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Well there's a lot I can say but let's start with the basics. I'm 14 stupid Gaia wouldn't let me post my b-day damnit!! I'm in high school. I've had a ******** up childhood (including now) and I'm a dirty dirty cutter, (I'd like to say I'm not suicidal or an attention whore I enjoy pain and my ******** up mind thinks I deserve it for some reason or another). I'm a mix of emo/goth/punk and can be very anti-social, (mostly cuz I have horrible trusting skills and am paranoid that everyone is out to hurt me). I'd have low self-esteem but hide it under a mask of confidence. I've been used abused, chewed up and spit back out then find myself in the same situation but do nothing to stop it. I suppose I enjoy being victimized in some part of my screwed-up psyche. Well now for the semi good things (I like to get my problems and faults out there before people put time into me, so they know what they're up against) I think I'm decent looking for my age group and I'm smart (even though my intelligence can be clouded by my naivety) I like to look at the brighter side but as doubt good things when they happen so that usually gets blown to hell and back. Now for my hobbies (wow that section was short lived). I like reading and writing, music, guys who have a dominating streak in them, blood (I know how emo-y gothy that sounds but I've always liked blood so stfu) and well other things. I hate trends (and yes I know I described myself as emo and goth up there but I was like this since the third grade, I'd like to thank my mother for being a hardcore druggy rocker when she was young). Also I hate people who are like Mr. Rogers sickly sweet always seeing the better side of life and so oblivious to reality. Well I suppose I should stop typing so if you want to know more just ask me.Friends
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[b:98ea2f03c2]From childhood's hour I have not been
As Other were-- I have not seen
As others saw.
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