just to tell him i love him i always have...
118. I would have gone further last night.
119. I've filled in like 3 of these already.
120. I want him to stick around because I'm afraid to be alone.
121. I'm afraid you're way too committed. I don't want to grow up...everything goes so fast with you! and he doesn't understand me at all...do i even love you? i cry when i'm alone.
122. i feel like I killed my husband!!!!!!!!!! but i no i didnt
123. I think Im inlove with one of my best guy friends, and also hes my ex, I dont know what I would do without him, he makes me feel like I actually mean something to someone, but the real truth he's inlove with someone else, and I will only be the bestfriend to him
124. I think I might be bisexual.
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126. I'm scared that we're moving too fast for our age.
127. You weren't good in bed.
128. I don't think youre very good at kissing.
129. i miss you like you wouldn't believe. but i can't talk to you without wanting to cry, becuase i know that we'll never be friends again. i hate the life you chose over us. it's not fair that i've lost so many people close to me. but i'm pretty sure that i don't care one bit.
130. I can't wait to have sex.
131.i secretly want to touch sherri vigina
132.I want to kill myself! ( you down there I am praying for you and you really need to talk to someone before you hurt an innocent child!! )
133. I deleted 133 because that just isn't right. May God have mercy on your soul.
134. People like you #133 should suffer the longest most horrible death ever!!!!
135.I want this girl to like me so bad, i try everything, and when i am sure that she likes me she ends up going out with a complete f*****t. It hurts
136. I cheated on you.
137. Everytime im with him, i fall more in love with each kiss, smile, stare, wink, grab, touch, laugh, anything. He's perfect. I never want to be with another. Everyone says nothing is perfect, so, he's my closest thing to perfect. I've never felt this way before. I want to commit to him for the rest of my life. He makes me smile so much. I love him with all of my heart, for the rest of my life. That's a promise.
138. I'm so afraid what he thinks about the age difference.. I want him so bad
139. I let my aanatomy teacher blow me for an "A" -he's cute, but 11 years older than me
140. I'm in the same boat as #141
141. I get stoned all the time so I can forget how I really feel about the world
142.I think about him all the time and I shouldn't!!!
143. I Don't Want To Be A Virgin. I Wouldn't Have Sex With Just Anyone But I Would Have Sex With Him,,,Only If He Wanted Too...This Is The Second Time I've Written On This
144. I drink because it helps me forget.
145. please stop talking to me. just move on with your life. I can't take this push pull bullshit and wondering if things will ever happen.
146. After everything, i forgive you. Truth is, i feel sorry for you becasue what i wanted from you is what you want from her and you still refuse to give it to me.
47. I haven't moved on from losing the woman that i loved and it's been years
148. People fall in love with me way too fast...you barely know the true me...
148. Whenever I see him sign on line, my heart still skips a beat.
149. I shaved my balls
151. I really want to see you again.
152. I am not as strong as you think I am.
153. I wish I could tell you how much I like you...everytime I hear your voice my heart skips a beat. I would love to see us dating one day, but I don't want to risk our friendship. Everytime I hear you talk about your a gf you have, I wish I was her so that I could fall asleep in your arms at night.
154. I cant get over the fact that you lied to me, and I hold it against you.
155. I think women are better off without men. All they are needed for is their sperm, other then that they're good for nothing.
156. I think I am beautfiful and I can stare at my myspace pictures for hours.
157.Alot of times im disapointed cause i dont think true love will ever happen to me cuase my relationships are crap.
158. I have a crush on HIM and i heard he likes me, but he has a girlfriend and i want him to break up with her... but now i feel like a complete b***h.
159. I really want to smoke but I can't. I'd lose friends and respect.
160. My family thinks I am a lesbian. I'm not. I think?
161.I masturbate ALL the time... then feel guilty about it.
162.blah blah blah I'm a dirty whore!!!!!!
163. I dont eat for a few days at a time cause I think im fat.
164.I hate being married!!!!
165.I still suck my thumb and i'm well past the age of 21 and
166.My bulimia makes me feel in control about something in my life
167. i can't stand you sometimes. you think you're greater than everyone else. you aren't. you don't deserve the marks you have. i do. i'm the one with an actual ******** future that needs good marks in order to succeed, instead of standing on a stage talking.
168.I'm shallow, i know it, and sometimes i think looks are all i have...maybe thats why he's still not with me.
169. I wish I had never lost my virginity to you
170. I like you...i want to date you...why won't you make a move?
171. I hate my mom more than anyone on this earth. She took my sisters away from me and my dad, now they hate me. I dont think I would cry if she died, and I feel horrible because of it.
172. I secretly hate one of my best friends. I refuse to hang out with her with other guys because she always ignores me and she KNOWS shes prettier than me. sometimes, I wish I could make her ugly.
173. I hate myself and want to die.
174.i feel the same as #110.
175. I think I might be gay. It scares me, but also it excites me and makes me happy. It makes sense too. but I'm still not sure. I wish I had someone to tell
176. He hits me.
177.i absolutely pretty much hate his ******** guts but hes the only one that i can live with right now and if i could i would move the ******** out.
178. I hate how all your pictures are with her when you promised them to be with me
179.i hate your b***h a**.
180. Secretly, I don't think I will ever get over you and it makes me cry sometimes. I love how happy you seem with him, but I still wish it was me.
181.I loved herrrr then shut her out
182. I totally give into peer pressure... drinking.. smoking.. whatever... I guess it's really no big deal, but what can i say?
183. i don't care what anyone thinks about me. if you don't like me, straight up tell me and get it over with. stop giving me dirty looks in the hallways. stop leaving whenever i come near you. just stop it.
184. I'm only 13 years old and I have been smoking for 3 years
185. I hate my family, and I don't trust my best friend.
186. I wish he really knew that I might be in love with him.
187. I started drinking and smoking when my parents got divorced.
188. I don't think I truly love him sad But am scared to leave because I know nothing but him.
189. I wish things could be how they used to be. When she still chose me.
190. Cigarettes make me feel beautiful.
191. I wish I could meet someone that wouldn't lie and that wasn't in a relationship already.
192. I like girls that have curves
193. I've kissed two girls....and I'm a girl.
194. I'm afraid that, if I'm not with him...he'll be happier than when he was with me.
195.i am slowly drinking myself to death on purpose on a daily basis
196. I love you!!
197. sometimes I just dont give a ******** and I want to get wasted and high and bang you, but then I'm worried about guilt
198. Alec Holmes just became my hero.
199.I LOVE HUGE TITS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD-ALEC HOLMES
200.i may love him more then i think, and #133 your a sick ********!!!!!!!! get some help before you hurt a child
201. I wonder if you are really my best friend or if yu just use me, i mean 5 years we have been friends and now your hanging out with the other best friend who treats everyne like s**t. i hope you get ******** hurt really badly by the dumb c**t. i know its harsh being best friends in all but i dont care anymore.
202. im in love with one of my bestfriends. but she thinks that i'm over her. i'll never get over her. she's amazing, everytime i talk to her i can't stop smiling. i want to see us dating, but i dont want to lose our amazing friendship. i don't know how im going to deal with it when you start dating another guy. it'll be hell for me but as long as your happy that's all that matters to me. i love you.
203. I say I'm afraid of committment but I'm actually just scared to get hurt.
204.I love guys that treat me like a princess. But can be rough with me.
205.I want to marry him one day
206.I have never made out with a boy before and i am already in grade 10,
207.Ive made out with so many people I cant even name them all anymore. I feel as though I cant love and must not be real, rather an excuse to be with someone, but I want it so bad.
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209.i miss smoking
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211. ive never had a boyfriend or kissed a guy before, i think ill be alne forever and it upsets me.
212. i have stupid ex's that put me through crap and now i feel like im putting him through crap.
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214. I think my weight is absolutely disgusting, yet I don't have the will power to do anything about it. Sometimes I wish I had an eating disorder.
215.I feel like my friends dont actually like me. but i have nothing for them to use me for im poor and not all that pretty.
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220. Your'e the one i want.
221..I MISS HIM!!
222.I do my makeup, and staighten my hair and dress nicly every day hopeing that one boy will notice.
223.I can't believe you right after im over him here you are liking him again, i've always relied on you for like moral support but now ughh my god, me dont know what to do
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225. Can't you see, it's all just a cry for help?
226. i hate everyone except like 10 people.
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230. I feel like i maybe should have stayed single because i feel like im with him just to feel what love is like again. I want to love him but i just dont know if i do. i feel so beautiful when im with him but i always question him because im soo scared of him cheating.. cause i think im not good enough.
231. why did the person delete #133? and what did they say?
232 I'm fifteen and I've had sex with 4 guys already. I had two one night stands with close friends.. and I was the other woman in one of my relationships. Now I'm intimate with my boyfriend.. and I feel like its ruining our relationship. I feel like such a slut for being with so many people..
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