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About
I can honestly say that I've changed a lot, so I decided to create a new 'About Me' section.
About Me:
-First off, I would have to say that a lot of people don't take the time to get to know me. In turn, I have felt for years that I am misunderstood.
-I guess I can't blame them though. I've come to the conclusion that I'm a very complicated person, and some people don't appreciate that.
-If you do go on reading the rest of this section, then you will discover more about me than some of my close friends do.
-If I could trade one of my traits for anything, such as knowledge or "creative thinking", I would swap it with passion. For that is one thing I believe I lack immensely.
-People seem to believe I have passion for things because I don't give up until I reach a goal. Personally, I think that's just my work ethic.
-The thing I value more than anything is understanding.
-I analyze everything. Most of the time, I overdo it.
-I am fascinated by the pattern that occurs between the nature of things. For instance, how people "who are best suited to power are those who have never sought it" - Albus Dumbledore (Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows). Or how people who feel insecure are the ones who should not feel this emotion, while the people who are not insecure should feel insecure. It's exceedingly interesting to me how opposites seem to attract.
-I tend to prefer my own company over other people. You could consider me a loner.
-Many of my friends seem to think I have a lot of "friends", therefore I am social. In reality, these so-called friends are "acquaintances" to me. I don't enjoy talking to them, but do to the fact that I don't like to burn bridges, I do anyway.
-I once was told that I was two-faced for acting nice to people, even if I didn't like them. I don't consider that two-faced.
-I used to act like I was happy and faked smiles so that people don't worry about me/so I'm not a burden to other people.
-I realize that I'm a hypocrite because I dislike it when other people fake things. So, I'm trying to discontinue my behavior.
-I'm not confident and I have very low self-esteem. Those are things I will never be able to fake.
-I'm still trying to find out who I am and what I'm passionate about.
-I feel like something is wrong with me when I don't feel the emotion I should be feeling in a situation. Like, when my friend told me she tried to throw up because she felt she was fat, I should have felt sadness, pity...She thought I would even feel anger, but I didn't feel any of those.
-I feel more comfortable talking to people I just met rather than people I know well.
-I like it when people don't understand me completely. (Only one of my friends understands this.) I'm not sure if it's a combination of a love mystery and a love of keeping things to my self, but... At the same time, it kills me, because I want them understand me. Confusing, I know.
-I'm not into taking risks much.
-I fear the unknown, as the character Dumbledore once said in Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.
-Normally, I don't like "villains", but I do like Lord Voldemort.
-I love to think.
-I'm starting to view myself more and more as submissive.
-I like to think there is a balance and purpose to everything in life, but recently, I don't know if I believe that. Life could just be a matter of choices.
-At this stage in my life, I think I like myself more than I ever have. I feel like this is the true me and that I'm not letting other people influence and alter me.
-I overcame clinical depression or bipolar disorder, however you want to call it without therapy or drugs.
-Speaking of drugs, I'm really against them. If you take them, then you can just say good-bye to my respect toward you. As for the people that I know that take them, they can just go ruin their lives and learn the hard way.
-I'm also against drinking. Alcoholism runs in my family and even if I didn't see its effects on my family, I wouldn't do it.
-People seem to think I'm truly anorexic now. 10 Pounds ago, they would call me it, but now, they really ARE labeling me as it.
-Personally, I don't think I am. I lost that weight through exercising, especially running. I'm not much of a big eater anyway.
-I'm deeply interesting in being a surgeon and specializing in the field of neurology.
-Yes, I watch Grey's Anatomy. It is only television series that I'm addicted to.
-I strongly dislike immaturity.
-Finally, I do NOT have a myspace. Please, don't tell me to get one either.
Now if you read all that, I'm extremely surprised. However, I understand if you just briefly scanned it over. Anyway, those are the facts about me and if you'd like to get to know me better, don't be shy to talk to me.
About Me:
-First off, I would have to say that a lot of people don't take the time to get to know me. In turn, I have felt for years that I am misunderstood.
-I guess I can't blame them though. I've come to the conclusion that I'm a very complicated person, and some people don't appreciate that.
-If you do go on reading the rest of this section, then you will discover more about me than some of my close friends do.
-If I could trade one of my traits for anything, such as knowledge or "creative thinking", I would swap it with passion. For that is one thing I believe I lack immensely.
-People seem to believe I have passion for things because I don't give up until I reach a goal. Personally, I think that's just my work ethic.
-The thing I value more than anything is understanding.
-I analyze everything. Most of the time, I overdo it.
-I am fascinated by the pattern that occurs between the nature of things. For instance, how people "who are best suited to power are those who have never sought it" - Albus Dumbledore (Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows). Or how people who feel insecure are the ones who should not feel this emotion, while the people who are not insecure should feel insecure. It's exceedingly interesting to me how opposites seem to attract.
-I tend to prefer my own company over other people. You could consider me a loner.
-Many of my friends seem to think I have a lot of "friends", therefore I am social. In reality, these so-called friends are "acquaintances" to me. I don't enjoy talking to them, but do to the fact that I don't like to burn bridges, I do anyway.
-I once was told that I was two-faced for acting nice to people, even if I didn't like them. I don't consider that two-faced.
-I used to act like I was happy and faked smiles so that people don't worry about me/so I'm not a burden to other people.
-I realize that I'm a hypocrite because I dislike it when other people fake things. So, I'm trying to discontinue my behavior.
-I'm not confident and I have very low self-esteem. Those are things I will never be able to fake.
-I'm still trying to find out who I am and what I'm passionate about.
-I feel like something is wrong with me when I don't feel the emotion I should be feeling in a situation. Like, when my friend told me she tried to throw up because she felt she was fat, I should have felt sadness, pity...She thought I would even feel anger, but I didn't feel any of those.
-I feel more comfortable talking to people I just met rather than people I know well.
-I like it when people don't understand me completely. (Only one of my friends understands this.) I'm not sure if it's a combination of a love mystery and a love of keeping things to my self, but... At the same time, it kills me, because I want them understand me. Confusing, I know.
-I'm not into taking risks much.
-I fear the unknown, as the character Dumbledore once said in Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.
-Normally, I don't like "villains", but I do like Lord Voldemort.
-I love to think.
-I'm starting to view myself more and more as submissive.
-I like to think there is a balance and purpose to everything in life, but recently, I don't know if I believe that. Life could just be a matter of choices.
-At this stage in my life, I think I like myself more than I ever have. I feel like this is the true me and that I'm not letting other people influence and alter me.
-I overcame clinical depression or bipolar disorder, however you want to call it without therapy or drugs.
-Speaking of drugs, I'm really against them. If you take them, then you can just say good-bye to my respect toward you. As for the people that I know that take them, they can just go ruin their lives and learn the hard way.
-I'm also against drinking. Alcoholism runs in my family and even if I didn't see its effects on my family, I wouldn't do it.
-People seem to think I'm truly anorexic now. 10 Pounds ago, they would call me it, but now, they really ARE labeling me as it.
-Personally, I don't think I am. I lost that weight through exercising, especially running. I'm not much of a big eater anyway.
-I'm deeply interesting in being a surgeon and specializing in the field of neurology.
-Yes, I watch Grey's Anatomy. It is only television series that I'm addicted to.
-I strongly dislike immaturity.
-Finally, I do NOT have a myspace. Please, don't tell me to get one either.
Now if you read all that, I'm extremely surprised. However, I understand if you just briefly scanned it over. Anyway, those are the facts about me and if you'd like to get to know me better, don't be shy to talk to me.
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