knife called lust

I look alive
I'm dead inside
My heart has holes and black blood flows
We'll do some drugs
We'll fall in love
And get ******** up while the world just shrugs
With no thought logically
We're wondering the streets so aimlessly
I hate to see the kids get put down so painlessly
And people say you dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that doesn't mean
That you can't scream, or like loud noise, or you got a choice, you have a voice
And just because you show no love and hate on us you ******** our trust
Now watch me thrust this knife called Lust into my chest until I bust