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My name is Cindy. There’s not much to say but ill say what I can wink I’m a winter baby (Aquarius) born on Jan 30th. I love it when it snows, very romantic. So you can guess that I ♥ winter better than the bright sunny summer. I think I’m a nice person overall but if you talk s**t about my friends or family don’t expect any special treatment. I’m a very clumsy person so when you’re around me BECAREFUL. I heart music. I listen to all kind of music especially punk rock. I love my friends; they’re always there when I need them. When ever I have free time I will write, read or listen to music. With Love, Cindilia <3

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My poem sucks and im still revising it so tell me your opinonxD




Secrets of A Broken heart

My heart engages the pain as it calls his name.
I look at him and see that I can never fulfill the happiness inside him.
Dirty work has been done and yet none appreciated.
What has to be done before sweat starts dripping?
I miss him dearly as for him is a total stranger.
I redeem myself to not lose control but I cannot restrain the tears from flowing.
I realize that I'm gripping too hard,
And he's quickly drifting away.
His words burn the most of me and he does not know.
The word lonely is empty after I've been left in the dark.
I fall hard on concrete ground and he never lends a hand.
That's when I realize that I'm all alone.
He'll never feel the pain I feel in my heart.
It's unexplainable but it tares me apart.
He thinks of her, as I think of him but nothing matters as long as he has her.
Love and hate are strong words that determine every fate,
But he tosses it around as if they're worthless trash.
He may not know how I feel but in the end the eyes will always reveal the secrets of a broken heart.




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Tiirsys

Report | 06/10/2008 6:49 pm

Tiirsys

I know you?
Derek Stiles

Report | 05/08/2008 8:24 pm

Derek Stiles

Why's that? XD You'd think you would have the larger bed. I remember sharing a rooms when I was little, it was pretty fun at the time.



Sometimes having such strict parents suck, but at least you realize they're being that way for your own good and not being angry about it.



It's not until July. I can wait for it, I'm not looking forward to being another year older.



I never really thought about it. I don't know.
Derek Stiles

Report | 05/05/2008 4:05 pm

Derek Stiles

She was, towards me at least. I haven't seen or talked to her in a very long time, due to some things.



That sucks. But at least you've got pictures and stories. D: I get to see one of my grandparents every few years, which is nice.



Hah, I'm always tired after long trips. There's nothing like sleeping in your own bed, in your own room.



There's a lot of stuff in NYC, shopping wise. You can get practically anything you'd ever want there. I always have a lot of fun going there on trips.



You'll be able to when you're older. XD It's not too bad.



If I had the money, I'd get her something really nice.. but I'm probably going to have to settle for a card and a phone call. I don't get a vacation until June. I hope you enjoy your mothers day with your mom. :3
Derek Stiles

Report | 05/03/2008 6:21 pm

Derek Stiles

Wow, that's a lot. I didn't even know they let people do that. XD My Grandma used to grow strawberries in her front yard. She was little odd sometimes. XD



Blue's my favorite, any shade, but I like most colors in general. I just won't wear anything that gets dirty easily.



xD Hah, You'll probably be tired from everything.



Oooh. You're going to all of them? That's pretty cool. Lots of stuff to see and ride.



PA, as in Pennsylvania. I do get homesick, but I've been further away from home longer, so it's nothing really. Plus I have good friends here and a lot of freedom to do what I want.
Derek Stiles

Report | 05/02/2008 10:15 am

Derek Stiles

I think you did. XD It must of slipped my mind though.



Really? I don't think there's anywhere you can pick cherries around where I live. We do have apple picking in the falls, which was pretty fun. They sold really good cider donuts.



That'd be nice. XD I.. like pink, but not on my walls. I think that'd make me crazy in the mornings.



Awh, Don't worry about it. XD You're gonna be too busy having fun to even think about getting online.



Yeah, I draw a lot. I'd like to keep it a hobby but if I could make money off of something I enjoy doing, then I'm all for it.



I'm in PA, since that's where my college is. I go home every 3 - 6 months depending on the time of year.
Derek Stiles

Report | 04/30/2008 2:05 pm

Derek Stiles

I like cherries, as in the food. Especially those chocolate covered cherries. D: They're really good.



xDD Aww. Why don't you ask your parents to re-decorate it? It's been awhile since you were little.



Yeah, not too many adults are really "innocent". D; Though there are nice people around, it's not so bad.



Oh wow, you're staying in one of the Disney hotels? That's awesome. xD You'll have a lot of fun. We stayed in this...time share thing my step dad had. It was pretty nice.



You've never had a smore? I used to make them in the microwave. You don't have to be camping out to make them. Worms are pretty gross though. I'm more worried about spiders and such.



I don't know, really. Maybe an illustrator. But who knowns what I'll end up doing.



I probably would laugh. D: I laugh at myself whenever I fall, cause it's usually not a big deal.



Somewhere in upstate NY. But I'm not living there right now.
Derek Stiles

Report | 04/29/2008 3:24 pm

Derek Stiles

Yeah, the cherry trees look really nice when they're in bloom. Most things do.



I don't mind playing with kids. But they're pretty hard to keep up with, soooo energetic. There's not many around here, since no one really lives downtown.



Good luck finding them. xD I've seen Ariel, Aladdin and Jasmine.. and I think Donald. Stay around until night for the parade, it's worth it. Depending on which park you're going to.



I like toasted marshmallows. We had a gas stove, so I used to make them indoors.



Hah, I don't know if I'd call it a dream. I'm not really sure if I want to work in animation. But It's a nice skill to have, I guess.



Awww. XD Well, You can't help it. Don't worry too much about it.



Eh, no reason. I just don't usually give my name out.
Derek Stiles

Report | 04/29/2008 9:33 am

Derek Stiles

I like being outside on nice days. Really? Mostly college students go to the park we're close to.. which is good.



That'd be cool. XD Probably still have a lot of people there. We went in the spring, which wasn't too bad.



XDD Ahh. Yeah. I've had burned rice... I can't eat burned food. lol, Sorry.



I wouldn't get on Gaia either if I didn't have people to talk to. It's not much fun without friends.



I'm actually studying animation. Both 2D and 3D. It's a lot of work sometimes, but it gets fun too.



Aww.. That sucks. My knee's and ankles are a little weak, so I can't run without hurting myself, so I know what you mean.



My name's Anthony.
Derek Stiles

Report | 04/28/2008 9:51 am

Derek Stiles

Yeah, that's just too hot. XD I wouldn't go out if I didn't have to in that case.



Oooh. Well at least you're going to Disney World! That's always fun. I went twice, with friends and another time with my family. It was a lot of fun.



lol, Is it.. literally burned? Or is that just what it's called? 'Cause.. yeah. I don't like burned rice. xD



I'm 20. I've been on gaia since I was like 15. D; So I don't see myself leaving anytime soon. You?



Wow, you walk 2 miles to your school? D: I had to do that for awhile too. The dorms they had us in before were pretty out of the way, it kinda sucked. Especially when it started snowing a lot.



xD Well, you've got a write a lot if you want to be a good writer. It takes work. But I'm glad my messages cheer you up some.
Derek Stiles

Report | 04/25/2008 1:26 pm

Derek Stiles

Yeah, those days are nice.



Aww, why's she going to NY for and what part of NY is she going to? I've been to a lot of places. For visits mostly, I've lived in two different states.



Heh, that's good. You should continue to cook if you enjoy it. And you can make a lot of different kinds of rice. I love rice. User Image



That's cool. XD I'm pretty pale cause I don't stay in the sun too much anymore, I did when I was little.



Aw.. thank you. I get like that around my friends. It's hard not to laugh around them.



P.S.- Sure.. My hair is brown, blue & green eyes, I'm pretty short.. around 5'2 and I don't wear glasses.