Alter Description & Thought.
I'm trying my best to adjust to this lifestyle. Being a normal, regular person, just like the rest of the hundreds of billinons of people on this planet, is a complete let down. All in all, though, it could be worse......I guess.I've been forming a stronger bond with my Alters over the years and month, but unfortunetly, the forth Alter: Daisuki, has left me. I guess the interest of Pagidor and myself made him reconsider being part of me. He left about 1 1/2 month ago and he's been with me for 2 years. Whatever his decision, He made the one he was most comfortable with. I gave them all a choice to stay or leave 2 month ago. It dosen't feel right with only 4. I'm hoping another comes along, soon.
Me, myself, I really don't know what I want. I somewhat want a family to spend the rest to my life with, but don't want to live through something so.......boring. I don't believe in love. I somewhat believe in religion, but can't fully grasp the fact that something such a higer being exist. The outcome of death and eternity really dosen't matter to me. I'll either suffer in Hell for the rest of my death life, live peacefully in Heaven, customize the afterworld best fitted for myself, or whatever. It's going to happen sooner or later.
I like anime, as well. I can't buy anime at every glance like all those rich ******** with money coming out of their asses, so I only know of select anime that I've acutally bought. I wish to know more and more, and eventually everthing there is to know to knwo about anime: Drawing, Manga, Conventions, Artist, Wrighting, Well, you know.
.....................That's it. .......Go away.
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